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Synopsis: when you and your girlfriend nika break up during the summer it is a sticky situation, but after what seemed like a long summer break the sophomore found a way to win you back over, even if it was not in the most happy way.
Warnings: none!! (Meybe bad spelling 🫡)
~*•. St4rwritez .•*~
2 months. 2 months on the dot since nika got up and left. The grief of it sat heavy in your chest like a lingering sickness ready to take over any minute.
2 months since you fought roughly through words, where by the end of it you had only thought the bluntness of it would last only the last bit of summer.
But here you were standing in the same room as her, breathing the same air as her, in the very class you met in at the beginning of freshman year.
A part of you believed that she just would not show up to the class but the other half fully knew that she would, so you sat there, 20 minutes before class even started and waited nervously, tapping your foot against the soft gray carpets in your media class.
You tried to lose yourself in your work like usual, but to no avail the only thought that would cross your mind was when or if nika would walk through those doors.
and before you could think of another thought she did, her hair pushed back into a tight ponytail, she was in her usual sports wear, as I'm sure she has practice right after this, and was as always, glowing.
it almost surprised you how normal she looked to you, it's like none of your fighting had ever happened. Like she was just another one of your classmates.
As you stared at her, almost forgetting about the tension and argument between the two of you she caught you staring at the monotone look on her face turning into a smirk and a slight head shake from her.
you turned your face back down to your work, your face turning a cool shade of red out of embarrassment. not giving the girl anymore attention was now your top concern.
The class was half empty, considering the class did not start for another 10 minutes, yet out of the corner of your eye, there was nika walking up the stairs, her hair swaying with her.
In those 30 seconds of her walking up those stairs you could never pray more that she would not sit next to you.
And there she sat, placing her bag down in front of her feet as she settled herself in her chair.
you set your pencil down, your jaw clenching and your teeth grinding, you sighed a sigh of anger, hoping she would get the memo.
surprise! She didn’t.
”Someone is nervous huh?” She said staring you dead in the eyes.
you hated when she did that. You felt your teeth grind more, as your professor walked in unnoticed to you. It felt like a stab to the heart talking to her. Why was she doing this?
“Nika, I'm not gonna play your games right now.” You said as you opened up your laptop.
Before you could fully open your laptop she slapped it down onto your hand causing you to stand up straight in your chair.
“What the fuck is your problem?? Seriously?” You said clenching your fists staring down at her.
This was the first time you felt bigger than her, ever. It felt good but the look on her face made that wash away quickly. Her face had a sad, surprised look that made you want to be little over her again.
your mouth stood agape as your professor yelled at you for your out loud out break.
”Y/N if you are going to act like that in my lecture you can go into the hall or leave” he said.
and with that one comment you picked up your things and darted for the hallway, Nikas sad face being what replayed in your mind as you cooled down staring at the wall in front of you.
before you could notice it, tears flooded down you face like a waterfall. You knew it was bound to happen, and yet you did not fight it. The situation you were in with her was shitty and some things should have not been said. So yes you cried, and cried, and cried the tears that you had been saving in that flooded heart of yours.
suddenly a set of arm slid around your waist from behind. It was slow, as if they were asking for permission to touch you. And you knew who it was immediately. Tho you did not fight it this time, instead you let out a soft sob before she turned you to face her.
her eyes scanned your face, guilt washing over it. You buried your face into her neck as your tears slowed, she ran her fingers through your hair delicately like she would after a long night or another pointless fight. You stayed like this for a while, comfortable.
“Im.. im sorry i wasn’t sure how to talk to you.. and i guess i tried to play it off as if nothing ever happened” she took a deep breath her hand reaching your face to wipe away your tears.
You saw the glimmer of tears in her eyes. The first time you had seen any remorse over your constant fighting and nagging from her, it made you feel like she cared again, like she wanted this again.
”uhm” she cleared her throat “i guess what i'm trying to say is.. that i want us back. I want to start new, and I know it's hard because it's been so long, but I cannot do this anymore.”
you felt like time had stopped, you did not know what to say, you let another tear fall as you looked at her searching for an answer or something to say back.
“I understand if it’s too much right now” she said, her voice cracking softly as she said it.
”nika, it's been hard for me too. And if we do try this again, I wanna do it right this time. So if we could talk about it over a date and start slow a million times, yes.” You said finally.
her face lit up instantly before the innocent sophomore started her ramble “I promise you i will try so hard for this. I won’t let it go down the path it did before. Does frankies sound like a good dinner spot??”
to answer her questions you grabbed her face and placed a kiss on her lips before walking back to the classroom door.
She stood there looking back at you, her face red, and her lipgloss slightly messed up.
”it’s a yes muhl” you said winking before walking into the classroom once again.
Im sososossoso sorry but i will not be posting today i have gotten like deathly sick this week and was unable to write ill try and get something out when im better, i hope you all understand 🥲🥲
