StarGazer

The Queen | MadHatter | The Chesire Cat | Alice. In simple words, Multipotentialite or a Scanner.

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Being back in Tumblr feels like being at Sea. You intially don't want to go but when you are there, you don't want to leave..

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One step away

One step away.One thought away.The familiar stranger’s magnetic pull.Luring, whispering sweet nothings.The angel in me fights a battle of one,No one by her side.I look down –a quicksand,dark and hungry, rearing to devour.No escape. I search for the key.But time runs out —darkness engulfs.I surrender, sacrificed to the pull. -ava

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A giant hole

I pulled through the hole in my Tshirt with my index finger.  A laugh tore through me.  What’s another hole when your whole life feels like one.

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The pretending

It was arranged.  The heart tried to bury it.  But it was already written- Unearthed time and again, bared until there was nothing left to bury.  Foolish heart, doesn’t have a clue, lives in a delusion. 

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Chaos and I, meet again!

We meet again, with no one aroundYou ask me to turn aroundThe staring contest begins with the denialYou lose and then the withdrawalYou outburst and crash against meLeave me wet ,soaking meA smile tugs at my lipI ask for more and you let it ripI feel calm, at home, at ease.That’s all it takes for you to please. You remove the mask of veilI lie down and wail It’s the waves and IYou always make me…

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Chaos and I

No one around It’s just me , the waves and the sand. The waves and I have a staring contest. The waves keep losing. And I lose my mind to the waves. The waves crash against me ,soaking me One after another, in an angry outburst of losing. In this chaos, I feel home. My mind calms. In chaos, I come alive!

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The silent suffering

She pulled out her hair band from her hair and looked into the mirror. A face with a unruly frizzy curly hair and the slightly smudged kohl rimmed eyes and lips stained in maroon looked back at her. She looked at it trying to understand and point out exactly what she is feeling. She moved her hand towards her face and used her thumbs to wipe out kohl that has smudged out of her eye. She felt…

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Sometimes, I wish I was a fictional character that everyone adores and pines for..

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God, I love words. I love how stringing few words together to make you feel things. Make you feel hapu, angry, sad and desired and awed.

If someone says few beautiful words to me, I will fall head overs heels in love with them

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At the end of the day, I just want someone to kiss me good night by kissing my brow.

#oneofthereasonsiloverhysand

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If you asked me where I am from, 4 years ago, I would have said “Chennai” in single beat. I was naive back then. I didn’t know that I could belong anywhere in the world. I hadn’t had the taste of belonging in a different place then.

Now, if people ask me, where I am from. I still smile and say,”chennai” with a little hesitation. Because I didn’t want to loose my root. But the answer lies in the hesitation.

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Bold and stupid are one and the same. It’s the matter of when and where it occurs that differentiates them

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Spanish love deception is worth all the hype. I am in love with this book and aaron blackford.

Universe, please give me my Aaron blackford.❤️

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I am struggling to choose which Nick is my favourite- Dancing Nick miller or Screaming Nick miller.

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Guys, I just heard Olivia Rodrigo's Happier song. God, that girl could write. I can feel the words deeper in my soul. No wonder she is a fan of taylor swift. Olivia is great with her lyrics just like taylor swift.

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May be it's because I am getting older but I no longer have the urge to showcase what happens in my life in social media. Everytime I try to post something i feel like that it doesn't really matter because no one actually cares.

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There's something about him. I see him and my heart explodes.

- Jessica Day on Nick Miller