NOPE

23yrs 5'2 HW:262 CW:260 LW:210 GW1: 200 GW2: 170 GW3: 130 UGW: 100

[sstillalivee22]

Hiking and going to the beach everyday while on vacation. Can't wait to weight myself when I get home.

This vacation has showed me that, I want to lose weight but most importantly I wanna start lifting and build an ass. Imma work like crazy to achieve that by next summer.

[mommydotcom]

if your ass has completely disappeared or was never there in the first place, daisy keech's "QUAERINTINE BUBBLE BUTT WORKOUT" is fuckinng sick asf, like istg you will IMMEDIETLY see results (or at least I did) IT ALSO IS BURNING UP MY CELULITE AND UNDER BUTT FAT!!! which for has been so difficult to do, ik not everyone wants the same bodytype so to officaly clarify what this does it makes your ass bigger, and your thighs smaller.

Side fire hydrants are so effectful for back thigh fat

Everyday ive been doing:

daisy keech's "bubble butt workout" x2

Sanner Vander's "how to get lean legs like kendel jenner" workout x2

1 min sumo squat x5 200 leg scissors (not up and down, sidetoside)

200 cals on bike (minimum) {more too that i just randomly do, should really start writing that down mb}

ive been binging lately :( and istg some of the fat ive already burned off is already back which is AHHHHH SO ANNOYING, SOOO IF YOU WANT LEAN LEGS AND A NICE ASS, CONTROLL YOURSELF!!! but also take care of yourself and stay hydrated, your doing great!

[relelvance]

Girl if you don't simplify that fraction

[sstillalivee22]

I am not cut out for a 9 to 5 job or a social life that included people tou want to hang more than once a month. I just wanna live off a part time job where I can go home to quiet and not have any friend obligations like stay up till 5am hearing about drama or spending money out cause they wanna hang at a restaurant. Or juggling the delicate structure of friendship that I've never understood, even from a childhood. Dealing with others emotions and problems that I frankly could not care about. Not only that but my mental health right now is nothing, and only being held together by constant self denial of my reality or just reality, my belief that nothing right now is truly real and at some point in my suicide attempts I've actually died or gone into a coma and what I'm experiencing right now is some semblance of afterlife. And the fact that I never let myself get to distracted and accidentally slip into any sort or though about anything. And I'm afraid that will lead me to alcohol or weed addiction that those friends who I hate and wish would disappear are only to glad to encourage by smoking at my house which I hate cause it stinks and.. im just tired so tired I want a vacation, except I work part time so any vacation longer than a day starts to affect my ability to play bills or enjoy life.

[sstillalivee22]

I shoulda never ordered taco bell, that shit was trash and now I just feel fat. No food I've order had been good. I should've just fasted and drank my tea. Imma stop ordering food on uber eats.

[c4rved-pumpk1n]

Gonna take that one person's idea:

If this post gets to... 500k notes by Jan 1st, 2023, I'll recover.

You have two months! Let the game begin >:)

[c4rved-pumpk1n]

Guys stop I thought it was impossible I don't actually wanna do it

[thegaybitch15-deactivated202303]

THAT DOESNT MATTER LETS DO THIS SHIT

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[folkloregirlfriend]

[sstillalivee22]

My fridge in my new apartment looks like every anas dream, I have only water, diet coke and wine. Its all gonna be ruined when I go grocery shopping during my binge moments. But because of the move I've been averaging 10,000 steps a day from going up and down stairs and moving furniture. So when I weight this week I'm expecting some weightloss

[thecorefather]

[cryfatz]

Hiiii had a blog way back when but it got deleted, I got fatter, and now I’m back to this and looking for ppl to follow! Pls interact with this post if you are:

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[sstillalivee22]

Hey!!! I’m starting a high weight and I saw you also started in the 200’s. i was wondering if you had any tips on how to prevent loose skin??

I'm still fat, and also looking for ways to avoid loose skin. But the probability that we'll have zero loose skin after 50+ pounds of weightloss (depending on your goals) is unlikely. So it's better to except the skin as proof you lost a huge amount of weight.

[sstillalivee22]

Update on fast

Completed this and went a little father than 50 hours, but also kinda cheated cause we had a crazy rush and I had to run around in like 90 degree weather on my second day fasting.....so I almost passed out. I ate something small/smallish so I went a couple hours past 50. I started at 241.8 and ended at 238.5, doing another 50ish hour fast first week of August.

[sstillalivee22]

Finally attempting the 50 hour fast after failing the 36 hour one.

I'm gonna make this a liquid fast, so ill drink no more than 300 cals in liquids per day. And the only reason I'm doing this is cause I work a couple long busy shifts that I rather not pass out for. So I'll probably do water until my luch break and then a fruit smoothie or vegetable smoothie. Then just water and diet drinks the rest of the hours I have left in the fast. Hopefully I lose at least 3-5 pounds, but other than weight I've been eating poorly and would love a quick detox of my bowels and stomach. Imma try to keep going until Saturday when I have a family gathering, and will have to eat no matter what.

[sstillalivee22]

Yo Friendly's orange Creamsicle ice cream is 80 cals per bar

[sstillalivee22]

I hate families and being in a big family, was 18 hours in my 36 fast and my cousin calls and says his girl wants to have a party now for the gender reveal and we have to go. So now I'm in a party being forced to eat and I hate it.

[sstillalivee22]

Gonna be doing some extended fast this week cause I wanna see the scale move dramatically, I've lost double digits already but I want more.

TW: NUMBERS

Doing a 36 hour fast just to test the waters with extended fasting at work. That will be from today midnight to Tuesday at 12am. I work all day Tuesday so it gonna be a test to see if I can survive the morning rush on an extended fast. And I'll break it around my lunch break. Then if all goes good regarding that imma do a 50ish or more fast from Wednesday to Friday but we will see if I'm not roped into family events that cause me to eat. Im starting at like 241ish and I wanna be 237 or less at the being of next week.

[sstillalivee22]

Seems like I panicked over nothing most of it was swelling from the car ride and water weight.

Tw: Numbers

I dropped right back down to 241, I did a all day fast and I'm doing 20 4 fasting everyday so far. Im planning to be 230 or lower by the time July ends cause for my birthday in October; so 4 months, I wanna be 200 or at least 220. I'm sticking to no more than 1000 cals a day so far and I'm planning on implementing exercise later at around 235. I really feel like this time I can lose the weight and keep it off. Especially since I'm moving soon which will make the whole process simpler.