A month ago, I published Gainer Choices, my very first interactive erotica novel.
I'm really proud of it. It's a 140,000-word book with hundreds of choices and over 80 unique endings. I'm keeping it exclusive to Amazon, but I wanted to share an excerpt here.
I picked the shortest thread in the book. I made all the choices myself, so it doesn't capture the interactive experience. Still fun, though. I hope you like it...
***
You sip your rum and Coke and scan the room. There’s a ton of hot guys, but you’re not interested in any of them. They’re all standard-hot, but you’re hungry for someone special.
Then you see them. Two guys. Twins!
They’re gorgeous. Black hair. Broad shoulders. Piercing blue eyes.
Definitely the hottest guys in the room. But there’s something else that catches your eye. One of them has a muffin top jiggling out of his tight black shirt.
Two sexy twins—identical twins—but only one of them has a roll of fat hanging over his belt. The other is lean and ripped.
You don’t understand why, but the contrast drives you wild.
Both brothers glance in your direction. You can’t tell if they’re interested, or if they simply notice you staring. Either way, you’re going to introduce yourself.
The fatter one heads straight to the dance floor, while his brother goes to order drinks at the bar. Which one will you follow?
You follow the slim twin.
You follow the chubby twin.
***
There’s no doubt in your mind. You need to talk to the chubby one first. You can see his love handles jiggle seductively as he dances by himself. You have to grab them. You have to know what they feel like.
You strut onto the dance floor, making sure to keep your chest puffed out so he can see that you’re all muscle. He locks eyes with you, dancing closer.
He’s an amazing dancer, moving his hips like he’s on a stripper pole. So fluid. So flexible. Somehow, you take that as a sign that he was a natural athlete, that he was never supposed to get fat.
He meets you in the center of the dance floor, then grabs your hands and brings them up to his fat sides. He wants you to feel them. He wants you to squeeze. He knows you want that, too.
You grab on.
Under your hands, he twists around and twerks against you, his fattened ass grazing your crotch. “I’m Grady,” he says.
You introduce yourself, but you can’t tell if he hears you.
He turns to face you again, holding you close and grinding your hips. “My brother’s waiting for me at the bar. Wanna join us? Or should we keep dancing?”
You follow him to the bar.
You keep dancing.
***
“Let’s get hydrated,” you say as you slide your hands off his handles and give his soft ass a squeeze. You could keep dancing with this hottie for hours, but you decide to follow him to the bar. It’s probably out of curiosity.
As you walk together, Grady’s hand pinches your side. He’s sizing you up, trying to see if there’s any chub on your slim waist. There isn’t. You’re not sure if that disappoints him or turns him on.
“Fabian! I made a friend!”
His twin brother glances up at you. You know his name now. Fabian. It’s crazy how much he looks like Grady. Their faces are identical. Their hair is identical. Even their all-black outfits are identical. It’s obvious that they want people to notice the one thing that differentiates them.
And it worked on you. You’re fascinated by Grady’s juicy spare tire.
You sit next to Fabian, and Grady sits on your other side. You’re the meat in this twin sandwich. You can tell from their intense eyes that they both want you, that they’re both fighting over you.
Interesting…
“Tell us about yourself,” they both say at the same time. So you do. You talk about your job, and your recent single-hood, and your hobbies.
They both sip beers and listen. Grady touches your left thigh, squeezing into your muscle. It feels like both flirtation and inspection, like he’s still trying to understand your body. Not to be outdone, Fabian squeezes your right.
Your voice trails off. You can feel both their hands sliding further toward your crotch.
“We need you to be completely honest with us,” Fabian says. “Who do you think is hotter?”
You gulp. What a question.
You say they’re both equally hot, which makes Grady laugh. “We haven’t been equal in three months, since I started growing myself. Come on. We know you have a preference.”
You don’t know how to answer. Honestly, Fabian is more your type. He’s objectively more handsome, and his body looks like most of your exes. But you’re fascinated by Grady, especially since he just confessed to making himself fatter. What a strange, wonderful choice.
So what is your preference? How do you answer?
You think Fabian’s hotter.You think Grady’s hotter.
***
“Fabian,” you mutter.
You can’t lie. He’s everything you’d ever want in a man. (At least physically. You don’t know him on a personal level yet.) Grady’s chub intrigues you but only in comparison to his brother. It’s fascinating to see a model-handsome hottie choose to ruin his body. And yeah, you’d like to see more of him, but when it comes to the question of who’s hotter, there’s only one answer.
“Oh,” both twins say at the same time. They pull their hands away.
“Did I say something wrong?” you ask.
“No,” Grady says. “I guess we’re just looking for someone… different.”
They both stand.
You can’t let them leave. “Wait! I like you both. Just tell me what you’re looking for and I… I’ll be that person.” You know you sound desperate and whiny, but it seems to work. They both sit back down.
“Good,” Fabian says, as if you’d just passed a test. “What we’re looking for is a guy who’s interested in fat.”
“I… I am,” you mumble. It’s not a lie, per se. You are interested. Right?
Both hands start rubbing your thighs again.
“That’s what we thought,” Fabian continues. “We see potential in you. But you have to prove yourself first.” He nods toward the bartender.
The bartender nods back. A few seconds later, he slides a milkshake toward you.
You look back and forth. At Fabian, then Grady, then Fabian again. They want you to drink this. It’s another part of their test.
And you do. You don’t want to disappoint them.
The milkshake tastes funny. It’s sweet (strawberry-flavored) but there’s a chemical aftertaste that you don’t like. You swallow half of it before stopping.
“We want you to finish it,” Grady says. “Don’t you like it?”
You know the answer he wants, the answer they both want. So you chug the rest of it as fast as you can so your brain doesn’t register the taste. When you’re finished, the twins are both rubbing your stomach. That one shake has left you weirdly bloated. You’re not nauseous, though. Just pleasantly full.
“Okay?” you say. “Now what?”
Without saying anything, they kiss your cheeks. Then they stand and leave you there. You try to go after them, but you can’t get off the stool. You don’t feel drugged, just heavy and lethargic.
After they’re gone, the bartender takes your empty glass.
“What was that about?” you ask him.
He smiles. “You’ll find out soon. And you’ll definitely see them again. They like you.”
See what happens two weeks later.See what happens one year later.
***
You’re hunched over your computer, responding to emails, when your coworker Colby peeks into your cubicle.
“Um, quick question,” he says. “You didn’t happen to eat all the muffins in the break room?”
“No,” you say. “Just a couple.”
You don’t remember how many you ate, but it definitely wasn’t all the muffins.
Colby raises an eyebrow. He doesn’t believe you. “Are you okay? You seem kinda… off.”
You flush, worried that he knows you’re behind in your work. You’ve been taking more breaks and longer lunches lately. “I’m okay. Why?”
He uses his foot to nudge your trash can toward you. It’s filled with those paper liners that the muffins came in. There has to be at least seven in the trash. Seven muffins? That can’t be right. Especially since you had three or four more when you were in the break room.
You’re pretty embarrassed, though that embarrassment comes out as anger. You jump to your feet. “What does it matter to you? Most of this trash isn’t even from today. I’ve been bringing my own snacks. I’ll show you.”
You bend down to pick up the trash can and hear a loud riiiiip. Colby’s eyes widen.
Your hands shoot to your ass, feeling the vertical tear in your pants. Blushing horribly, you cover your backside and run into the bathroom.
Everything becomes clear when you see yourself. You haven’t been avoiding your reflection, but you haven’t really paid attention to it either.
You’re getting chubby. Your work shirt strains around your middle, with tiny slivers of skin visible between your buttons. Your hips look wider, too. You twist your body to survey the tear on your backside, but all that does is emphasize the new roll above your belt.
Yes, you’ve been snacking a lot. (And ordering more pizzas. And stopping for fast food on your drive home from work.) Ever since you had that milkshake, you’ve been hungry all the time. You didn’t know it was this bad, though.
There’s a knock on the bathroom door. It’s Colby. “Hey, man. Can I come in?”
What do you do?
You let him in.You tell him to go away.
***
“Come in,” you mutter.
Colby looks nervous when he walks inside. He can’t even look at you. His eyes are on the floor.
“I tore my pants,” you tell him. As if he doesn’t know!
“Yeah, um, I get it, okay? I’ve gone through some tough breakups, too. If you need someone to talk to…”
So he thinks you’re overeating because of a breakup? If only it were that simple.
You want to tell him the truth. Maybe he can help you figure this out. This newfound hunger isn’t going away. If anything, it’s just getting stronger.
You don’t really know Colby, though. He’s a nice guy (very cute), and you’ve worked with him on a couple projects, but you wouldn’t call him a friend.
“It’s not because of a breakup,” you say.
“Then what’s wrong?”
You gulp. Well? What do you say?
You tell him the truth.
You tell him that you don’t know what’s happening.
***
“I have no idea.”
Colby half-smiles. “Well, I think it suits you. You’re more substantial now.”
Huh. Not the reaction you expected.
He walks to the exit. He doesn’t leave, though. He clicks the lock and then comes back. He grabs your waist and lets his hands drift down your thickened ass. You feel his fingers reach into the tear in your pants.
“Wh-what’re you doing?”
He traces up your crack. “I’ve always liked a man with a good appetite.” He goes in for a kiss and stops centimeters from your lips. “You hungry, big guy?”
“Uh huh.”
He flicks your upper lip with his tongue. “You had a little chocolate. Right there.”
With his big, beautiful eyes staring into yours, you can’t see what he’s doing with his hands. But you can hear a zip. He just unbuttoned his work pants.
You step back.
For a small guy, his cock is enormous. And ready.
“How hungry are you?”
Hungry enough for saliva to flood your mouth. Hungry enough to drop to your knees and swallow his burning-hot shaft. Colby grabs the sides of your face as you feast. He’s more delicious than any muffin or milkshake. And when he blasts the back of your throat with his cream, you swallow it all.
Your constant hunger is gone. For now, anyway.
See what happens five months later.
***
You’re facedown and naked on the living room carpet, with dozens of chocolates scattered in front of you. You eat them like a vacuum.
Colby crouches behind you. His hands, slick with oil, play with your wobbling cheeks. The bigger you get down there, the longer he plays around before he gets to the good stuff.
“Ready yet?” you ask. “I’m runnin’ out of chocolates.”
He laughs. Slaps your ass. Then his hands spread you open and start loosening up your ring. Before Colby, you were a top. Exclusively. With your tall, muscular body, you absolutely dominated your small, slender exes.
Colby looks like most of your exes, but when you’re at home, he takes control. It feels so right when he’s inside you.
There are times you think he’s the reason you look the way you do. Well, you’re fat because of him. His constant feedings have added 53 pounds of pure softness.
But the fact that all your new fat is stuck to your ass and hips… It feels like Colby’s doing that, too. The way he’s always touching you there, worshiping you, pounding into you. Maybe if you had a less dominant boyfriend, you’d look like a more traditional fat guy. You’d have a bigger belly. You know it sounds crazy, but it’s like he’s willing your new pounds onto his favorite area.
You’re wide open and ready when he slides in. He grips your love handles and rides you like a cowboy.
The carpet tickles your bare skin. Waves roll through your fat. And the last of the chocolates disappear into your mouth.
He screams your name, but you can barely hear it over your piggish grunts.
The carpet goes damp under you. You shoot off seconds before he does. His stream, as always, lasts much longer. It fills you up. More satisfying than Thanksgiving dinner.
Despite doing very little work yourself, you’re left panting and sore. He pulls out with a wet thwop and curls up next to you on the (very stained) floor. “I love you.”
You’re too out-of-breath to respond, but he knows how you feel.
“Let’s go out tonight. Somewhere special.”
“The buffet?” you ask.
He has a mischievous smile. “Actually, I was thinking of a place where I can show you off.”
***
Colby holds the door open and you waddle in. You haven’t been back to the club as a fat guy. It feels weird to be surrounded by all these fit, horny guys. You used to be one of them, and now… Well, people are officially staring.
It doesn’t help that Colby told you to wear short-shorts that leave nothing to the imagination.
He holds your hand and leads you to the dance floor.
“Can you get me a snack first?” you ask.
He pinches your half-exposed cheek. “Course, big guy.”
Together, you approach the bar. As soon as you plop onto the stool, you’re flooded with memories from your short time with the twins. You haven’t thought about those guys in months.
Colby orders a platter of sliders and some beer. The bartender doesn’t even look at him. His eyes are locked on your moobs. “Uh, yeah. Right away.” He scurries off.
“I guess this place doesn’t get a lot of… guys like you,” Colby says. He rubs your soft, hairy thigh.
“Good thing there’s a lot of me to go around,” you joke. “Actually, I did meet one chubby guy the last time I was here.”
“Yeah? Who was that?” Colby says. “Actually, hold that thought. I gotta piss.” He kisses your cheek and rushes toward the bathroom.
You sit alone for a while. You can feel cold air on your lower back. You’re pretty sure that the top of your crack is exposed. Doesn’t matter.
The bartender comes back with your beer. You take a long sip, wondering whatever happened to those twins.
When Colby comes back, he surprises you by tracing his finger down your crack.
“Babe! Not in public.”
“About time you came back,” the guy says behind you. It isn’t Colby’s voice.
Before you can say anything, the fat twin slides onto the stool next to you. What’s his name again? Grady? He’s exactly the same size, and it excites you to realize that you’re so much fatter than him.
“Uh, hey. Surprised you recognized me.”
“I think I know why you’re here.”
“And why is that?”
“To beg for the antidote,” he says. “Well, it’s gonna cost ya.”
Suddenly, the thin twin appears on your other side. He has a smug smile.
“Antidote for what?” you ask.
That smile disappears. “For the… the milkshake, of course.”
You genuinely forgot that you drank a milkshake with them. Seems like it happened years ago.
“Um, what?” you say.
They both get frustrated. “The milkshake!” Grady says. “Your hunger!”
“I… have no idea what you’re talking about.”
The twins exchange a look. They’re acting like you’re the world’s biggest idiot.
“Don’t you realize why you’re eating all the time?” Grady says. “We put something in your milkshake. You were supposed to come back like a week or two later and beg us for the antidote.”
“Okay? Well, I didn’t come back.”
“And now you’re miserable, right?” Fabian asks. “All you think about is food. It’s taken over your life! Obviously.” He pokes your love handle.
“Let me get this straight,” you say. “You come here, trick guys into drinking a spiked milkshake, and then make money off of them?”
“Yeah,” the thin twin admits. “And out of every guy we’ve done it to, you’re the only one who never came back. We’ve been waiting.”
“I see. Well, no thanks. I’m good.”
Maybe things would’ve been different if you hadn’t met Colby. Maybe you would’ve tried harder to track them down. But your hunger doesn’t bother you. In fact, you love it.
“Don’t try to bargain with us,” Grady says. “It’s $5,000.”
“For what?”
“The antidote!” they scream in unison.
You have to laugh. These guys can’t wrap their brains around how much you love your new life and your new body.
“Are these guys bothering you?” Colby asks. You don’t know how much of the conversation he overheard.
“Yes,” you say.
Your boyfriend, who’s much smaller than either of the twins, grabs them by the collars and pulls them off their stools.
“But…” Fabian says.
Colby punches him in the neck.
Fabian falls backward, too surprised to fight back.
In seconds, they’re both gone.
“What was that about?” Colby asks.
You shrug. “Doesn’t matter.”
By now, your plate of sliders is sitting on the bar. You open your mouth and wait for Colby to feed you.
Byron rolled into town on a thundering Harley, his massive frame dwarfing the bike beneath him. Six-foot-six of solid muscle, skin like polished obsidian, he wore his leather cuts with the casual confidence of a man who'd seen hell and walked back out. To the locals at the diner, to the old women at the church bake sales, to the children who stared wide-eyed from across the street, he was gentle—soft-spoken, quick to laugh, a teddy bear wrapped in tattoos and scars.
But the three had heard about the new arrival. Marcus, Dwayne, and Tiny—though Tiny stood six-two and carried two hundred forty pounds of mean—they'd ruled this town for years. They'd beaten husbands in front of their wives, forced themselves on women who knew better than to report it to a sheriff who was cousin to Marcus's mother. They were untouchable. They were terrifying.
Until they weren't.
They cornered him in the locker room of Miller's Gym at nine on a Tuesday night. The place was nearly empty, just a few stragglers finishing their workouts. When those men wandered back to shower, they found the three blocking the entrance, eyes hard, and they turned around immediately. The sound of the door swinging shut echoed like a gunshot.
"Big man," Marcus sneered, stepping forward. The ringleader had a switchblade in his hand, clicking it open with practiced ease. "Think you can just roll in here and—"
Byron moved. Later, none of them could quite describe it—a blur of motion, the wet sound of fist meeting flesh, bodies hitting tile. Within thirty seconds, the three lay unconscious in a heap of limbs and blood.
When they woke, the world had changed.
They were naked, spread-eagled on the wooden benches, wrists and ankles bound with zip ties that cut into their skin. But that wasn't the horror. The horror was between their legs.
Their testicles had been bound. Tight. Surgical precision with coarse rope, the knots biting deep, the pressure building with every heartbeat. It felt like fire. Like their manhood was being slowly crushed in a vice of agony.
Byron sat before them on a folding metal chair, three wooden baseball bats leaning against his thigh like pool cues. He hadn't changed. Same jeans, same boots, same leather vest. He looked almost bored.
"One question," he said, his voice a deep rumble that filled the tiled room. "Lube. Or no lube."
Marcus spat blood onto the floor. "Fuck you," he gasped.
Byron nodded slowly. "No lube it is."
He stood, selected the first bat—thirty-three inches of ash wood—and walked around behind Marcus. The ringleader tried to thrash, tried to scream, but the bindings held. Byron didn't hurry. He positioned himself, gripped the bat with both hands like he was lining up a swing, and then—
The sound Marcus made wasn't human. It was the sound of an animal being slaughtered, high and broken and endless. The bat disappeared into him, a foot of polished wood forcing its way past resistance, tearing, filling him completely. Marcus's back arched, his eyes rolling white, spit foaming at his lips.
"Jesus Christ! Lube! LUBE!" Dwayne was screaming, tears streaming down his face, piss pooling on the bench beneath him. "Please, God, lube, we'll do anything, please—"
Byron withdrew the bat with a wet sound that made Tiny vomit onto his own chest. He walked to his bag, produced a bottle of petroleum jelly, tossed it onto the floor between the remaining two.
"Shoulda said so," he murmured.
He used the lube on them. It didn't help much. The bats went in just as deep, stretching them, breaking something inside that would never heal right. He monitored the depth carefully, marking the wood with a pocket knife, pushing deeper with each rotation, each hour that passed. Twelve inches became thirteen, fourteen. They screamed until their voices broke, until they were hoarse whispers begging for mercy that never came.
By morning, they were empty husks. Broken, bleeding, unable to walk, their minds shattered by pain and humiliation. Byron loaded them into a panel van naked, their bound genitals swollen to the size of grapefruits, blackening with each mile of the long drive into the mountains.
They arrived at a compound that didn't exist on maps. The air was thin. The nearest town was fifty miles of dirt road away.
The ropes never came off. Not completely. Over the weeks, the lack of blood flow completed what Byron had started—their testicles necrotized, turned black as rotten fruit, and eventually sloughed off in the shower stalls where they were kept. The pain was biblical. The hormonal collapse was worse.
Without testosterone, their bodies softened. Muscle turned to fat, bellies swelling, chests developing into heavy, sensitive breasts that jiggled when they moved. Their hips widened. Their prostates, constantly stimulated by the traffic that passed through, grew swollen and sensitive. Their sphincters lost all tone—permanently gaping, permanently ready, never closing completely no matter how they tried to clench.
The bikers came first. Then the truckers stopping off the interstate, following coordinates shared in private forums. Then anyone with cash and appetite. Twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, the three former terrors of the town serviced anyone who wanted them. They lived in a converted barn, chained to posts when not in use, fed enough to keep their bodies soft and available.
Marcus lasted three years before his heart gave out. Dwayne made it to five. Tiny was still there, somewhere in the mountains, his mind long gone, his body a commodity, his existence reduced to the only function he had left.
Byron had left town the morning after the locker room. No one asked where the three had gone. The women stopped flinching when they walked to their cars. The sheriff found other things to investigate.
Somewhere, on certain dark corners of the internet, you can still find the videos. The before and after. The transformation. A warning, written in flesh, about what happens when you mistake gentleness for weakness.
And somewhere, on a highway stretching between nowhere and nothing, a big black man on a Harley keeps riding, keeps watching, keeps waiting for the next town that needs a teddy bear with a baseball bat.
The athlete survived the hospital. The appetite survived too. His football scars remained as proof of the athlete he once was. The backside that earned him the nickname “Johnny Cake” somehow remained just as famous. One year later, the lean physique was gone, but the bakery was still open for business. Everything between those old football scars and that legendary butt grew far beyond expectations.
Porter was naked, masturbating in his warm studio apartment, when someone knocked at his door. He tried to ignore it, focusing on the boobs of the woman in the video on his phone, but another louder knock shook him out of his daze. He slipped on some clothes, quickly washed his hands in the kitchenette sink, then looked through the peep hole in his front door. He saw Mr. Jacobs, the apartment building's repairman, looking expectantly at the door and wearing no shirt.
Mr. Jacobs was a large and hairy man with a reddish goatee. Porter thought the man was in his late forties, over a decade older than him. Porter hadn't interacted with Jacobs much since he moved in almost a year ago, though the repairman had been over earlier that week to fix Porter's AC unit. He was an odd man, gruff yet friendly, as likely to joke with someone as he was to get irritated at them. Porter felt a bit uneasy with the middle aged man in his apartment the other day, as Mr. Jacobs kept staring at him while he thought Porter wasn't looking. Porter was told that a part needed to be ordered to finish the repairs, and he assumed that must be why Mr. Jacobs was at his door at 9:30 in the evening, though why the man's hairy chest was exposed, he had no clue.
Porter sighed and opened the door, greeting the man, "Hey Mr. Jacobs. Are you here to...mmmphhh!?"
Porter was stopped mid sentence at the large man lifted up his left arm and stuffed Porter's face directly into his armpit. Porter immediately tried to pull away, but Mr. Jacob's wrapped his other arm around the young man and pulled him deeper into an embrace. Porter felt his mind waver like a lit candle as the intense musk of the man assaulting him blew out the flame of his resolve. He fell limp in the man's arms as he was carried back into his own apartment, the door closing behind them. The dominant aura around Mr. Jacob's crushed any intention Porter might have of resisting whatever was coming next.
"You ain't gotta worry 'bout this, boy. Just been a minute since I last had me a pig in my building. Ya lived alone, and I saw a horny fucker deep in ya just waiting to get out and serve. I'm just here to let 'em out" Mr. Jacobs said as he set Porter down on a couch.
Mr. Jacobs pulled the pig off of him and took a nice long look at his handywork. Porter was unrecognizable, a hot little hog through and through, smiling up hungrily at the man who had accosted him moments ago. There wasi just one little thing he needed to check before breaking in the new pig.
"Stay on the couch and get on your knees, piggy!" Mr. Jacobs ordered, and the pig happily complied, offering his ass out to his visitor and looking out the window at the street down below.
Mr. Jacobs pulled down the pig's shorts and immediately reached out to grab his cock. Porter moaned as his genitals were fondled. Jacobs knew his pigs didn't need large hogs themselves, not while he was around, so he gently squeezed Porter's above average cock. It slowly compressed in size, any mass transferring to the balls. When he let go, Porter's cock was two and a half inches rock hard, adorned with a ballsack the size of a softball. Mr. Jacobs pulled away, but not before giving his pig a hearty slap on the ass. Porter moaned and squealed, in pain but mostly pleasure.
"There we go, now you are Papa's perfect piglet! What was your name again? Porker? Yeah, that's right, it was Porker, wasn't it?"
Porker moaned and nodded, his name rewritten in his head. He looked back at his Papa, his Sir. The now much larger repair man winked back as he pulled down his own underwear and lined up his cock between the pig's round hairy cheeks. Part of the magic Jacobs used to make his pigs ensured that they were always ready to take dick, so he had no issues as he slid into Porker's hole.
Papa Jacobs fucked his pig for well over an hour. Porker came at least twice, overwhelmed yet loving all of it. Each orgasm lasted a few minutes, nice and long like any proper hog. His sir deposited at least three large loads into his hole before departing, promising to be back tomorrow to actually fix his air conditioner and fuck his pig all over again. As Porker got back in bed, though his thoughts were now permanently much slower, he wondered what he was going to do about work, his family, his life. He lifted his arm to rub the back of his head in thought and he caught a whiff of his own hairy, sweaty pit. Though not as intense, it smelled exactly like his Papa's musk. His mind cleared and he quickly fell asleep smiling, knowing that Sir would help him take care of all of that later. He was just a dumb pig, after all.
Carl came into the world roaring, all nine pounds fourteen ounces of him, covered in a fine dark lanugo that the nurses had never seen on a newborn. By the time he took his first steps, he was the size of a three-year-old. By puberty, he was shaving twice a day and shopping in the big-and-tall section meant for grown men twice his age.
At eighteen, Carl was a monument. Three hundred and fifty pounds packed onto a six-foot-four frame, not fat but dense, heavy, powerful. His chest was a carpet of black hair that spilled out of every collar he owned. His arms were thick with fur and muscle, ending in hands that could palm a basketball. The beard came in full and dark, reaching his collarbone by the time he graduated high school, and when he spoke, that baritone rumbled up from somewhere deep in his gut, a sound that made construction workers step aside and cops ask "yes sir" before they asked for license and registration.
He found his tribe early: the biker bar on Route 9, where he rolled up on a rebuilt '78 Shovelhead at sixteen and never got carded. The leather jacket he wore had been broken in by men who died in it; Carl filled it out better than they had. He was the youngest guy at the bar, but nobody treated him that way. He drank whiskey neat and stared down anyone who looked at him wrong.
The only surprise, when he finally admitted it to himself at nineteen, was that he didn't want the women who threw themselves at him. He wanted men. Specifically, he wanted men he could hold, men he could protect, men he could feed.
Myles walked into the wrong bar on a Thursday night. Twenty-five years old, five-foot-six, maybe one-forty soaking wet, with skin like porcelain and not a hair on his body except the chestnut mop on his head. He was looking for his friend's bachelor party and found himself surrounded by bearded, tattooed men who looked like they ate concrete for breakfast.
Carl saw him from across the room, frozen by the pool table, clutching his messenger bag like a shield.
"You're in the wrong place," Carl said, appearing beside him, his shadow swallowing the smaller man whole.
Myles looked up. Way up. "I... I think I am."
"Come on." Carl put a hand on his shoulder—not gentle, not rough, just claiming him—and guided him toward the door. But at the threshold, Myles stopped.
"Wait," he said, looking at Carl like he was seeing something he'd been searching for. "I don't want to leave."
They started dating. Carl was twenty, technically the younger man, but age was just a number and dominance was gravity. Carl decided everything. He decided they'd see the late movie, not the early one. He decided they'd ride up the coast on Saturday, Myles clinging to his back, arms wrapped around that barrel chest, face buried in fur that smelled like engine grease and cedar. He decided they'd eat at the steakhouse, not the bistro, and when the waitress came, Carl ordered for both of them.
"Two ribeyes," he said, not opening the menus. "Rare. Baked potatoes with everything. Onion rings to start."
Myles opened his mouth to protest—he'd been thinking salad, maybe soup—but Carl looked at him. Just looked at him, those dark eyes steady under the heavy brow, and Myles felt something in his stomach flutter and sink. He closed his mouth.
"Good," Carl said.
It became their ritual. Carl ordered, and Myles ate. At first, it was intimidating, those massive portions Carl deemed appropriate. Myles would slow down halfway through, stomach straining against his belt, and Carl would pause, fork halfway to his own mouth, and just watch him. No words. Just that heavy gaze, expectant, patient, undeniable.
Myles picked up his fork. He cleaned his plate.
They fell into a rhythm. Carl grew him. It started subtle—an extra side of mashed potatoes, the large shake instead of the medium, dessert that Carl "didn't want to go to waste." But Myles was young, his metabolism eager, and the calories stuck. Five pounds became ten. Ten became twenty.
By their first anniversary, Myles had crossed two hundred pounds. His clothes fit tight, then not at all. Carl took him shopping, picking out larger sizes, holding up shirts that would accommodate the softness spreading across Myles's middle. Where Carl was hard muscle under fur, Myles was becoming plush, yielding, a cushion of flesh that grew more pronounced every month.
Carl fed him personally sometimes, late at night, ordering pizza after the bars closed, feeding Myles slice after slice while the smaller man reclined against him, back pressed to that hairy wall of chest. Carl's hands would roam over Myles's belly, feeling it swell with food, smooth and tight and growing.
"More," Carl would rumble, and Myles would obey.
By twenty-six, Myles had passed three hundred pounds. Then three-fifty. He was bigger than Carl now, objectively larger, a soft mountain of a man who waddled when he walked and couldn't fit into restaurant booths. He had to special-order his clothes online, tents of fabric that draped over his massive belly, his thick thighs, his heavy arms that jiggled when he moved.
But his skin remained smooth. Not a hair on his chest, his back, his arms. He was pale and soft and hairless as a baby, a stark contrast to the beast who fed him, who ruled him, whose fur was everywhere—on the couch, in the bed, clogging the shower drain.
People stared when they went out. The huge hairy biker holding the door for the even larger smooth man, guiding him with a hand on the small of his back, steering him toward their table. Carl still ordered for them both, but now he ordered more for Myles than for himself—appetizers, entrees, extra sides, dessert. The waitstaff would bring the food, eyes wide, as Myles sat there, belly pressing against the table edge, hands resting on that vast expanse of smooth flesh, waiting for Carl's nod before he began.
Carl loved it. He loved the contrast, the submission wrapped in expansion. Myles was bigger than him now, could have crushed him with his weight, but he never would. He waited for Carl's permission to eat, to stop, to speak. He grew because Carl wanted him to grow, and he would keep growing, smooth and pale and enormous, the soft counterpart to Carl's hairy dominance, a testament to who owned whom.
At night, Carl would run his rough hands over Myles's belly, feeling the warmth, the give, the sheer size of what he'd created. Myles would moan, pushing into the touch, bigger than his master but utterly possessed by him, growing larger with every meal, every order, every silent look that said: *Eat. More. Mine.*
I can't even blame my ex-roommate anymore. I did this all to myself.
You see, Marcus was—is—a genius. A muscled god standing 6'4" with the kind of physique that made Greek sculptors weep. When we lived together, I was a thoroughly average man: 5'8", 180 pounds, the kind of guy who blended into wallpaper at parties. But I wanted what he had. I wanted to *be* him.
So I started stealing his protein powder.
Every morning while he was at the lab, I'd help myself to two scoops instead of one. Then three. The shakes were vanilla flavored, creamy, almost addictive in their richness. I told myself I was just accelerating my gains, that I'd catch up to him eventually.
After three months, I noticed my clothes fitting tighter. After four, I had to buy new pants. By month five, I'd blown past 300 pounds, then 400, my body expanding like dough left in the sun. I kept drinking, kept telling myself the muscle would show up any day now.
Marcus realized what was happening around month two—the expense of replacing that powder weekly instead of monthly finally tipped him off. But he didn't confront me. Not then.
See, Marcus's research into human physiology had led him to a synthetic compound, something experimental that he'd been developing for tissue regeneration. He added it to his personal supply, thinking I'd quit after a month of expensive habits. He thought I'd tap out at 300 pounds, maybe become what he called "a respectable bear."
But I didn't quit. I kept going.
At 500 pounds—six months into my theft—he finally sat me down. I remember the couch creaking beneath me, my belly spilling onto my knees, my breathing labored even at rest.
"I tried to warn you," he said, sliding a chair across from me. "The compound binds to adipose tissue. It restructures skeletal density, reinforces cardiovascular systems. You're not going to stop at 500. You'll stabilize around 900 pounds."
I stared at him, my heart hammering against ribs that suddenly felt too small. "I'll be immobile. Bedridden."
"You won't," he said quietly. "Your skeletal structure will increase to support the weight. Your heart, your lungs—everything scales. You'll be perfectly healthy. Better than healthy, actually. You'll probably live past 150."
Most people would find that heaven. Eternal health, functional immortality.
But I was terrified. I was already struggling to fit through doorways, already dealing with the stares, the whispered comments. 900 pounds sounded like a nightmare of flesh and isolation.
Then he told me the rest.
"The compound doesn't discriminate," he said, not meeting my eyes. "It enhances all tissue. Your genitalia will scale proportionally. You'll have a foot of length, even accounting for the fat pad. Girth like my forearm. Balls the size of basketballs."
I laughed. It sounded hysterical, even to me.
It wasn't funny six months later when I hit 700 pounds and discovered he was right.
Dating became a circus of rejection. Most women took one look at me—my massive frame spilling over restaurant chairs, my triple chin, my wheezing breath—and politely declined. The few who made it to the bedroom took one look at what I was packing and made their excuses. I was too much. Too big, too heavy, too *everything*.
Gay men were different. Black men, specifically, had the equipment to handle me. They were the ones who weren't afraid of my size, who saw my body as something to explore rather than flee from. I became a regular at a local gay bar, eventually working there as a bouncer—an ironic position for a man who could barely fit through the door, but my sheer mass commanded respect.
The men who wanted to ride me were brave souls. They'd climb aboard, struggle to accommodate me, and inevitably be changed forever. Once you've taken something that massive, normal anatomy doesn't satisfy anymore. Their own equipment stopped responding to ordinary stimulation. They became size queens by necessity, chasing that fullness I'd introduced them to.
A few made it to completion. When I came, my balls—now genuinely enormous—emptied volumes into them. They'd leave bloated, bellies distended like they were carrying triplets. The swelling lasted days. They'd text me photos, amazed, horrified, addicted.
Now I work a menial desk job during the week—remote, obviously—and bounce at the bar on weekends. The guys bring me food constantly. Plates of nachos, burgers, entire pizzas. They want to see how much the 850-pound man can consume. They feed me while telling me how massive I'm getting, how I'll hit that 900-pound mark soon, how I'll be the biggest thing they've ever seen.
Marcus moved out two years ago. We still talk occasionally. He apologized once, said he never meant for it to go this far. I told him not to worry. I made my choice every morning when I stole that powder. I made it every day when I kept drinking.
Am I the asshole? Maybe. I stole from him. I ignored every warning sign my body gave me. I transformed myself into something that terrifies most people and fascinates a select few.
But I'm also healthy. My heart beats strong. My bones are dense as granite. I'll outlive everyone I know, growing larger every year, becoming more monument than man.
And somewhere, deep beneath the hundreds of pounds of flesh, beneath the basketballs between my legs and the foot of flesh that scares away the curious, I'm still that 180-pound average guy who just wanted to look like his roommate.
I got what I wanted, I suppose. Just not the way I wanted it.
So yeah. I'm the asshole. But at least I'm an asshole who'll live to see 150.
Death feederism content ahead so don't read if that's not your thing. Short story about me and a fictional feeder. Hope you like.
"C'mon piggy, swallow faster and push that gut. You don't want to disappoint your viewers do you?" Reece teased as he pushed the eclair into Coles face nearly choking him with the blast of cream that shot down his throat as it exploded in his mouth from the pressure. Reece was already holding the 10th eclair in his freed hand as he messily wiped his other on his feedees flabby chest mixing it with the mess of mayo, chocolate, and whipped cream already building there from the early parts of the hour long force feeding feast. "Disgusting piggy. Look what you have done to yourself, and you still want more don't you?" Reece stood over Cole surveying just how far he'd taken the boy in the last two years. It wasn't nearly enough, it would never be enough until the fire department is craning out his massive blob slave. So hugely swollen and fat his corpse would have to be transported by flat bed.
They had first met on a online private forum dedicated to extreme feederism and "death feederism" in particular. Cole and Reece hit it off immediately both finding out quickly how dark their mutual fantasies were and could be. After months of online feeding sessions Reece had plumped up Cole by a whopping 40 pounds but he was getting tired of the slow progress "I'm tired of having an online pay hog, I waan immobile dying hog chained up in my feeding dungeon. I want to feed you into the ground and I know you need it. Time to do this for real" was the message attached with a bus ticket and it was the final nail in the paino case sized coffin for Cole. After just two years he had taken him from a pathetic 270 pounds to a whopping 534 pounds of wobbling wheezing flesh and it was just the beginning.
Reece jammed the next eclair in Coles mouth and pinched his nose as he gave him a quick harsh open palmed slap to the bulge that was forming in his upper belly. Cole dry heaved as tears streamed down his face but he desperately tried to swallow the doughnut having the mental image of a bursting water balloon thinking of his stomachs potential fate if Ronnie kept this up for much longer. Luckily he was nearing the end as he choked down the 10th eclair, the full dozen and a quart of cream to wash it down was the dessert requested by his donators for the insane feeding session they had funded for the day.
Reece loved doing these live cam shows with Cole, they had a very small audience less than 10 but they were all online feeder friends of his and shared his love of the extreme and were more than willing to help fund the destruction of his new pet hog. Reece's laptop chimed as another live chat message comes in this one from HogFarmerX one of their more often donators. Cole watched still trying to clear his throat of the last of the cream and pastry as Reece grinned and responded back to the laptop camera "Oh I think that can be arranged, our boys stomach can handle a bit more" Reece sauntered over to Cole pulling his cock out of his underwear smacking it on Coles swollen huge moobs "one of your fans thinks your huge ass needs even more calories, I'm not sure if you can handle it though piggy. You still hungry?" Reece teased knowing full well Cole would be crazy to tell him anything other than yes when it comes to if he is hungry for more.
Reece thouhght back to their first online chats. He had always said in their online conversation that he would do anything to keep his pig in line and growing for him once he had him but Cole had no idea how far he was willing to go. At first Reece had used sight and sound deprivation on his pig, if he didn't eat enough or tried to resist in any way he would be blind folded and use sound canceling headphones for multiple days looping feeder hypnotism videos. It was effective but Reece enjoyed seeing the fear in his pigs eyes as he got too full so he devised another plan one day. After gathering a huge Playlist of all their kinkiest feeding videos he got access to Coles Facebook. Coles eyes had bulged when Reece told him as he was being tube fed by him gagged and unable to even respond with anything other than deep gagged gulps "new rules piggy, you step out of line and I blast this all over your Facebook and message every one of your high-school graduating class a link to our only fans. I'll change your name to Daddies piggy, let everyone see how you want to get huge for me and eat yourself to death for Daddy"
Cole moaned in pain gasping for air for a full five seconds before he could find the strength to even respond "feed me *huff huff* daddy *huff* so hungry" Reece grinned rubbing Coles bulging gut "Oh piggy I'm not too sure, you look ready to drop dead. You can barely even breath, you can't even touch yourself and you want more?". "Please daddy feed me, grow me, I want to eat until my body gives out. So hungr*mmmphh!!*" Reece silences Cole by cramming the last two doughnuts in his mouth making his cheeks bulge and messy chewed food to spurt out of his lips over Reece's fingers "Okay son, let daddy blow you up until that little piggy heart can't handle another pound" Ronnie pinched Coles nose forcing him to chew and swallow or choke as he starts giving fast quick smacks to his straining stomach sending jolts of pain through Coles tortured stomach "faster piggy, swallow. Daddy needs you to push harder and get bigger. You still have a whole quart of cream to suck down and I know how bad you need this. You are so pathetic" somehow Cole manages to choke down the huge mouthfull gasping for air as more crumbs and cream sputter from his lips. "Ghaa oh my God my tummy, soo full" Cole whines knowing he still has one more thing to finish before Reece ends the stream and gives him a break. That's when he hears the sound he dreads hearing when he has been fed this hard on one of their live streams as a new message flashes with a 15 dollar donation attached "$15.00 donation from HogFarmerX 'melt a whole cup of butter and pump it into that cow with his cream, he looks ready to rupture push him more.'" Reece reads as he walks back over to Cole holding the beer bong with the extra thick hose and the quart of cream. "I'll be right back son" moments later Reece returns to the room holding two measuring cups filled to the brim melted butter brings then over in front of the laptop grinning ear to ear "for one of our favorite regulars I made sure to make piggy an extra cup, as always we appreciate your assistance feeding my little piggy HogFarmer" a message immediately flashes on screen "fuckkk that's so hot dude, God I can't wait until you take that little hog to his limits. I'm gonna cum so hard to his obituary" another regular Circe comments. Reece winks as he relishes in all the comments "Oh I know Circe, I can't wait. I'll be sure to invite all of you to his wake. It's going to be so hot, all us horny feeders reminiscing on how we fed this young hog to death. Sharing photos and videos as we all get off on what we did"
Reecs walks over to Cole the funnel filled up with the cream and butter mixture. He lifts one of Coles huge fat moobs plopping it on top of his cock as he slowly fucks the fat rolls under Coles arms "are you excited for that son? You want to grow and grow until that pathetic piggy body gives out? News articles all over as people gawk at the multithousand pound pile of blubber being hauled off by a team of fire fighters multiple full grown men with power equipment still struggling to move your bulk?" Cole feels himself stiffen under his huge gut and fat pad the only part of his body aside from his packed full stomach capable of being anything other than butter soft. Soft as all those liquid fat and calories that will soon be pumped into his growing stomach. Cole opens his mouth and accepts his fate as the butter and cream is pumped into him like he's some factory fed goose.