★━ 𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍
# 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍 - independent, low-activity, extremely headcanon based and likely canon divergent portrayal of 𝐻𝑂𝑇𝐴𝑅𝑈 𝑇𝑂𝑀𝑂𝐸 / 𝑆𝐴𝐼𝐿𝑂𝑅 𝑆𝐴𝑇𝑈𝑅𝑁, the guardian of ruin and rebirth, from sailor moon. dearly cherished by ailli ( she / her / 25+ / pst ). heavy focus on concepts like : death, the after-life, depression, and surviving ruin. strong preference re : 90's anime portrayal of the death buster arc.
note : hotaru, the vessel, is composed of three conflicting personalities. her original self : fragile, anxious, insecure, but extremely warm and gentle. saturn who is colder, methodical, and unforgiving is her soldier ego. mistress 9, the invader and foreign entity, is the one responsible for her blackouts and extremely violent outburst. this blog will likely follow the assimilated personality of both saturn and hotaru.
𝑆𝐼𝐿𝐸𝑁𝐶𝐸....
( 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦. 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘸𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘴, 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘺, 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 ; 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘥𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩. )
truth be told, despite consuming crystal and watching some 90's here and there, i genuinely have no idea what i am doing. so frankly, i am just here to vibe and be chill, and maybe write lmao.
her relationship with her father in the anime, i felt was very complicated given his affiliation with the death buster. however, unlike the crystal version, his decision, regardless how questionable, was made by the sincere unconditional love he had for his daughter. he wanted her to live, he wanted to relieve her of her pain and suffering, and frankly i felt like hotaru and her dad should be given a second chance as originally portrayed in the anime. she resurfaced not just because of chibiusa who is a dear friend, but because she heard her father's voice and that honestly gave me a lasting impression on how they both cared for each other . also her dad is literally a girl-dad dork who would have spoiled and doted on her once he is better again lmao.
IMPORTANT INFO : due to her age acceleration, by the time the series ends : hotaru is 3 years younger than usagi, which will make her 19 years of age.i am open to role player younger hotaru, but by default her age is 19+.
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