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Pick a pile: The dance of Shiva and Shakti: What energy imbalance is holding you back today?

Pile 1: Knigth of pentacles, King of wands and the sun.

In this energy field, we don't find a destructive imbalance, but rather a process of active alignment. You are on the path to unlocking your Shiva energy (receiving). You are learning to embody your worth, consolidate your stability, and receive the abundance of the universe with your head held high and without guilt. The client has already left behind complaining and victimhood. They are working methodically, with discipline, and with firm steps to bring order to their material life. In the energetic dance, this is a transition: you are refining your channel to be ready for something great.

You are learning to receive without the filter of fear or self-sacrifice. And that is vital to achieving true balance. The dance of your energies is illuminated: when you dare to receive with dignity, you are gradually reaching that point.

Pile 2: 6 of cups, 7 of pentacles and 6 of pentacles.

My friend, you have completed the entire spiritual journey, and I admire you for it. You healed your past, cultivated patience, and are now the living archetype of reciprocity.

In this pile, we find the mastery of balance: the perfect equilibrium between Shiva and Shakti. You are the living example that the universe is an impeccable accounting system. You have healed your memories of scarcity, you have had the patience to cultivate your own worth, and today you are ready to give from abundance and receive from deservingness. You have your hands full to activate your Shakti and give to the world from fullness, not from lack. You give love, time, knowledge, or money because you have plenty, and the universe returns it to you multiplied instantly in a continuous and clean flow.

Pila 3: 2 of cups, 5 of swords and 6 of swords.

Don't panic, but there's a significant imbalance here.

The energy imbalance that's holding you back today is an abuse of your Shakti energy (giving) within a toxic relationship. You've given yourself completely to a relationship or environment expecting reciprocity, but you're dealing with an "energy vampire" who plays dirty. Your soul is demanding that you stop trying to fix things and walk away immediately to save your own peace.

You entered this relationship (partner, friend, business partner, or family) with an open heart, beautifully activating your Shakti: ready to give, to share, to create perfect balance. You believed in the soul-to-soul connection. The problem is that you placed your sacred cup in the hands of someone who doesn't know how to value pure love.

This is where the imbalance explodes. The other person is at the lowest energy of selfishness. They are a "vampire" who only seeks to win, control, manipulate, or absorb your energy without giving anything in return. In the cosmic accounting system, this creates a massive energy debt. And it's not just that person who pays it; you will too if you don't set boundaries. The only way to balance the scales is to gather your glasses and leave.

Dividers by @somebitchprobably-graphicdump

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Energy Debt: Why Your Life Is Stagnating The 6 of pentacles.

Okay, today I want to write about the 6 of Pentacles. This card always symbolizes hands exchanging coins. Sometimes it also features scales, sometimes not. But it always conveys the idea that the universe is a perfect accounting system. For energy to flow, the scales must remain balanced. We always find the polarity of giving and receiving.

Starting from this letter, I'm going to talk about balance in life. Because I've experienced falling into the trap of asking for a lot and giving nothing, and also into the trap of giving a lot and receiving nothing in return. And this always creates a debt in the universe. These are obviously my beliefs based on my experience; nobody has to share them.

When a person falls into the pattern of "energy vampirism"—constantly asking for, demanding, or consuming the time, money, attention, or space of others without offering anything in return—they disrupt the balance of the Six of Pentacles. This isn't just a lack of manners, which is ultimately a personal and cultural issue; on an esoteric level, it generates an energetic debt or karma of scarcity. Energy isn't destroyed; if you take something that doesn't belong to you or don't reciprocate what you've received, the universe seeks balance through other means.

Energy debt is almost always repaid on the material plane, and that doesn't necessarily mean you're poor. But it can make it difficult to find a partner, or you might always end up with people who take advantage of you. You might also find yourself in hostile environments even if you earn a lot of money. I've especially experienced relationships becoming suffocating. The people around me start to feel chronically tired, tense, or apathetic, and they end up distancing themselves or implementing a radical no-contact rule. It can also manifest as your projects not progressing. You feel that no matter how hard you try, doors are closing on you because your vibration is at the frequency of "scarcity and need," not abundance.

Therefore, it's always important to try to balance things out, so that if you give a lot, you also know how to receive. And likewise, if you ask for a lot, things should be on the same level.

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Pick a pile: Why do you forbid yourself from enjoying life's simple pleasures?

Pile 1: 5 of wands, king of wands and 8 of wands.

You forbid yourself from enjoying life because you've turned it into a constant competition, and you're too busy rushing toward the next goal. You confuse "doing things" with "living."

Because of your experiences, you're likely addicted to hyper-productivity and conflict. Your mind mistakenly believes that if you sit down to contemplate the scenery, you're wasting time, losing control, or falling behind in a race you've created for yourself. You don't have to arrive before anyone else, and sometimes the journey is more important than the destination.

Your daily life is a constant struggle, arguments, competition, or stress to prove you're the best. Your mind is always in "survival" or "fight" mode. Do you remember going to the movies just to entertain yourself? Or going to the beach just to dip your toes in the water and feel the cold water on your skin? There are simple things in life that make it worthwhile to be alive. And these often don't depend on money, other people's opinions, or noise. They simply depend on knowing how to be in the present moment.

In the modern world, we have overstimulation: the phone that never stops ringing, fast-paced videos, the need for everything to happen instantly. In this cycle of rapid consumption, you deny yourself simple pleasures because they require slowness. A sunset, a good conversation, or a delicious meal… Believe me, the world isn't going to end if you don't answer that call today. You need to use your inner fire to ignite your presence, not your productivity.

Pile 2: King of cups, the emperor and 7 of swords.

You simply forbid yourself from enjoying the simple things because you're obsessed with controlling your emotions and your surroundings. You believe that if you give in to pleasure, you'll fall into chaos or illusion. You're afraid of vulnerability and losing control.

You've built such a rigid armor of maturity and stability that you confuse joy with weakness. You believe that if you relax, your structured world will crumble. Unfortunately, in today's world, it's normal to suppress your own desires. We're led to believe from a very young age that indulging in what we want is pampering ourselves, and that's not always the case. In your case, you've learned to numb your enthusiasm or your desire to play so that no one sees your emotional cracks. But let me remind you of a quote from Rumi: "The wound is where the light enters." Those cracks make you real, and people love us for our cracks, not for our perfection.

For you, enjoyment is only valid if it's planned. You don't allow yourself spontaneity. If a pleasure has no practical use or logical benefit for your "kingdom"—your work, your home, or your goals—you define it as a "waste of time" and forbid it. But in fact, by forbidding it, all you're doing is wasting your life's time. One day you will die, and all you'll take with you is what you've experienced. If you've only built an empire but haven't enjoyed it… will your life have had any meaning?

It seems you're afraid of losing your way. You believe that if you allow yourself to enjoy yourself a little, you'll become lazy, lose your discipline, or get hooked on illusions that distract you from reality. You prefer the rigidity of stone to the risk of floating. But it won't be like that. You are a hard worker; if you weren't, you wouldn't have been able to build yourself up the way you are. You deserve to enjoy yourself. Balance is your greatest and best lesson.

Pile 3: page of pentacles, the star and ace of swords.

I'm going to give you a piece of my mind, I'm sorry, but I find it intolerable. You forbid yourself from enjoying the simple things because you're waiting for the "perfect" moment in the future, and you struggle to see that the real magic is already happening in the small seeds of your present.

You forbid yourself from enjoying life because you live in tomorrow. You're so focused on healing, on your grand ideals, or on finding absolute truth that you walk with your head in the clouds, forgetting to feel the ground beneath your feet. You forbid yourself from enjoying life because you feel that "you're still just starting out," that "you haven't had enough yet," or that you're too young to indulge in luxuries. Japanese wisdom tells you: enjoy being a learner; don't wait to be a master to start enjoying life. Because when you learn, if you don't enjoy it, you don't truly learn. You have a context of blocked enjoyment that speaks of a person living in a utopia. You think you can only enjoy simple pleasures when you're "completely healed," when you "find your ideal purpose," or when everything is perfect. You pour your emotional water into the future, leaving your present dry. It's as if you need to have everything figured out to start living, and that's not exactly how it works.

It's as you begin to live, to enjoy, and to connect with everything that you discover the true essence of your purpose.

Dividers Taken from @thecutestgrotto

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No suggestions, i just wanted to say you're the best with free readings here. They're always resonating, and they're really creative and interesting. Thank you for your efforts, i wish you a good day!!

Thank you so much, I really appreciate your words.

The truth is, many times the suggestions are yours, and I think I should include them when I make pile picks that you've suggested.

Thanks again! Have a great day!

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Pick a pile: The Mark of the Dragon: What test is Hecate putting you through at your current crossroads?

Before you begin: Draconian energies are heavy and difficult. You may read things you don't like. The Draconian path is dark and will drag you through the mud. Reading a pick-a-card won't change your life, but it can confront you with things you don't want to face. I speak from my own experience. Now that you've been warned, it's up to you.

Pile 1: 2 of wands, king of swords and knight of wands.

The test Hecate presents at your current crossroads is the transition from theory to action without losing your strategy. The Goddess is challenging you to stop planning in the shadows and to wield your power with a cool head, cutting ties with what's holding you back and launching yourself passionately toward your true destiny.

Hecate tells you: "You've already accumulated enough power and knowledge; you're on the threshold, but staying there staring at the map for fear of making a mistake is called stagnation." You're truly facing a test of pure discernment. It's tough, because you might suddenly feel a lack of support, but you have to prove yourself.

The test consists of daring to ignite your inner fire and defend your sovereignty tooth and nail, moving swiftly toward your goals without looking back. It's something you can do, and remember that sometimes failing is exactly what you need to learn more and become better. So don't be afraid; the worst that can happen is that you gain a lot of experience.

Pile 2: The magician, the hanged man and 4 of swords.

Okay, what I'm about to tell you isn't something I know how to do, but it's what I see in the cards. It's what neuroscience calls the hypnagogic state or dream incubation. Hecate is the queen of the night, of dreams, and of the underworld, so she asks you to work while you sleep (it sounds strange, I know).

The test Hecate sets for you is strategic surrender and manifestation through rest. The Goddess is asking you to stop fighting against the current with physical force, to design your desire in the mental plane, and to surrender to silence and sleep so that the universe can pull the strings for you.

You have all the tools, the power, and the elements to manifest your reality. But you shouldn't do this actively; instead, you should think about and mentally design what you want first. It's as if you're creating a mental program to be able to receive everything you wish to manifest. This is a challenge in Draconian magic, but it represents the sacrifice of the rational and coherent mind. This is the one that usually guides you, and yet they ask you to trust blindly. It's possible that this is a request made because you have learned ideas or beliefs that go against what you want to manifest, which is why your mind can't actively achieve those things. Like those people who believe that rich people are bad, therefore they can't become rich because they consider themselves good people. This doesn't appear in the reading, but I recommend that you investigate these possible beliefs within yourself and quell them. Changing your mindset is useful for becoming more versatile. In any case, it's not what this reading is about; this reading tells you that God will provide and you must trust.

Pile 3: 9 of wands, the emperor and 7 of cups.

At your current crossroads, you must learn to distinguish true intuition from your own escapist fantasies and tear down the defensive walls that isolate you from the world. The Goddess challenges you to stop idealizing a perfect future so you can begin building a real, structured, and secure present.

You have fought so hard that you now see phantoms where there is nothing. It's difficult because you haven't had an easy past, but that's not happening now. That's why Hecate tells you: "Being defensive isn't power, it's fear. Your test is to learn to lower your defenses without feeling vulnerable." The Goddess asks you to stop acting erratically or reactively. You need to bring order to your material life, your schedule, your finances, and your personal boundaries. It is the earth dragon reminding you that magic needs solid roots to manifest.

Hecate places her torches before you to dispel the fog that may appear after the struggle. It's testing you: will you choose the comfortable fantasy or the uncomfortable reality you need to sort out? Finding the balance between intuition, reality, and attitude is sometimes complex. But you must stay grounded, root yourself in reality, and without losing sight of who you are and what you want, remember that you are here and now. I believe this is a perpetual learning process; I'm still on that path every day, so I understand you perfectly.

Dividers made by @uzmacchiato

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Pick a pile: Your wounded inner child: What is it asking you to heal today in order to stop repeating the same pattern?

Pile 1: 3 of cups 4 of pentacles and the emperor.

Plle 1 here we have the pattern to heal: rigid control over enjoyment.

You were a child who enjoyed everything; for you, even going to school was a party. But you were told a million times that life has to be taken seriously. And look, they're right, but only up to a point.

Here, your wounded inner child learned to "hold back" and accumulate for fear that happiness will end. It shows a mentality of: "If I have fun now, I'll lack it tomorrow" or "I must protect what I have because joy is scarce." You probably feel guilty when you're not productive, you can't relax at social events because you're hypervigilant, and your relationships end up being very transactional… You feel that to receive love or fun, you must first meet a very high standard of expectation.

You probably believe that life is hard, enjoyment is a short-lived reward, and authority/responsibility is the opposite of pleasure. But it's not true; life is pleasurable, even within responsibilities. True maturity is knowing you can be responsible and happy at the same time. So your challenge is to let go of control and simply understand that you should enjoy life. You deserve it just for being born, not for anything you do.

Pile 2: the tower, the hermit and the magician.

You're the classic example of hyper-independence as a defense mechanism against trauma.

You mistakenly believe that being strong means collapsing in silence and solving everything without bothering anyone. Perhaps you weren't allowed to cry as a child, or you were considered incapable of solving problems if you didn't figure things out on your own. But hey, that's a mistake in how you were raised, whether by grandparents, parents, or teachers.

Isolating yourself and doing everything on your own is fine, but being vulnerable will allow you to connect with others. And it's not about crying over your troubles, it's about accepting their support during your crisis.

I work in a hospital, and patients who allow their families to be close tend to recover faster. What I mean is that asking for help, communicating, and above all, not isolating yourself is something you must do to grow.

And I know, from personal experience, that it's very difficult. God, people do it their own way, and sometimes "their way" is awful. But trust and having a support network are essential to avoid carrying so much. Being strong means asking for help.

Pile 3: the fool, 9 of cups and knigth of wands.

I hate to break it to you, but you're the "eternal adolescent," the kind of person who keeps running away.

The pattern you need to heal is avoidance through impulsiveness and self-sabotage born of boredom. Stop confusing yourself with this idea of ​​freedom and stop choosing to jump into the void rather than face the discomfort of putting down roots or healing your pain.

By running away, you're only building false structures that will crumble. You're not facing yourself head-on, and sooner or later, that's going to catch up with you. You learned as a child that the only way to be safe or get attention was by being unpredictable, free, and breaking the rules. It's a leap into the void without looking back. Your motto is: "If I stay put, I'll get caught or hurt."

You're only operating on instant gratification. You're like the dopamine rush of social media… It's fine for a while, but what happens when you need peace and quiet? And we all need it, even if only in small doses… You have a visceral fear of losing your freedom, and you never lose your freedom if you do things authentically. Stop running away from your true self.

Dividers by @chrisssiren

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But the cards tell my ex still want me

And if you think that's enough and you want to get back together with him, that's your decision.

I'm always of the opinion that if something ended, it's for a reason.

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Pick a pile: How to get over your ex?

Pile 1: the hanged man reversed, temperance and 8 of swords.

You get over your ex by radically changing your perspective and breaking free from your own mental prison.

You're tired of suffering, and that's the best thing that could have happened to you. Because often we're addicted to those feelings, but that's not your case. It's the exact moment you decide to stop being the victim and start moving forward.

Overcoming this won't happen overnight, but rather through a steady trickle. You heal by regaining your center, pouring self-love into your wounds, and recovering the peace that this relationship stole from you. You must seek self-care, therapy, and learn to breathe easily again. Because you have to keep in mind that what binds you to your ex isn't love, but rather the repetitive, looping thoughts. You get over your ex the moment you open your eyes and realize that the cell door is open and you're free to leave.

Pile 2: King of swords, ace of wands and Knight of pentacles.

You get over your ex by using your head over your heart, cutting ties completely, and channeling all that energy into your own goals. Your ex gets over you by becoming detached from the past and intensely passionate about your present.

You truly get over your ex the moment you stop romanticizing the relationship and analyze it with a cool head. Stop crying in the corners, love; take up the sword of truth and sever the emotional ties.

You need to refocus. The past is gone. Use that anger or that strength to ignite a new project, start a gym, launch a business, or pick up a hobby you'd abandoned. It's the rebirth of your attractiveness and your drive to conquer the world.

The most important thing for you right now, and what you must do, is focus on yourself in the long term: your finances, your work, your routine, your health, and your stability. It's about going step by step, in a realistic and disciplined way, creating a life so solid and comfortable that when you look back, that relationship seems like a very distant memory.

Pile 3: the hermit, the magician and page of pentacles.

You get over your ex by disappearing off the map to rebuild yourself in silence. You don't need to prove anything to anyone, go out partying, or look for replacements. Your healing process is an inward journey, where you transform the pain of the breakup into mastery of your own life. Just like in pile 2, if the image resonated with you, take a look; you need to focus on yourself.

You get over your ex in chosen solitude. The Hermit asks you to withdraw from the noise of the world and social media. It's not just about not talking to your ex, but about ceasing to seek validation from others. It's a time to cry as much as you need to, meditate, reflect, and understand what part of yourself was neglected in that relationship. The light of his lantern shows you that your happiness depends on you, not on a partner. In this process of silence from the external noise, you will realize that you have all the tools to start from scratch. You have the mind, the magic, and the power to manifest a new reality. You completely reinvent yourself: you change your look, your mindset, your energy, and the way you present yourself to the world.

You move on from your ex by committing to new learning, a new daily habit, or a small but solid project. It's about becoming the "eternal learner" again, focusing your mind on studying something new, improving your health, or taking care of your daily routines with patience and consistency.

Dividers made by @angeliicide

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Pick a pile: Which chakra would you need to work on the most for your evolution?

Pile 1: King of cups, the templance and the fool

Anahata, or the heart chakra, is where you should focus your attention. This is the only thing that will help you unblock the other chakras. In particular, you need to heal your fear of getting hurt so you can regain confidence and embark once again on the adventure of living without burdens. Anahata is closed or defensive, which blocks you from connecting with yourself or your personal path. You probably feel afraid of falling in love or trusting people, or perhaps you have anxiety about the future.

How to work with this chakra:

Open your chest: Do meditations focused on the color green or pink, or physical chest-opening exercises (yoga).

Embrace uncertainty: Do something completely spontaneously today, without planning it.

Write to heal: Dedicate a few minutes to forgiving a past situation that still generates resentment, simply use that energy for something creative. Forgive yourself for blaming yourself for things that were beyond your control, and above all, remember that you are the best thing you will ever have in this world.

Your heart has weathered storms, but it's time to unlock it. Working on your heart chakra through compassion and healing will give you back your wings. The universe is asking you to heal today so you can leap into your next great chapter with a light soul and an open heart.

Pile 2: strength, page of cups and 3 of wands.

Manipura is the center of personal power, willpower, inner fire, and self-confidence. The beauty of this card combination is that it doesn't speak of aggressive power, but rather of power born from vulnerability and authenticity, because you are very authentic within yourself. But sometimes laziness gets the better of you, not because you don't want to do things, but because of the effort involved in being seen by others, am I right? (Like when you go to the gym and you're uncomfortable because you think everyone will be staring at you, but the reality is that few people do).

The universe is asking you to stop hiding your light for fear of making others uncomfortable and to use your inner strength to manifest the projects your soul is already envisioning on the horizon. Working with this chakra means taming your inner fears and insecurities with love and compassion, instead of repressing or exploding them. It reminds you that you are much stronger than you think. A healthy Solar Plexus chakra gives you the courage to show your inner child, to express your emotions without shame, and to open yourself to new artistic or spiritual experiences.

How to work with this chakra:

Ignite your fire: Connect with the sun, do physical exercise that makes you sweat, or wear yellow clothing/use yellow candles.

Healthy boundaries: Learn to say "no" to situations or people that drain your vital energy and dim your light.

Unleash your creativity: Give shape to that creative idea that's been on your mind for a while; plan the first practical step today.

Your inner fire has been dormant or held back by fear of what others will say. Working on your Solar Plexus chakra will return you to the throne of your own life. You have the sensitivity to create magic and the vision to go far; you just need to ignite the engine of your confidence to see your dreams reach safe harbor.

Pile 3: 9 of cups, 6 of seords and 4 of cups.

Svadhisthana and Manipura work together here. They are completely blocked here due to a serious lack of boundaries and excessive indulgence.

When a person doesn't know how to say "no," their true desires become corrupted, leading to apathy and discontent. The only healthy way out is withdrawal or no contact to find themselves. It's not that these people take advantage of others—sometimes they do—but the problem is you not giving yourself space.

For some reason, women aren't taught to occupy space. We have to be quiet, thin, and even eat little in many environments. Well, I don't know if you identify as a woman, but eat more, gain weight, and shout—occupy space. Don't erase yourself. I think about this because of how I was raised, I suppose, and for me, working on these two chakras meant understanding that I had to occupy space. I had to be annoying. I had to choose myself above all else. So, seeing that you don't give yourself space, I identified with you… Excuse me.

How to work with this chakra today:

Practice therapeutic "No": Start with small things. Don't give endless explanations; a simple "I can't today, thank you" is a sacred shield for your Solar Plexus.

Create distance: Take a weekend alone, mute the chat groups that overwhelm you, or distance yourself from that person who only contacts you when they need something.

Connect with water and the color orange: Take a mindful bath or practice meditations focused on the Sacral Chakra (below the navel) to reclaim your right to feel and enjoy life on your own terms.

You can't fill someone else's cup if yours is empty. Working on your Sacral Chakra and Solar Plexus today means understanding that saying "no" to others is saying "yes" to yourself. Pack your things, walk away from places where you aren't valued, and sail toward your own peace. Your happiness is non-negotiable.

Dividers by @pixopix

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Pick a pile: What is your future spouse's career?

Pile 1: The tower, the high priestes and 5 of pentacles.

Your future spouse, Pilate One, is someone who knows how to navigate crises. They dedicate themselves to saving lives, one way or another. The Tower speaks of catastrophe, and together with the High Priestess, it indicates how they skillfully handle chaos, not their own, but the communal chaos seen in the Five of Pentacles, which often speaks of times of hardship.

Their professional field has a high impact. They may be fully involved in social work, humanitarian aid, or run a foundation for the homeless. They also fit perfectly into frontline services such as emergency room doctor, paramedic, firefighter, or ambulance driver. However, if we consider the purely material side, this combination describes a financial shark: someone who invests in the stock market or manages venture capital. Whatever their sector, they are a person who uses the cool head and intuition of the High Priestess to make life-or-death decisions under extreme pressure. He knows how to be a beacon of calm when everything explodes around him.

Pile 2: King of pentacles, queen of cups and the moon.

Pile Two, your future spouse doesn't have an easy job to talk about. These tarot cards speak of a job that requires a position of high authority and absolute discretion.

This person possesses a powerful dual ability: control of structures and profound empathy. They are a perfect fit as a clinical psychologist, forensic psychiatrist, or criminologist, helping to heal or analyze deeply broken minds. But if we consider the institutional level, this spread perfectly describes a crime detective, a police inspector, a member of the military police, a lawyer, or an intelligence officer who manages secret and classified state data. Someone highly intuitive who knows how to balance numbers and emotions while navigating the shadows.

Pile 3: The strength, page of cups and 3 of wands.

Your next partner is dedicated to the world of creation, communication, and the dissemination of ideas. They possess a mastery of skills, with fierce self-discipline and a continuous effort to hone their untamed talent. They are someone who must work hard every day, constantly updating their knowledge and demonstrating excellent planning skills.

Their profile fits perfectly into the world of creative and digital industries. They could be a visual artist, a writer, a screenwriter, or a freelance designer who spends countless hours perfecting their work. But thanks to the Three of Wands, they also have a strong aptitude for the strategic communications sector: a trend analyst, a digital marketing specialist, or an advertising professional responsible for planning the future of major brands and connecting emotionally with the public. They are someone who knows how to transform pure inspiration into a profitable and expansive business.

Dividers made by @diviniyae

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Pick a pile: What is the biggest positive change coming up in my love life?

Pile 1: 3 of cups, 9 of swords and the fool.

The greatest miracle in your love life will be the definitive end of your anxiety. And I'm not saying this will be easy, but life is asking you to take everything a little less seriously.

You've been through sleepless nights, trauma, and exhausting mental suffering because of love or bad experiences. Your great positive change is that you're rediscovering the joy of living: a stage full of outings, enjoying company, parties, and laughter with people who energize you is on the horizon.

But prepare yourself to live a little more uninhibitedly, not to commit so easily. Life sometimes asks us to let go without overthinking. What I mean is that life isn't bringing you a wedding or a textbook, formal, serious relationship right now; it's offering you a light, passionate, free love without suffocating responsibilities. Your transformation consists of learning to enjoy romance without expectations, savoring the "here and now," and having the maturity to let things go when they've run their course, without drama or attachments. The universe releases the handbrake and invites you to play. You'll heal your heart with laughter, but it's not a place to stay, although it is a place to grow.

Pile 2: the hermit, page of wands and the empress.

Reading this might not be what you were expecting… But your big change in love isn't coming from outside. Although it sounds disappointing when you imagine a torrid and sexy romance, or a beautiful and sweet one… I'm going to tell you that this time you're going to fall in love with yourself.

You've probably just come from a period of retreat, solitude, or emotional silence that may have felt cold or uncomfortable at first. However, that isolation has been your greatest blessing, because it has forced you to delve into the depths of who you are, cleansing your energy of other people's expectations.

I assure you that this stage will leave you transformed. You'll experience a wild, passionate, and sparky infatuation, but not with another person, but with yourself! You'll discover the fire of your own individuality. You'll see yourself as more attractive than ever, you'll prioritize your pleasure, you'll take care of your body, and you'll enjoy your own company like never before. Your big change is that, finally, you'll discover yourself as the true love of your life and stop begging for crumbs from others. You become magnetic and indestructible.

Pile 3: 7 of cups, 7 of pentacles and Knigth of pentacles.

You'll see the biggest change in your life is coming because, of all the possibilities that exist—right now you have suitors, fantasies, and countless illusions—you'll be able to discern what's truly worthwhile and committed.

If you're single, your maturity will lead you to choose your partners better.

Even so, I think you might be someone who's been in a relationship for a long time, and things seemed to have stalled. But not at all; things are progressing slowly but surely. Real commitment abounds in this reading, and it speaks above all of that: the ability to see and feel it, even when it's a slow process.

Dividers made by @phaea

[spokelse-heks]

Hi, how are u? Can I ask the tarot something? Well, I recently started volunteering in the disability department of my city. I met the director, and he gave me the opportunity. From the first day, I couldn't hold his gaze for very long. He's getting a divorce, but I don't know if it's just me who feels this chemistry and connection. Is the attraction I feel for FGV (my boss) truly mutual, or is it just me? Or what do I really feel when I look into his eyes? Is there mutual sexual attraction, or is it something more, or is it just a professional relationship? My initials are MCH 🩷 Tysm❤️

Hi! Look, from what I see in the spread, it's a pyramid spread, and at the base, you appear together. You would be the Page of Pentacles, and he would be the King of Cups, accompanied by Temperance. This suggests that a connection can be forged here, but it requires a great deal of patience. His card, the King of Cups, is facing Temperance… So, clearly, according to what you've said, he's still healing from that divorce.

In the second line, we have the Six of Wands and the High Priestess. Here, I would say that there is indeed a double attraction, but the success of this potential relationship depends on the approval of a very influential woman in your circle. She's someone who has to give you her blessing. Someone from Human Resources, an important friend, or another employee. This combination also warns of gossip in your environment or the need to keep the romance strictly secret if it develops. Which I'm not sure is the best course of action because, despite everything, this man is in a position of power over you. I don't know if that bothers you, but I, for example, wouldn't like it.

In any case, the apex of the pyramid is the Four of Wands, so I do see the possibility of a romance, and a romance with some commitment. However, a word of warning: the bottom of the deck is the Magician. All of this will depend on how you handle the situation. Because, as I said, this man is healing, and that puts him in a very vulnerable position. Furthermore, the Magician warns you not to use mental strategies or manipulation to win him over because it will backfire.

[spokelse-heks]

leap of faith" you took without a structure, a business plan, or a clear goal represents pure spontaneity. And doing things this way won't bring you chaos, but rather learning

Hi I liked you latest pick a card reading but I didn't get this part. It won't bring me chaos? But learning? How if you could explain about it

Thank you :)

This is about how sometimes making decisions without a structure is scary. Let me explain with an example… In April, I decided to leave my job of five years because it was exhausting. I didn't leave that job to find another one that paid just as well. I took a leap of faith, without that structure or level of security. I found new jobs within a week, and I'm currently working in a hospital in a specialized area that interests me, earning more and learning things I've always wanted to learn.

This is just one example of my experience.

But it can also apply to millions of other things. In this case, they suggest you dare to do different things. If it's about writing novels, they suggest you start even if you don't have an outline or a clear idea, just let yourself go. If it's about finding a job, just send out resumes. If it's about your studies, try doing things differently, like studying in a library or taking a course in something new that might not initially motivate you. The thing is, here, motivation only comes once you're already working. As Picasso said, if inspiration strikes, let it be while you're working. Well, it's the same here, but with motivation.

Have I explained myself better?

[spokelse-heks]

What kind of witch are you?

Hey there I loved this reading so I wanted to ask if you can make an extended version of it on maybe, how we can utilise our power to be that or like how to unlock that ability uk wht I mean.

Ty;)

Do you mean through more picks or piles, or something more informative? Because I can recommend focused grimoires or sources of information.

[spokelse-heks]

Pick a pile: Do you resemble that fictional character your future spouse likes?

Pile 1: 5 of swords, knigth of swords, the moon and 4 of swords.

Your future spouse's fictional crush is a cynical person who sees the world as a zero-sum battlefield: you either win or you lose. They don't care about playing dirty, betraying others, or leaving others wounded in their wake as long as they're right or win. This character is defined by being an intellectual whirlwind. They attack without thinking of the consequences, are direct to the point of cruelty, and possess a brilliant but impatient mind. Their verbal or physical aggression is their primary defense and attack mechanism. Their mind is governed by deep-seated fears, secrets, unresolved traumas, or a distorted perception of reality. They don't trust anyone because they project their own shadows onto others. Characters that might fit this profile include Sasuke Uchiha, Homelander, Eren Yeager, Azula, Walter White, or Bakugo Katsuki.

And I don't think you're similar, because your future spouse isn't looking for someone like that in real life; that's just a fantasy to help them recover from a world that has hurt them. In reality, she's looking for someone calmer, someone who can rest by her side and give her peace.

Pile 2: 9 of cups, 2 of cups, 5 of pentacles and 2 of wands.

Your future spouse's fictional crush is someone who knows what scarcity, rejection, illness, or extreme vulnerability feel like. They've been "out in the storm," whether literally or emotionally (abandonment, poverty, a difficult childhood, or a great loss). This wound marks their history, but it doesn't define their destiny. Having endured hardship and learned to love, this person manages to find inner fulfillment. Their happiness isn't superficial; they cherish every small joy because they know what it's like to have nothing. They enjoy life, are proud of having survived, and exude an energy of "wish fulfilled" and inner peace.

Characters like Peter Parker, Tohru Honda, Edward Elric, or Hinata Shoyo fit this profile perfectly. And we could say that, yes, you resemble them. Because your future spouse projects someone like this onto their life, so it would be very strange if you were different by the time you meet (if you haven't already).

Pile 3: 2 of swords, 7 of pentacles, 7 of cups and knigth of pentacles.

The fictional character your future spouse loves is someone extremely hardworking, not lazy; she has invested time, effort, or study in something. She's at that stage of life where she pauses to look at what she's built and asks herself, "Is this all there is? Is it worth continuing down this path, or should I change course?" There's a mixture of patience and weariness. Her mind is a factory of hypothetical scenarios. Before her unfolds a range of options, desires, temptations, and illusions. The problem is that many of these options are castles in the air or mirages. She's easily distracted, imagining "what could be" instead of seeing what actually is. She's somewhat afraid of what she might become, so she prefers not to choose for fear of making a mistake. She refuses to listen to her intuition, remaining stuck in an uncomfortable truce with herself.

Characters that fit this profile would be like Izuku Midoriya, Shinji Ikari, Chidi Anagonye (I hate him, I hate him with all my might, that damn fool!), Armin Arlert (I love him, though), or Diane Nguyen.

I feel it's very possible that you resemble her fictional crush, but mainly because you're someone who takes things calmly, and that can also be very similar to the kind of awkward truce we were describing.

Diviers by @condybunny

[spokelse-heks]

I've received several messages requesting tarot readings, and other messages as well.

I'm currently working at the hospital, and there's a staff shortage, so I'm working double shifts. The readings you see are scheduled and in a queue. I haven't been replying, and more than one user has expressed concern about the lack of response.

I apologize. I'm taking Friday off work, and if I can, I'll answer the pending messages one by one.

Most of you are very respectful, but I'd like to mention that some of you aren't. I'm not obligated to reply if I don't want to, to begin with. This message is for those who have been rude in demanding a response.

In any case, I'd like to clarify that I don't charge for these readings; I do them for pleasure and as a hobby. At most, I receive a tip, and most of you don't even give tips. Therefore, I'd like you to understand that I do things as much as I have time, and if you don't agree, you can ask someone else for these readings. Thank you very much and sorry for the inconvenience.