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HCSTILITY.
Garritt aaldenberg was someone who was typically consorted with solely based off business exchanges. if someone wanted a particular individual dead and rotting in the blistering sun or even if it was a matter consisting in slightly less bloodshed like being escorted to diamond city, he was the man for the job. cold and abrasive, but still—always a man of his word regardless of the situation ( that isn’t to say that the amount in caps didn’t have a strong influence of course ). people of the commonwealth never approached him for the sake of having a friendly discussion, oh no, no, no. they knew better. and those that didn’t would find out soon enough. she would find out soon enough. ❛ just ‘cause i didn’t blow your face off with my shotgun earlier doesn’t mean i won’t do it later, kid. ❜ he cannot even begin to fathom why she chose to tag along. had she actually been carrying anything of worth, they would be in his bag, but all she had on her was candy. it was a loss in it’s entirety for him. ❛ m’not here to babysit. ❜
halfway through the package, the gummy bears start to leave a metall-bitter aftertaste on her tongue. little sips of stale water from the nuka cola bottle found in the crumbling ruins of a house do little to wash it down ------ she continues stuffing her face nonetheless, SUGAR chasing in bright colors through her veins. ( there hasn’t been a proper meal in days, thrown away packages of candy found mere moments before he found her. )
she’s not really listening. too busy chewing and swallowing, fighting slight nausea, trailing after him through scrubby undergrowth. then the bag is empty, last mouthful of sticky sweetness ( metall-bitterness ) swallowed. back home, they would collect all trash behind the house and occasionally burn or bury it to keep unwanted animals visitors away --- she is unsure what to do with it out here. “ do you think i should BURY the trash? or is there something like a compost pile near? “
“My favorites are Right Hand Man, Cabinet Battle #1 and Guns and Ships. Right now. It’s always changing. And no, I can’t say I’ve seen it. Which is too bad! But you could show me pictures of your sets sometime, if you wanted to.” Jonas says, smiling as he lifts up another box – this one significantly heavier than the last, but he swallows the breathy groan of surprise before she can take it as a reason to decline his help (and she doesn’t deserve to have to do this all by herself) – and follows behind her. “You could show me pictures of those sets sometime. I’ll be here as often as you are, and I’m sure we’ll find the time.” Thing is, Jonas hasn’t met many people like her before, not outside of his own house, people that make him feel instantly at ease around them. He has a good feeling about Heidi.
And he wouldn’t mind spending the rest of the afternoon with her, but then people start pouring into the theater. He recognizes people from the auditions, and then director Darbus and some other people he vaguely remembers, the woman who rewrote the play to make it doable with college students and on a college fund, the co-director, people from the drama faculty. They start setting up for the table read, so Jonas finishes up with the carrying of the heavy things and wipes his palms on his pants. “Let’s go find our spots,” he says, walking with her into the spacious theater and the tables on stage. Then, when he spots his name card from afar, he tips his head at Heidi and goes to sit there, between the actress for Angelica Schuyler on one side and the actor for Aaron Burr on the other.
the few last utensils, rolls of wallpaper and a stack of tied together playbill drafts are scattered over the worn carpet directly in front of the stage ------ then actors are entering in chattering grouplets of familiar faces. the remaining objects are quickly gathered and piled into her arms. most of the actors intimidate her. their loud mouths and urgent necessity to be seen usually have her retreat into the comfort of the scenery depot as quickly as possible. ( it’s a SHYNESS stemming from years of forced seclusion, that turned into voluntary solitude. ) jonas’ prompt to find their spots confuses her, because there is no seat reserved for her. there never is. each semester, she listens to darbus’ introduction speech, shakes a few official’s hands, then goes to work on first drafts to show them to the director and co-director after the table read.
her eyes follow him over the stage, where he sits down amidst those loud-mouthed stage hogs --- and doesn’t stand out like a sore thumb. ( only now and with distance stretched between them, she realizes he is too BEAUTIFUL to be a stage hand or assistant. ) mister darbus begins with his monologue by clearing his throat. while he oozes practiced charm, heidi quietly puts down the objects and sinks into one of the spare chairs beside the table. the name cards are somewhat readable from a sitting position and her attention fixates on making out what is written on his card. to her disbelief it says alexander hamilton. the leading role. she blushes, bows her head and hopes to be allowed to leave as soon as possible.
ABOUT DEMISEXUALITY.
demisexuality is a sexual orientation in which someone feels sexual attraction only to people with whom they have an emotional bond. most demisexuals feel sexual attraction rarely compared to the general population. ( source. )
heidi is panromantic & demisexual, meaning she is romantically attracted to any gender & likes nonsexual affection / physical contact, but will have to establish deep friendship / trust before she feels any sexual attraction. that is --- among other things --- a result of her growing up more or less isolated from people of her age. she knows the basic workings due to sex ed in school --- that’s it. anything more advanced than the actual act ( to some extent oral & foreplay, all sorts of kinks ) is a new arena for her. she simply doesn’t feel the need or urge to try anything sexual, because she knows little & doesn’t understand the fuss everybody apparently makes about it.
if a deep connection to the other person has formed ( of course there are possible situation-related exceptions ), she will be very eager & curious to try. under most circumstances the other person would have to initiate the first few times ( again, exceptions ), but once she has got a taste of what it can be like, that curiosity will turn into actual sexual attraction / desire.
she guessed my favorite color first try..
but between me and u……. i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now.
walkerbaiit.
He needs a moment. didn’t expect to run into anyone like her, much less anyone living. it’s been difficult since leaving lee and the others, but he had to find his family. had to know they were okay. ❛ are you going to stay up there all day? ❜ it’s not necessarily a bad thing. the dead can’t reach her from that height, and she would have a clear view of her surroundings. ultimately, she was safe. however, she couldn’t stay up there forever. ❛ i’m uh—i’m headed toward the city to look for my family if you wanted to come with me? i don’t think you should stay out here. geeks can’t get you but people can, if they try hard enough. ❜
“ oh. “ a smile threatens to split her face in two, dimples cutting deep furrows in flushed cheeks. these days, most people are consumed by mistrust and hatred ------ he seems to be different. ( the boy with the baseball hat is NICE in a soft, familiar way. ) “ yes, of course!! wait, i’ll come down. --- catch!! “ a faded red backpack is thrown in his general direction, then she starts climbing down the tree without further ado. the dress rides up with her movements and reveals slender thighs, a flash of pale blue panties. once there is forest floor beneath her feet, she pulls her clothes back into place and smiles. “ you’re TALLER than i thought. “
* 。゚. ✧ instagram ;; jonas eklund (featuring heidi fletcher). [ @stareyed ]
who are your fav to rp with?
oh god, am i really going to do this?? christ, okay, here we go…
@augurycrowned // @stareyed ;; she is always first on the list, first on my mind, first in my heart. this lady right here has been one of my very best friends for more than four years, the person i can trust with anything, the person i am the most myself with all the time. whenever we roleplay together the chemistry is off the charts because i love her more than life itself and everything she does and writes is fucking beautiful to me. our muses always work organically because she and i have such a good friendship and if i had to choose one person to roleplay with for the rest of my life, only person, it would be this cupcake. she is BAE.
and then in no particular order ;; @queensofthedamned, @wcnderless, @aholywrathincurred, @phaenomenxn, @ofgentleman, @sugartoothaches (on a previous indie acc), @loveiswater, @speedofsoundindie (i hope you still see this even if Tumblr ate your blog), @midnighthxurs, @treasureslowlyfaded, @lessonsplanned – and i’m probably forgetting a dozen people but this is all i can think of from the top of my head.
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