Queer Class for the Straight Ass: A Final Reflection on Studies in Drama, Queer Peromance
I remember the first day of class. I walked in having no idea which area of theatre we would be focusing on. I'm sure there was some notification that it was Studies in Drama: Queer Performance, but I must have missed all those notifications. It was only a few seconds after taking my seat that I figured out we would be focusing on queer performance. Even then, I had no idea what that meant. I had heard of queer theatre, but I really didn't know anything about it. So there I sat, a self-identified white straight male, in a class that was about something a world apart from my own perspective. I learned a long time ago to hold no judgment for things and people I'm unfamiliar with. So, I listened, I read, I shared, and I learned. To my surprise I found myself not only interested in the material but encouraged by the spirit of resilience and determination that is rampant in queer theatre and other forms of queer performance. Not only that, but I also had a whole lot of fun making an ass of myself with and in front of others.
In the course description on the syllabus, several questions are listed as the main points of investigation for the course. The first question is: What does it mean to undertake queer performance? After hours of class discussions I'm not sure there is any particularly accurate way to answer that question. Queer performance can mean a lot of things. So to answer this question we must be intentionally broad. I would say that to undertake queer performance, means to express resistive ideas, feelings, and emotions that challenge cultural norms, in front of an audience. The last part of that sentence may be the most important. The audience of a queer performance is the place where change can take place.
The second question is: How is the notion of queerness connected to sexuality, and in what ways can the definition of queerness be usefully extended? The notion of queerness is certainly tied to sexuality. I'd be willing to bet if you asked the average person on the street what it means to be queer, their answer would involve homosexuality. I wouldn't necessarily say there is anything wrong with this. The majority of queer performance that we have covered in this course has revolved around dis-identification with heteronormative values. At the same time, queerness is beginning to mean something else in our culture. Go browse OkCupid profiles and you'll find that many people now self-identify as queer regardless of their sexual orientation. The truth is most people find some part of the cultural hegemony off-putting. We all are a little bit queer. So queer performance can and is being usefully extended to include other people that dis-identify with cultural norms. One example I can think of is the television show/podcast, Comedy Bang! Bang! Or any other alternative comedy performance. I see elements of queer performance littered throughout these programs in the form of surrealist humor, campy rehashing, and complex character work.
The third question is: What are the creative potentials of “queering” a text or performance? The creative potentials of “queering” a text or performance are innumerable. One can queer a performance by changing character traits like sexuality, gender, age, occupation etc. One can also queer a performance by introducing new elements, characters, and conflicts. As we saw in class through workshops, when you get a group of people together and ask them to queer a specific text, the results can go in any direction. Every person has a unique perspective on what the norm is, and how it could be different. I think this is the almost universal appeal of queer performance. It allows one to see inside a person's mind, without the deceptive restrictions of cultural expectations. It allows us to see someone's personal truth.
The last questions are: What is the relationship between art and activism? Is queer performance necessarily activist? According to Merriam-Webster's online dictionary, activism is defined as, “A doctrine or practice that emphasizes direct vigorous action especially in support of or opposition to one side of a controversial issue.” I would say that most art is activism because it automatically causes action in the mind. Who can look at a painting without considering its purpose? Who can watch an entire performance and not think once about why these people are doing things in front of a group of people? Now does a painting necessarily ask us to go left or right on an issue? No, and that's why some art does not fit the definition of activism. I believe queer performance is and will always be activist. Exposing a subversive opinion, idea, or emotion on stage definitely forces people to talk about and potentially change their own opinions.
I would say that this semester has been a transformative experience. I now feel I can provide an educated answer to each question that is listed at the beginning of the syllabus. I now feel respect and admiration for the progenitors of queer performance. People who at first glance might seem very different from me, but really the differences end at their sexuality and the way others view us. I also feel it is important to mention that the workshops in this course functioned as a great tool for opening up some interesting, fun, and strange discussions. That overall lead to a interesting, fun, strange, and informative class. I truly enjoyed the diversity of opinions that were expressed as a result of the classrooms relaxed atmosphere. You really get to know someone when you hear their weird. In the words of a guy I saw dressed as a farmer at a rave, “We're all weirdos!”