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Diary entry #4: Going thru old drafts. Felt like posting them so they can see some sunlight.

᳝ ࣪ ♥︎ — His Older Brother

cheater!fem!reader x perv!gerard way

warning: 18+, nsfw, cheating, degradation, m!receiving, slapping, creampie, spit, hair pulling, manhandling, sorta mean/dirty gerard, totally envision like basement!gerard ykkk?

taboo content ahead! by moving forward you are a consenting, willing reader. you are responsible for your own media consumption!

Your boyfriend, Mikey invited you for a sleepover. You were excited to eat half your weight in sweets, watch movies, and cuddle up with your boyfriend. What bettered the situation was his parent’s were out of town so you two could do whatever you want. What you weren’t anticipating was Mikey’s older brother, Gerard. You don’t hate him but he can be an ass. He was grimy, rude, and always teasing you. You put up with the snarky bastard for Mikey but god — did he always find a way to boil your blood.

“Psst, want more popcorn?” you asked Mikey who was sprawled out on his bed fixated on the tv screen.

“Yes, pleaasee,” he nodded. Happily, you skipped along in the hallway to heat up another bag of popcorn. You waited beside the microwave when you heard feet dragging along the carpet. You rolled your eyes knowing exactly who it was. Gerard, half asleep in his pajamas, stumbling into the kitchen. His jet black hair was unkept and covering his face. His eyes were barely open as he yanked the fridge door and drank straight out of a milk carton. It’s barbaric enough to barely be waking up in the evening but to drink milk by itself??

“Mornin’, doll,” he mumbled to you with milk dribbling out the corner of his mouth. He quickly wiped off the excess milk with his wrist.

You scoffed, “it’s four o’clock—“

“Wow! You can tell time,” He interrupted with a sarcastic tone. Gerard shook the carton, realizing he finished it up. Instead of throwing it away he tossed it back into the fridge.

“Why are you just now waking up?” you finished before being so rudely interrupted as you folded your arms up to your chest.

“Because, doll I was busy last night.”

“Doing what, jacking off?” you couldn’t help but poke fun

Gerard’s face scrunched up and he shook his head, “no, i wasn’t!”

“Mhm, sure.”

“Y’know, believe or not I had a girl over,” Gerard gloated as he leaned against the fridge. “I kept her up all night long,” he thrusted his hips to allude to the night he had.

“How gross,” you replied, dramatically shuttering to show your utter disgust, “I pity the girls you bring over.”

“You’re just jealous,” he chuckled quirking an eyebrow as he walked up to you.

“Oh, yea so jealous of being let down and having to fake it,” you laughed distastefully. You turned your back to him so you can grab the popcorn for you and Mikey. You pulled out the hot, buttered bag of popcorn ready to leave the kitchen. That is, until Gerard stepped in your way. He brought his fingers to his nose and sniffed. He looked down at you with a wicked smirk, “If she’s faking it, why can I still smell her on my fingers?” Gerard grabbed you forcing you into a headlock and shoved his fingers in your face. You squirmed and shrieked trying to shimmy out of his grasp. “Knock it off you freak,” you screamed as you shoved him away. Gerard couldn’t help but laugh, he loved pushing your buttons. Your hair was messy and your heart was racing. You scowled at him realizing you had dropped half the popcorn all over the floor. “Look what you made me do, you idiot!”

He pushed his hair back and shrugged nonchalantly, “well, pick it up. it’s very rude to make a mess at someone else’s house.” You smacked your lips and shook your head at Gerard. Bending down to pick up the mess you felt Gerard grab your hips. He pulled you towards his junk, pretending to rail you from behind. “Uuuhhh yea! Take it,” he groaned as he slammed your ass to his crotch. You slapped his hands away and stood tall, “do you always have to be annoying?”

Gerard held your chin, “only with you, doll!” He noticed your flustered expression, your cheeks a bright rouge and your eyes glistened with want. He smiled as his fingers pushed your cheeks together, shaking your face mockingly, “but you love it.”

You hated that he right. As much as you disliked him, you loved it; something about the way he got under your skin made you weak. His tight grip and crude language darting at you only made you hot and bothered. Despite it being true you wouldn’t admit it to him, ever. Especially since you were dating his brother. The whole situation made your head hurt so you tried to ignore the lust for your boyfriend’s older brother.

Since Mikey’s parents were away the two of you went at it like rabbits. That in itself doesn’t sound bad, right? Of course not, but Mikey never seemed to take risks with you. He was soft, gentle, treated you like porcelain. Which, is lovely at times but there were instances where you wanted him to use you like you were nothing. Take control over you and do disgusting things to you. Mikey was too scared of hurting you, so you continued to have what you considered, “average vanilla sex” for him. It left you dissatisfied too many times. After a few rounds Mikey tired himself out. He kissed you quickly and fell beside you where he knocked out into a deep sleep. All that missionary tired him out.

You tiptoed away to the hallway bathroom to tidy yourself up. You nearly screamed, not expecting Gerard to already be in the bathroom doing his own night routine. His cheeks were puffy as he sloshed around mouth wash. While doing so, Gerard scratched at his lower stomach, his shirt picked up revealing his happy trail. You shamed yourself mentally for staring at it too long. Gerard spat out the green minty substance and looked up at the mirror to meet your reflection. He winked at you, “done breaking the bed already, doll?”

You ignored his innuendo and groaned, “ugh, shut up.” You were too frustrated to come up with anything witty. You shoved past Gerard to do your own night routine. He grumbled and spit out the toothpaste from his mouth, “always so mean to me, doll.”

You slammed your fists on the counter, “stop calling me doll, you freak!”

“Why? Like it too much?”

“No,” you huffed and yanked open your makeup pouch to pull out your toothbrush, “you’re a sleezy perv.” You snatched the toothpaste bottle from Gerard and begun brushing your own teeth. Instead of leaving, Gerard leaned on the counter watching you. You gave him a few glares as you brushed away letting the foam collect at the corners of your mouth. “Stop staring, y’weirdo,” You grumbled with the toothbrush still in your mouth. Your words came out muffled so their meaning wasn’t so threatening as you anticipated.

Gerard snickered and popped the toothbrush out your mouth.“Don’t talk with your mouth full, doll. You sound stupid.” You spit out the toothpaste and looked up at Gerard and lazily spat the rest of it out at him. Some foamy toothpaste landed on his cheek and his humorous gaze grew cold fast. “I said…stop staring, you weirdo,” you repeated with a clear and aggravated tone. You found contentment in his sneered face. You were finally getting to him. Gerard was losing patience with you. He brought his thumb to his cheek and smeared away your spit with a low stream of curses towards you. You can hear his agitation with a not-so-discrete huff through his nose. “Y’think after all that banging my brother would’ve fucked some manners into you.”

“Yea you’d think so, huh?” You hummed nonchalantly. “Too bad he didn’t.” Still looking down, rummaging through your makeup bag you didn’t feel Gerald sneak up behind you. He ran his fingers through the back of your hair and yanked it, bringing your chin up. You hissed at the pain and squirmed in his hold; squeezing your eyes shut. You grabbed behind you, holding his fist that held your hair, trying to peel him off but it was no use; his grasp was too strong. “It is too bad. Guess I have the be the one to do it,” he seethed close, feeling his hot breathe hit your ear. “Hey,” he slapped you quick across the face, “look at me.” You fluttered your eyes open to meet his hard gaze. “Imma have fun with you and you’re not gonna tell poor Mikey, okay?” You nodded your head but he slapped you again, “I wanna hear you say it.”

“I won’t tell, I won’t!” you whimpered feeling hot tears drip down. He brought his other hand down to lift your nightgown, palming your cunt over your soaked panties; he can feel you pulsing. He scornfully laughed, “you like this, don’t you?” you blushed at the embarrassment and nodded slowly. He brought his lips to yours, sloppily kissing you. Gerard pushed your panties to the side. He rubbed soft circles over your throbbing clit. He groaned at the feeling of you. You didn’t know how much he’s been wanting this. How jealous he was watching Mikey show you off. hearing you two fuck through the thin walls of the house knowing Mikey couldn’t satisfy you nearly as much as him. Now, you’re under his control, beneath his touch aching for more. The mere sight of you like this made his cock excruciatingly hard.

Gerard yanked you around with fingers still locked in your hair. “Get on your knees,” he demanded. You sunk to your knees and pulled his pajama bottoms down. His rock hard cock sprung out with a bright red tip, twitching for your touch. “Open that lil mouth of yours.” You lazily gaped your mouth open but it wasn’t enough. Gerard had no time to waste. “Open that fucking mouth!” Gerard slapped your cheek again. You winced, your face falling to the side from the smack with a quick squeal from the pain. He took the opportunity to push his thumb through to pry your mouth wide open. Gerard forced his cock into your mouth. You gagged around him but he didn’t care. He brought his other hand into your hair and pushed your head, using your mouth as he pleased. You held his thighs to keep some balance while he ruthlessly fucked your mouth. “Thhaatts a good girl,” he praised with his eyes squinting shut, rolling his head back in bliss. You kept bobbing your head and you swirled your tongue around his aching tip. You loved every second of it — it made you wet.

Gerard’s hips began to shudder while his cock abused the back of your throat. “God you’re pretty like this,” he moaned looking down at you helpless with your mouth full of him. Your already smudged mascara from the day was now running down your face meeting the drool that dripped down your chin. Gerard shoved your face as close as he could into his crotch. Your nose was buried deep into his pubes, you were intoxicated by his taste and smell. His moans were pathetically loud — he was close. Both hands were pushing you down as he thrusted himself a few more times before letting out a nasty groan, “fuucckk, just like that.” Gerard quivered in place while his cum filled in your mouth. it was warm and thick, bitter but tasteful to you. He pulled out releasing a small pop from your mouth. Before you had the chance, Gerard covered your mouth, “now swallow it. C’mon, swallow it like a good girl.” You did as you were told letting his hot seed go down your throat with ease. Gerard wiped the nut off your lips with a snicker, “see how good you behaved? Now why can’t you be like that everyday?“

Gerard stood you up and hoisted you on the counter. He wasted no time in ripping your panties off. You pulled him into a kiss; your kisses were messy and all over the place bringing your lips to his chin and neck. You needed more. You wrapped your arms around his neck to hold him close to you. As you went wild, he guided himself in you causing you to release from the kiss with a gasp of surprise. You locked your legs around him as he pushed his cock slowly into you. Gerard held your jaw and kissed your cheek. He nuzzled himself close to you. He groaned into you when he pulled out just to slam himself all the way in. You let out a whine at the overwhelming feeling; he was big — stretching you out more than what you were use to (his brother). His thrusts were cruel, not giving you time to adjust to his size. You sobbed at the intense pleasure and pain. Clawing Gerard’s back while you held him close to find comfort. “Just like that! Don’t stop,” was all you could cry.

“No one could make you feel this good huh, doll?” He whispered as he continued slamming himself into you with no remorse. You shook your head so loopy from his cock, “only you.” You were stroking his ego, he couldn’t get enough.

Gerard was fucking you like he hated you. He brought his thumb over your lip — you took it in your mouth to suck it. “Fuck yes! y’fucking whore. Letting me use you like this.” He groaned as he pounded mercilessly into you. You were losing composure, letting your moans grow louder but Gerard didn’t like this. He tore his thumb away from your lips and wrapped his hand around your throat. you let out a hiss from the grip. Gerard with gritted teeth threatened, “Shut the fuck up. Wanna wake up your lil boyfriend?”

You shook your head with glossy eyes. You had almost forgot about Mikey down the hall sound asleep. He let out a chuckle when he saw your face of remembrance. “Yea, what would he think if he saw his you like this, hm? Dirty girl.”

You should stop and beg for forgiveness now, but it’s too late now and you don’t even feel sorry. The way Gerard was deep in your guts rearranging them made you lose all sense of reasoning. Your stomach was in knots. You didn’t know your body could feel this good. “Fuucckk! This pussy is all mine,” he groaned as he snapped his hips against yours. Your pussy was clenching around him and it made Gerard weak.

You were far gone with your heads in the clouds. Babbling nonsense and moans. His hair falling in front of his face while his mouth slacks open, letting out quiet groans. He looked beautiful like this, it made your heart swell. His thrusts were getting sloppy as you pulsed around his cock. You wrapped your hands on Gerard’s wrist that gripped your throat. You breathlessly begged, “Make me yours. Cum in me, please, please.”

Your needy please sent Gerard over the edge. “Ah—fuuckk,” he pathetically moaned as he came inside you. Your legs shook around him as the build up need to release became unbearable. You shuddered coming after him, hugging him close after his hands fell from your throat. The two of you melted in the euphoric high. He pulled out slowly to watch all the cum leak out of you. His hot seed pooled between your thighs but you didn’t care.

Gerard breathlessly kissed you one last time. His cheeks were bright red and his forehead glossy with sweat yet he still looked so gorgeous. He held your cheek and let his thumbs caress your skin. You nuzzled into his touch with a tired smile. Gerard chuckled, “think y’can sleepover next weekend?“