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I can't believe the turnaround time with this order tho omg i thought i might be waiting a bit longer but the pharmacy I'm using is evidently not backed up and they do overnight shipping bc it's a temp-sensitive medication so i think i can generally expect it to arrive pretty fast but i will def need to contact my prescriber 2 weeks before i run out in 3 months bc i don't want to risk not having it if it's working for me obviously lol i want to keep up the momentum if I'm feeling good on it but i have a good feeling that it's going to help a lot and i'll wonder why i was so hesitant to start it
YESSS got my tirzepatide shipment and it looks like i have everything i need to start in the next few days!!! I'm sooo excited to see if this works for me ugh I'm optimistic but i'm also really nervous bc it might make me sick but w/e i decided that there's a certain amount of nausea/gastro upset that I'm willing to just accept as long as it actually works to kill my appetite and i doubt any side effects would be permanent anyways, i think this combined with ramping up my walking routine and protein intake will be great and i'm sooo glad that i get to start this while i'm still on leave so i can just chill and not worry about work
Ok i took an experimentally small dose of oxy bc I'm getting ready to nap and i really hate waking up in more pain but i didn't want to take 7.5mg, my pain is not too bad rn but my leg doesn't feel quite right and i suspect it would hurt if i hadn't taken the higher oxy dose this morning bc i've had to crouch more than i'd like this morning ugh whatever tho i can't just never crouch down and i used my bed rail to get up off the ground a few times to make sure i wasn't putting too much pressure on my back to hoist myself up
Tbh i' e felt pretty good this morning but unfortunately i think it's bc i had that higher dose of oxy plus i had my steroid early lmao i just really want to be done with the steroid for good early tomorrow so I decided to take it after bfast today so i can do the same tomorrow but i guess i didn't realize that when i have really bad anxiety and a huge appetite it's actually when i'm coming off the steroid and not right after i take it, the only thing i feel shortly after taking it is a higher body temperature
finally got my shit together on my computer so i could request my extension from mn paid leave ugh what a giant pain in the ass tho bc my initial leave request still wasn't approved!! i'm just making sure to update it to ensure i'll eventually get back pay but this is a huge hassle and it was SO easy to do through the short term disability program so i have no idea why mn paid leave makes it so fucking difficult ugh whatever it's done and i will just upload the document once they can fill it out
I hate how much better i feel after my oxy dose lmao sometimes u really do need meds tho and there's really no shame in taking them as directed, i'm going to try a smaller dose later to see if that does the trick but the 7.5mg dose definitely worked better than 5mg did yesterday and i think unfortunately i just did a bit too much yesterday and I'm having a bit of a flare
Omfg this is not a drill my tirzepatide already shipped and I'm getting it TODAY!!! I am not going to touch the stuff until monday at the earliest but I'm thrilled that it's arriving and i can get started on it sooo soon omg i am so happy about this
I dropped half of a 15mg oxy pill on my fucking floor omg kms!! I don't think my girls will get ahold of it or anything but i can't find it and it's really stressing me out, i just keep telling myself that if it's too small for me to even find they aren't going to be looking for it to eat it but ugh i hate this
Ok i am trying my Tylenol and muscle relaxers first before i resort to oxy this morning bc that's the right thing to do but unfortunately I'm having some medium pain so i need something to work, if these don't work i'm just gonna take 7.5mg oxy bc my pain is always worst in the morning and i likely can just take half that dose later if i still need something
Bro fairlife chocolate shake blended up with a banana and a bit of ice is literally life-affirming omfg i can't believe it took me this long to figure this out but this is very similar to the shakes i used to make for bfast in high school, i even have sugar-free pudding mix i can use to add different flavors if i want but man the base shake is absolutely delicious
I had xanax early this morning bc i couldn't get back to sleep and i feel a little less insane but i hope today isn't difficult like yesterday ugh i was really going through it last night and i know i'm almost done with the steroid taper and things will take a little time to go back to normal but i'm sooo impatient and i'm also so sick of getting sweaty so easily ugh it makes me feel so awful but i'm just going to hang out in my AC with the fan blasting on me and i'll be fine
Oo u know what i think I'm already seeing some positive effects from going higher protein with my snacks and supplementing with protein shakes bc i haven't found the need to go make breakfast immediately after waking up and i hardly even got hungry overnight?? I actually really enjoyed the fairlife shake i had yesterday so I'm looking forward to experimenting with those and maybe blending up a banana into the chocolate one but it was pretty easy to get down yesterday and the premier peaches and cream i tried yesterday wasn't too bad either (although a little worse than the fairlife one which really did just taste like slightly watery chocolate milk)
I think i'm going to continue to struggle with the steroid taper for a few days bc it seems like a lot of ppl do but thank god i'm stocked up on xanax lol i think i could probably stand to use xanax and clonidine a bit more and they will probably help me feel less insane but I'm hoping the mental health effects dissipate pretty fast after i'm done with the steroids
Xanadu is really a movie full of fuckery lmao i really do enjoy watching all these wacky 80s movies, i have a very long list of them to get through and i think this is a good way to pass the time
I think the thing that's been weighing the most heavily on my mind rn is my japan trip and i'm still fully committed to doing an extensive walking routine to get ready for it but i've been feeling anxious about it, i mean ultimately I'm excited and i want to start working on my walking to make sure it can be the trip i want but there's probably a lot i'll have to push through to get there and I'm terrified of fucking up and not being able to go but w/e i need to out that thought out of my mind bc i still feel like it's realistic to expect things to be a lot better 6 months from now if i work on walking and losing weight (which will both be a million times easier without the influence of a heavy steroid)
I read more posts from ppl that have been on dexamethasone tapers and it sounds like my experience with how insane and ravenous they've made me is not unique in the slightest so that gives me hope that this will pass and i won't feel this way forever, it's been distressing but i really do only have to bear with it for 2 more days and it's important that i do the taper properly bc apparently it's even worse if you don't and you can basically feel like you're going through a bad drug withdrawal syndrome which is kinda what i've been feeling like in the past few days but i'm not that worried about it bc i have plenty of meds (like xanax and clonidine) to manage the bad feelings and help me sleep