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80

Sometimes I wish all I have to do in life is sleep and dream

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81

Holy shit the last season of Community is bad

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81

I won another big tournament but I’m still mostly just wasting time.

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81

Good Day +1

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80

I removed 19 because of reasons 

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99

I think I'm realizing when I have nothing to invest in I lose what makes me me

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100

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How I feel right now.

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How I feel right now 4 years later

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Today was the first day I woke up and missed my dream life. I know it’s not but it would be great if that was actually just an alternate dimension where everything started going really well in 2012 like it actually did but it never stopped. I even had a moment in the dream where I told a friend I was dreaming and he insisted that I say that all the time. I know this is a mixture of the pandemic and my normal thought process and basic extreme depression but it would be so cool to switch places.

Then again if you switch places you wouldn’t even realize it because you would have a different brain and no memory of what it was like to be in that other place. 

What I’m saying though is I’m bored of life.

Sean

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I've been having dreams that all occur in the same places with the same people and I can remember all the events well enough that it's starting to feel like real life.

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Most of the time I miss having a family but the other part of the time I don't miss having an SO who was a self described and actual huge fucking bitch. I like the person I dream about most of the time now but I hate that I have no idea who it is

[karmicallydelicious]

[ungratefullittleshit]

“For a brief time in the 70’s, our town was taken over by a cult.”

[evemazing]

Wait is this real!?

[squirrelsean]

I've come to the realization that everytime I drop Griffin off after having him my heart is going to break into a million pieces. Its such a crazy realization that losing his mom was basically no big deal, there were so many issues and no real reason for us to be together, but losing time with him is just the worst thing. If I can ever find a partner I love even half ae much as I love that kid I'm going to be so set. I'm not rushing it or forcing it. I'm happy to be getting my life on track. But I cannot wait to have a real family of my own.

[stuckinreversemode]

Jim Carrey on The Hollywood Reporter’s Comedy Actors Roundtable

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Don’t worry all the fun stuff fades after month two and then you’re just there wondering what you’re doing with someone who has sucked dick for weed and how they got anything with the sheer amount of teeth usage they’re involving.

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