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[spooookie]

25

5'7 / 170cm

Sw: 185 / 84kg (March 5/26)

Cw: 177.5 (April 30/26)

Gw: 140 / 63kg

Gw2: 120 / 54kg

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I do aim for more healthy wl than 🦖, but I'd say the fact I'm here does mean I try it sometimes. Idc if that makes me wanna🦖ic

This is my diary so I will vent, tw for a lot of different topics

[spooookie]

I'm failing again, idk why I feel the need to eat to the brink of pain. I need to manage my emotions better

[loladott]

[catchymemes]

[fatpinkpig]

My face would be so beautiful if it wasn’t hiding under this disgusting layer of viscous yellow slop🤢

[spooookie]

These last 5 days have sucked. Why is my body fighting so hard against what I want long term just for some crappy junk food in the short term? I wish I could remember how I used to eat when I was 120. I need to get back to feeling empty again. I hate this full feeling, I feel huge

[spooookie]

I'm glad my wrists stayed sk1nny 🪽

[spooookie]

Ever since I gave myself a *realistic* daily caloric limit, my weight has been consistently going down. It's true; count calories, fast at night, move more. It's simple.

There are still moments I miss stuffing my face but the thought of eating so much bread or fries is starting to actually make me feel sick. I've started a new hobby where I'm making a cute miniature, like one of those kits from the craft stores.

Feeling my tummy get flatter every morning is such a treat.

If I can recommend anything, get a physical job. Then when I'm home, I practically live in bed lol.

[spooookie]

I have discalcula so figuring out calories, deficits, calculators and timelines isn't the greatest for me.. kinda just going by what the scale says and how I feel. I wore an old pair of pj's today and they slipped right off! So I must be doing something right.

[moondustangel]

I swear to God I'm cute, I'm just currently trapped in this fat suit. Check back in like four months ong.

[spooookie]

It's going down. Slowly. I'm starting to appreciate my physically active job for it. Yesterday would have been one of my days where I eat whatever I want because it was 7 hours of straight up moderate exercise. But every food I ate, I threw out like almost half of it. I did down an entire bag of chips at the end of the night but I was only 100 cals over my daily limit. Like I think my stomach might be literally shrinking. Chat.gtp says it only takes 1-3 weeks for that to happen. I gotta keep this up.

[cassieskinsed]

[thindust34]

Am I making you feel sick?

[ohnoregrettio]

Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys

[pinkcloudy-angel]

Reposting so I don’t lose it 😭

[n143ily]

Go on eat that snack that you wanted, no one expects you to change anyway

[urlittlevenicebitchh]

𝟏𝟓𝟎 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

go for a walk

take a nap

go to a pet store

play just dance

look at grosspo

find a new aesthetic

design your dream wardrobe

read

make a list of movies/tv shows/books you want to watch/read

color

write a short story

make a vision board

journal

make spotify playlists

write a letter to your future self

go to the gym

draw your dream body

have a photoshoot

explore somewhere new

join discord/insta/tumblr groups

writeaprisoner.com

learn a language on duolingo

make a new social media account

find new makeup + hairstyles to practice

watch a childhood movie

declutter your phone

online quizes

at-home spa day

make a time capsule

play roblox or minecraft

make a photo wall

start a manifestation journal

test old pens and markers

rearrange furniture in your room

unsubscribe from emails

make a birthday/holiday wishlist

upcycle old clothes

make a bucket list

clean your car or room

declutter bags

find a new podcast to listen to

update your resume

apply to jobs

paint or draw

practice gratitude

yoga

start a bullet journal

create a 5 year plan

start a free course

discover new music

work on your insta feed

sell clothes online

start a blog

organize a drawer

clean your makeup brushes

learn a new skill

start a youtube channel or podcast

call a family member

build a puzzle

plan your week

paint your nails

learn a new dance

laundry

write a letter to a friend

find a pen pal

write 3 short-term goals

work on current goals

plan your next vacation

explore your neighborhood

do a face mask

organize your closet

find new blogs to follow

do a hair mask

do mirror work

take a shower or bath

pinterest crafts

watch youtube

tan

dust your room

tye dye clothes

facetime friends

make a comfy fort

invite a friend over

go to the mall

amusement park

homework!!

binge a movie/tv series

make slime

scrapbook

sidewalk chalk

have a tea party

make friendship bracelets

thrift

plant a flower

go through old magazines + make collages

hand massage

make your own face scrub

create a skincare routine

research something you've been meaning to learn more about

make popsicles

create a budget

drink water!!!

meal plan

sign up for volunteer work

watch a random documentary

follow new tags on tumblr/insta

hug your pet

organize stationary

watch a ted talk

clean mirrors in your house

reply to old texts

write your own list of things to do

make lists

visit a museum

go to the beach

sign up for a workout class

meditate

tidy your desk

make a warm drink

practice hand lettering

vaccum

5 minute doodles

follow a disney animation lesson (youtube)

watch animal videos

online crossword puzzles

origami

find live shows in your area

play board games

go for a drive

go through junk drawer

pick flowers

start a nature journal

do therapy worksheets from pinterest

make weekend plans

research your family tree

create your own game

make a fruit salad

print coloring worksheets

poetry

ride a bike

play a childhood game (mine's animal jam :) )

search for your spirit animal

paint rocks

random act of kindness

make a busy box

plan a yard sale

start/join a book club (can be virtual :) )

shop ikea online

make room decor

closet fashion show

[spooookie]

Gonna start eating kid portions. Having a cute bowl helps