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ahaha ive been working out and eating really well and i dont eat more than like 1500-2000 calories a day and i STILL FUCKING GAINED WEIGHT ✨✨ time to starve myself ig lol

v proud of myself im eating fruit and drinking a liter of water instead of cereal at 3am!!

I LOST WEIGHT I FUCKING LOST WEIGHT i was expecting to gain a few pounds bc i ate a lot over my bday weekend but i lost 3 fucking pounds!!! fuck yes!!!

in college im gonna just. not eat as much. im gonna try and mostly eat super high protein/high fiber foods and work out as much as possible. im gonna have a mini fridge in my room with monsters and fruits n such and i’ll get those little baby snacks but i will not get fat

i turn 18 tomorrow and im the same weight ive been since i was 16 and i have less friends and im just as depressed. fucking loser behavior. im getting a gym membership cause now i dont have to deal with my mom coming and signing paperwork

gonna cut out all red meat and stop eating fast food bc it literally makes me wanna kms

i remember literally telling people that i hadn’t eaten in 3 days and them just kinda laughing because if i really had an eating disorder i wouldnt be fucking fat i fucking hate bitches

ive literally been maintaining for 2 fucking years i haven’t dropped below 150 or gone above 175 for more than a week in 2 fucking years oh my god.

once i lose 30 pounds im gonna get a tattoo

once im 18 i wont have to take work breaks anymore so i wont feel like i have to eat lunch so im just gonna start only having those little yogurt drinks in the morning and 0 cal monsters only and then eating something when i get off and not eating after that i eat like shit. and getting food every lunch break is so much money i could be saving.

i was kinda starting to feel better abt myself but now its summer for real and school starts in a month and i am remembering how much i fucking hate my body </3 i need to lose 10 pounds bare fucking minimum but i have such a hard time dropping below 160. im gonna get a gym membership or something idk but i will not fucking gain weight when school starts im gonna ride my bike to class and shit

feel like actual death on wheels from consuming a lot of dairy and nic so im gonna take a laxative to just get it over with

yuuuuuuurrr im workin out again today

i was super stressed bc yesterday was super high cal but turns out i broke my plateau!!! super happy abt that. and i worked out yesterday so that was good

i am starting t soon so. hopefully i will lose weight bc higher metabolism and it will be easier to gain muscle

lol ahhaaha so like. my bf is 6’0 and. ~13 pounds heavier than me. and constantly talks abt how fat and out of shape he is. even tho he literally fucking isnt!!! he’s literally a fucking normal weight and has a lot of muscle mass. and it makes me feel like shit cause if he’s fat and 6’0 and i weigh barely less and am 5’5 what the fuck does that make me. fucking hell. i hate it

a friend of mine and i r like. the only two mfs i know who have full blown eating disorders and. we’re hs seniors and have been sick since freshman year. it’s exhausting

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