I can't say I'm proud of the woman I've become,
If you could even call me a woman at all,
I'm loud and people tend to think that I'm dumb,
And I'm just a couple inches too tall,
I can't say I'm proud of the things that I've done,
If I've even done anything at all,
There was never a moment when my life had begun,
It's just been one continuous fall,
But you, you, are pure and full of hope,
Like a star, like a bird, like I was,
So promise me now that wherever you go,
You'll carry me with you because,
I am Sarah always, and Sarah I will be,
There's no hope for me, no hope for me,
Not a change, not a crack, not the tiniest spark,
Is lying out here in the dark, oh,
I am Sarah always, and Sarah I will stay,
Until my final day, my final day,
I will rise like the sun to the heavens of blue,
And then I'll be starting anew
But when I am reborn, I'm afraid I'll begin,
A life as just Sarah once again
So here's to all the girls out there, who are like me,
Who don't really do anything wrong,
Not because we're scared of parents or police,
But because we're online all day long,
So here's to all the losers, the angry, the weak,
Who seem to do everything wrong,
I'm sorry that I'm tired and I don't like to clean,
But damn it, I can write a song
But you, you, don't really see me that way,
I'm an angel, a perfect true love,
So promise me now that with every day,
You'll carry me with you because,
I am Sarah always, and Sarah I will be,
There's no hope for me, no hope for me,
Not a change, not a crack, not the tiniest spark,
Is lying out here in the dark, oh,
I am Sarah always, and Sarah I will stay,
Until my final day, my final day,
I will rise like the sun to the heavens of blue,
And then I'll be starting anew
But when I become the dust from which I came,
I fear I'll end up staying the same
I had a dream once, a dream about us,
And it made me feel much less alone,
We were sitting by the lake, by the waters, because,
We had nowhere else we needed to go
And you said, "what do you think about us?"
And I told you, "I don't really know,"
Then I jumped in the water, to forget who I was,
But you were already waiting down below,
I am Sarah always, and Sarah I will be,
There's no hope for me, no hope for me,
Not a change, not a crack, not the tiniest spark,
Is lying out here in the dark, oh,
I am Sarah always, and Sarah I will stay,
Until my final day, my final day,
I will rise like the sun to the heavens of blue,
And then I'll be starting anew
I am Sarah always, and I hope that's alright,
Since you're by my side, you're by my side,
When the moon lights my heart with a soft and white glow,
I'll know that it's time to go home,
And when I'm reborn, and my next life begins,
I hope that I'll meet you again