Sr Gonzalez

teenager from texas

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Sometimes i wish i never really existed. I wish i wasnt born in this life where everyday jus feels like im being forced to wake up. Im a total joke. My life is a total joke. I jus wish i wasnt alive sometimes. I wish i was like the others. Happy. I complain to myself that i have no friends, but i know deep down its my own fault. They come to me to ask, and i turn them down or ghost them because im too scared. I dont why im scared, i jus am. I guess i wasnt born to be extroverted like i want to be, and not even being introverted is what i want. Nobody is gonna understand, and now im stuck here with someone who might kill me any day now. Sometimes i get scared to come home. Maybe he will kill us soon, or maybe ill die at my own hands. I want it to end soon, but shes still here. Where is my hope. Maybe this is the end or the beginning. Idk. One will end this emotional wreck while the other can fix it, but i dont think i have time to fix it. Its not that bad tho. I think being in a peaceful endless void will be nice. No more stupid shi screaming in my ears. Goodbye. Maybe ill see change or maybe ill see the void

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Im jus posting shi now

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Been watching ATLA for a few days now and im loving zuko. Hes so awesome

It's a little lazy but I think it's cool

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Been thinking about Aang occasionally getting flashes from his future lives

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I giggled

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Screenshot episode

No filter

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Im changing Carla cruz (ms chalice but remastered and basically jus a whole new character) to have a more brownish gold color than green. Ive actually been wanting to change the style for a while now. Been going back and forth on which one looks better on her or what really suits her, but i think ive settled on brown instead of green

The 2 top doodles have her wearing a brown turtleneck while the 2 bottom doodles have her wearing a green turtleneck. She supposed to be this legendary being that has supernatural powers and is a supernatural being herself. With those types of characters, theyre mostly depicted as a light blue, white, or gold, and even in the bible itself, gold in mentioned frequently. I figured that maybe itd be cooler for her to be like this angelic girl thats also a bit rusty since shes been stuck in a literal chalice for who knows how long. The gold represents her glory as God's lamb, and the brown represents how long its been since then. Basically her age which im still deciding. The green on the other hand made her look more earthy, but for a while i stuck with it cuz green and yellow jus looks good together. Ive changed my mind and switched to a more brownish color pallette, but what do yall think? Im also changing her color from green to brown. Ive said before that she's latin. She's mexican, but to me she doesnt really look like it with the blonde and green eyes. Most mexicans like myself usually have brown eyes and hair, so i think brown eyes would suit her better. I think the celebrity Sofia Vergara actually was naturally blonde until she dyed herself brunette to fit her latin characters, so thats cool. And yes i know shes not mexican but my point still stands. Not all latins r brunette

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Brown-yellow or Green-yellow?

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Voting ended onMay 28

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💬 0  🔁 0  ❤️ 0 · Agnus dei · Carla Cruz (Ms chalice) Top left is my art. The rest is from Pinterest Search it up from latin to English

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Agnus dei

Carla Cruz (Ms chalice)

Top left is my art. The rest is from Pinterest

Search it up from latin to English

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Music is my savior

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New stepdad acting a little too clingy to me rn

I hope its just because hes drunk

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Ming, carla, and cade stuck in a cat-filled alleyway hiding from the devil. Ts took me like 4 hours. Yes the background is from Pinterest, i didn't draw it but i drew the characters

I got these other filter versions too, grey scale and purple scale

This is how I personally think they would look like if they were real. If ur wondering, I drew their faces first and then used ai to make them look realistic. Trust me, u don't like the prototype BUT DON'T SCROLL JUST YET I HAVE MY EXPLANATION ON THE BOTTOM. Im actually really proud on how the images came out because it's exactly what i imagined

Ming Kettlewell♤ (mugman), Cade Kettlewell◇ (cuphead), and Carla Cruz Kettlewell♧ (chalice)

Yes ik it's all pink and that's not the style but I was feeling cutesy yesterday

Kaleb Darnell♡ (king dice), Devon Morningstar♧ (devil), and Catherine Scarlett◇(chef saltbaker but female version cuz i want more girls here)

Edward Kettlewell♤ (elder kettle)

Before u read the explanation on why I used ai, Ill first give why they look attractive instead of "average". At first I was actually planning on making them look average but I soon changed my mind, because in order to get a bigger audience, the characters have to look a little bit prettier to get ppls attention. It sounds shallow but thats just the reality of making content. I was going to make ming have a bigger nose and carla a more boxy figure like in the actual game, but I decided to change ming to have a smaller one and carla to have a more curvy figure so they can appeal to the audience. Really only attraction, not sexual because we have to remind ourselves that their still minors. Im a minor too so it wouldn't really matter that much, but content spreads to all ages. So yea. Make characters attractive and itll be easier to get more popular. Unfortunately🤷

I wrote this yesterday so feel free to read my explaining on why i used ai ok byeeeee

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Im going back to my cutesy-tomboy era

The era when i was young and stupid and didnt gaf about anything

Im going back to it and nobody will care. Nobody will stop me. And nobody can stop me

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Def on my bucket list

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This guy makes me wanna just kill myself

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Last day of school!!!!

And now summer school

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I dont rlly gaf anymore

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