[spring1994]

i want to go on t*nder but i’m afraid of seeing/being seen by like 80% of my rugby team

[spring1994]

Wow

[spring1994]

tmi but i’m kind of nervous bc i think i might have a uti & the health center is closed until monday morning. i just hope it doesn’t turn serious or anything before then ahhh

[spring1994]

I LOVE. BEING GAY

[spring1994]

and like i’m not even trying 2 cut my diet rn??? i actually want 2 get bigger and that in itself is also frustrating as hell like when i google bulking 4 women i just get results like “how to bulk up on muscle and stay lean!!!” and im like NO BITCH i want to gain muscle and fat i want to have a broad figure u know. rip.

[spring1994]

im so annoyed ive been hungry all day and just snacking so much and im still hungry and it feels gross. like ive eaten four granola bars. and my stomach is still grumbling but the thought of eating more just grosses me out

[diabeticlesbian]

Good evening lesbians remember yorkie from San junipero ur welcome

[spring1994]

im gay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[spring1994]

i need to like. go and run 4 miles now i have a lot of pent up anxiety but also an adrenaline rush LMAO.

anyways. so basically i just posted on main “im a lesbian happy pride month” & in the tags said to ignore the post if u know me irl and i was just refreshing my dash to make sure no one i know irl is online and then . i saw that my friend (irl) reblogged something and i was like. fuck. and deleted the post HOWEVER of all irl friends to be online im glad it was her bc she already know im gay to some degree it just feels weird like maybe her knowing that im like. a lesbian. like i think she would be acceptin g its just SCARY and i dont know how 2 feel but i feel..... kind of good. baby steps. and the thing is i dont even know if she saw it but im going to a concert with her on tuesday so im going to see her soon. ahhhhhhhhhh

[spring1994]

okay so..... ummmm

[spring1994]

im a damn fool bitch..........................

this is me screaming via my keyboard.....

AHHHHH

[spring1994]

i want to cut my hair off & wear men’s clothes. and just present masculine to see how i would like it but i’m too scared so i’ll never know

[spring1994]

like rn my main concerns are

1) how can i dress gay????

2) how should I figure out my transportation situation so that im safe

[spring1994]

i’m going to a concert at a gay bar in the neighboring city this month and I am so excited...... i’m going alone too.... i do kind of want to be near the front so i might get in line like 20min before doors open but mostly just to maybe meet some people in line idk

[spring1994]

[spring1994]

thinking about how I was told I look like al*x lahey 😍😍😭😭

[spring1994]

i just want to cut all of my hair off so badly