seb;

i love my boyfriend ! im a guy

[spritebastian]

new intro post!!!

basic info

name: aerys/seb - you can use either, i don't have a preference! aerys is more of my alias and seb is more of the name used in my everyday life.

age: 15 - which means i'm a minor guys...dont be weird pls! i'm okay talking to people older than me, including adults, but i DO have limits and i'm not afraid to block anybody if i feel they're being weird towards me!

bday: jan 1st

sexuality idk i am adamromantic i love my boyfriend everyone @lifecouldbeworsecalvin <- also i am bi maybe idk i dont like labels ok bai

i am antitheist

hobbies

1, language learning!!! i love learning languages and rn i'm currently learning spanish, korean, and japanese! though japanese is my best language rn!!!yay!!!

2, art! i love all forms of art, i go to an art school and i'm a visual arts major, and i plan to go to an art university in japan! (which is why im learning japanese :)) art for me is a MASSIVE part of my life and i'm pretty much drawing 24/7, but i enjoy other forms of art that aren't just visual arts.

writing!!!

editing!!!!!

uhhhh theres more but i forget

3, music!! i love listening to and playing music, and i play the guitar! my favourite music artists are mitski, alex g, malice mizer, plastic tree, nightmare, solya, jeff buckley, mcr, ptv, and lots more!

that's pretty much all of my hobbies. i would be quite a boring person if you took the art out of me. thank you for reading my intro! please be nice!

ps ; this blog is practically my only safe space online. i might post about some triggering topics. if you are struggling with these, i'll list some tags to block. please note i am NOT endorsing these subjects, i would never wish pain or upset on anyone because of my own issues! (tw $h, tw sh mentioned, tw ed, tw ed implied, tw sh implied)

[spritebastian]

i cant keep a promise and i cant keep sobriety. why does anybody ever love me. i hurt the people around me by being the way i am . im truly not worth it at all

[lapteevas]

happy pride month!!!

[bluewastakenx2]

I CAST JOYUS HAPPICUS!

NOW YOU ARE TO BE HAPPY AND JOYFUL FOR ALL OF ETERNITY!!

@lifecouldbeworsecalvin @spritebastian

[spritebastian]

wtf why us also thank you thats very nice

[bluewastakenx2]

duality of tumblr-kind

[spritebastian]

i get sick when i get STONED!!!!!:(

[spritebastian]

instead of cryign in my room im gonna go cry in the shower. #innovative

[spritebastian]

i know this is like the only thing i post and talk about lately but im genuinely so fucking pissed that i cant get medicated or tested for things that i need to be able to function like an average human being.

my mom only takes my mental health seriously when she can clearly see that im struggling and tipping over the edge. after so many years of hiding it and failing ive learned how to get better at hiding it. so how about when your child comes to you with genuine concern about their mental health and wanting to get medicated you listen to them.

prescription medication is not going to kill me. it will work, and i know it will, because it has before. ive just outgrown my dosage and gotten worse and it does less now.

i might honestly just stop taking my prescription because im so fucking sick of this

[spritebastian]

i need to shower but i literlaly cannot get up

[coquettelust]

Sprinkling in “did I do good” and “are you proud of me” to soft launch my praise kink

[earlycuntsets]

09/14/2004 mean fiddler astoria london england photo from uprising on flickr

[spritebastian]

omg i totally forgot to flip my septum up when i came inside but thankfully my mom didnt notice somehow

[spritebastian]

me when my mom completely refuses to get me assessed for anything at all, and hates the idea of me taking medication to help with my mental health even though i am incredibly self-destructive and depressed often and know theres something heavily wrong with my mental health but i dont know what it is because she refuses to help me

[thatsthewrongwallcraig]

Write it shitty, write it scared, write it without a clue but don't you be so spineless and have an AI write fanfic for you.

[spritebastian]

the date says jun 1 but i got excited cus i thought it said jan 1 and thought it was my birthday

[leaveme2thewolves]

WHY IS IT RAINING ON FUCKING JUNE FIRST

[chatimcookedfr]

when I crack someone I Will be posting that one tweet that goes "no longer a virgin 💯 #MarriageRocks" and this is non negotiable