This was my second movie I really remember. I remember I was 5 or 6. It was my second favorite movie that I would get lost in.Ā I felt like I was as lost as Mary. I still do.Ā Why was I so drawn to sad movies as a very young child?
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This was my second movie I really remember. I remember I was 5 or 6. It was my second favorite movie that I would get lost in.Ā I felt like I was as lost as Mary. I still do.Ā Why was I so drawn to sad movies as a very young child?
āIām on my side and thatās enough.ā
ā Faith, BtVS
Years later, Iām not exactly alone but....this is still legit.
People arenāt gonna always be there, so you gotta be there for you.
As we pulled off to go our separate paths
And I saw your headlights as I looked back and
Iām mad I didnāt get the chance to thank you for being my mom and my dad
This quote gif best sums up my relationship with both my parents. I have so much guilt over it and blame myself, but thatās what I did my whole childhood: blamed myself for your absent presence and only worrying about yourselves.
Itās interesting to see your reactions to my new boundaries: one of you is barely talking to me (while Iāve done/said nothing to cause it), while the other is casually saying āI love you and I donāt want you to think Iāve abandoned you!ā.
Hereās a tip: stop push-pulling me and manipulating me into feeling guilty (the same exact ways, including abandonment) like you did when I was a 7-18yrs old. And if The word āabandonmentā randomly pops into your vocabulary as a vague way to announce that you careā¦maybe you should think more about what you did/didnāt do and stop taking credit for your āmy daughterā that you never raised.
Please work on your own life and let me work on mine: you will always be ALL about your āperfect familyā and I am accepting that you will never change. Stop joking about how a 5minute (unannounced, over when you want it to be), visit is what fixes my abandonment issues that you bring up and joke about.
Unless you REALLY want to talk about what went wrong or offer an apology/etc: please stop shoving it in my face.
Iām trying to do me and I canāt keep having you bait me into hoping it might go differently each time I see you. I am not your therapist, marriage counselor, or your BFF. I am just a kid your related to.
Give.me.space. I refuse to drown any longer in your crazy way of thinking about the world.
But IāM the bad guyā¦
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I noticed there isnāt one here for Ireland, so
Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123
last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:
so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.
keep yourselves safe!
i sware these only show up when im considering..
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Iām learning this more and more: I will not get anywhere WITHOUT accepting myself and everything I ādonāt likeā about myself.
āNot all toxic people are cruel and uncaring. Some of them love us dearly. Many of them have good intentions. Most are simply toxic to our being simply because their needs and way of existing force us to compromise ourselves and our happiness. They arenāt inherently bad people, but they arenāt the right people for usā
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A gentle reminder to prioritize yourself today. Yes, you are allowed to put yourself first. Yes, you are allowed to nurture yourself. Yes, you are allowed to set firm, healthy boundaries. Yes, you are allowed to speak your truth. Yes, you are allowed to reach out for support.
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