Oh, girl, You're wasting my time

Just leave and set me free

[stargazin-on-mars]

Get lost, goodbye

Hi my names Em/Calcium/Calcite!* I am a minor so please don’t send donation asks! Last update: 8/7/26 9:25pm

I am bisexual and as for my gender… uhm well… uh…. IM A FUCKING CHAIR AT THIS POINT*

nicknames = my undying love (plz use nicknames ahhh)

nicknames: Elmers, Emmer, Em (technically a nickname lol), Ems, Calcium, Cal, Calcite, Emmy/Emmie(GIVE MORE PLEASE)

current pronouns: fuck it idc anything and everything

Birthday: October 19th

Age: 14

follower count: 393

relationship status: SINGLE

I have…. ADHD, Anxiety, and Depression all diagnosed but I’m pretty sure I have dyslexia to

MBTI: ENFP-T

currently reading: nothing

currently watching: nothing (if you got rec lmk!)

Currently hyper fixated on… K-pop, and SDV fandoms:

PJO, HOO, TOA, MCGA, TOH, TADC, Heartstopper, Epic the musical , Bluey, MLB, Hades (the game), ACNH, SDV, Murderbot, KPDH, STAY, MONSTIEZ, PawmPawm, Locket, CHACHA, Nswer

I’m learning: German, Japanese, Korean, Spanish

current focus: Korean (if you want a study buddy dm me!)

Owner of:

@wolfchanandpuppymontop - mostly K-pop posts some other things like fics

@whotoldmetolearnsomanylanguages Langblr blog

my pintrest

my AO3

my yt

fun facts:

I’m currently in 63 different communities on here

ive been to over 10 countries

I made this blog February 6th 2025 but my first acc was something like mid-march 2024 or something idk but I didn’t use Tumblr much until mid-July 2024 so that’s when I say I made my acc

my biggest dream is to go to Korea and preform in either K-pop or acting at JYP, YG, or HIGH UP although I also like the global opportunities

K-pop Bias’ and Bias wreckers:

Stray kids:

Ult: Bangchan

bias: Han

wreaker: everyone else

BABYMON:

OT7 (please recover Rami)

ILLIT:

OT5

Le Sserafim:

Bias: Yunjin

wreaker: Sakura & Eunchae

CORTIS:

Bias: JUHOON

bias wrecker: everyone else

ENHYPEN

bias: Ni-Ki (formerly Heeseung…)

bias wreaker: Jungwon

UNCHILD

Bias: Yeeun, Heekie, and Ako

wreaker: Evon, Tina, Haeun #:

#screaming into the void - Vent tag

#Em’s diary - diary posts that maybe one day will mean something

#Ems telling stories again - vents but as stories

#Em is crashing out - crash outs/ADHDing too much

#Em has screen time - I’m of screen time so I had to get off

#Ems writing - do I need to explain?

#Ems crying - me crashing out over school specifically

#Ems music - snippets of original music I’m writing

#cover me now - song cover (SKZ ref)

#Ems learning something - me learning whatever I’m fixated on at the time (currently Korean) this tag is here for other people learning to come see if I post notes or anything like that!

#Ems K-pop rants - do I need to explain?

Friendos!!!!:

irls:

@macawthestarwing MAAAAAAACCCCCC MY WIIIIIIIIFFFFFEEEEEE

@poyoyaki SIGMA

@beniverthestar MEIN VATER (I have no clue why you weren’t here before)

online peoples:

@demigod-jack-hearth MAMA OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH

@chaos-cupid MY LITTLE BROTHER and the reason I’m called calcite (hurt him and I kill you 😁😁😁😁)

@ruler-of-nothing-important BIG BROTHER and the reason my name is calcium

@what-is-going-on-im-confused BENNY BOI

@blacklicoriceisgood LIAR- I- I- mean Noah (lair cause the username)

@potted-plant-official weed addict PLANT

@stayalittlelonger143 the old one who I call child for some reason despite our MASSIVE age difference

fic list what I call my close moots what I call my IRLs IMPORTANT

*i do not care what you call me

[stargazin-on-mars]

fucking kill me

[stargazin-on-mars]

why cant i be fucking helpful for once

[stargazin-on-mars]

not allowed to cry

[stargazin-on-mars]

who thought him yelling one time would be such a massive trigger ha-

[stargazin-on-mars]

sigh its whatever honestly

[stargazin-on-mars]

and they wonder why im gonna move across the contry for college

[stargazin-on-mars]

time to lock myself in my room for the rest of the night cause I dont need to give more reasons for my father to yell at me so ill stay out of his way

[stargazin-on-mars]

Is it wrong I feel better when my dad not home?

yes

do I care?

no

[stargazin-on-mars]

so I looked up what my favorite color says about me

I think its very nice

this is from the better help website btw

[stargazin-on-mars]

Can’t a girl plan out her college applications after her first week of high school?

if no: then i literally do not care ima do it anyways

[what-is-going-on-im-confused]

cant a boy not even start thinking about college until sophomore year?

if no: well too late

[stargazin-on-mars]

*makes you think about college*

[what-is-going-on-im-confused]

bro im not even thinking about next semester yet lets not

[stargazin-on-mars]

Sigh

we’re gonna be writing our apps at the same time

my junior year starting after APs into summer

[ravenswritingdesk231]

myspace

so I heard about MySpace coming back and decided to make an account because I’ve heard all the hype from people alive in the 2000s, and in that process I had to fill out my zip code. Did I find like a fake website or what?

I didn’t I put my zip code or make an account bc I did have internet safety as a kid

[stargazin-on-mars]

ZIP CODE?!?!!

YO WHY THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT THEY TRYNA MAIL YOU SHIT?!?!

[ravenswritingdesk231]

idk, that’s why I didn’t make an account

[stargazin-on-mars]

😭😭😭 yo

sometimes we ask for zip code for Girl Scout things but that’s to verify your credit card (I think it’s sum like that)

[ravenswritingdesk231]

oh I used to be a Girl Scout! I quit bc my troop did nothing

[stargazin-on-mars]

My troop carries our SU lol

[ravenswritingdesk231]

what’s an su?

[stargazin-on-mars]

Service unit lol

[ravenswritingdesk231]

myspace

so I heard about MySpace coming back and decided to make an account because I’ve heard all the hype from people alive in the 2000s, and in that process I had to fill out my zip code. Did I find like a fake website or what?

I didn’t I put my zip code or make an account bc I did have internet safety as a kid

[stargazin-on-mars]

ZIP CODE?!?!!

YO WHY THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT THEY TRYNA MAIL YOU SHIT?!?!

[ravenswritingdesk231]

idk, that’s why I didn’t make an account

[stargazin-on-mars]

😭😭😭 yo

sometimes we ask for zip code for Girl Scout things but that’s to verify your credit card (I think it’s sum like that)

[ravenswritingdesk231]

oh I used to be a Girl Scout! I quit bc my troop did nothing

[stargazin-on-mars]

My troop carries our SU lol

[ravenswritingdesk231]

myspace

so I heard about MySpace coming back and decided to make an account because I’ve heard all the hype from people alive in the 2000s, and in that process I had to fill out my zip code. Did I find like a fake website or what?

I didn’t I put my zip code or make an account bc I did have internet safety as a kid

[stargazin-on-mars]

ZIP CODE?!?!!

YO WHY THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT THEY TRYNA MAIL YOU SHIT?!?!

[ravenswritingdesk231]

idk, that’s why I didn’t make an account

[stargazin-on-mars]

😭😭😭 yo

sometimes we ask for zip code for Girl Scout things but that’s to verify your credit card (I think it’s sum like that)

[stargazin-on-mars]

Can’t a girl plan out her college applications after her first week of high school?

if no: then i literally do not care ima do it anyways

[what-is-going-on-im-confused]

cant a boy not even start thinking about college until sophomore year?

if no: well too late

[stargazin-on-mars]

*makes you think about college*

[spikybee]

I wish multigender identities were talked about more :<

[ravenswritingdesk231]

myspace

so I heard about MySpace coming back and decided to make an account because I’ve heard all the hype from people alive in the 2000s, and in that process I had to fill out my zip code. Did I find like a fake website or what?

I didn’t I put my zip code or make an account bc I did have internet safety as a kid

[stargazin-on-mars]

ZIP CODE?!?!!

YO WHY THEY NEED TO KNOW THAT THEY TRYNA MAIL YOU SHIT?!?!