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working on this rancher ellie series like crazy. but just became Overwhelmed with the urge to turn my focus over to a long fic thatās been on my mind recently. Help Me.
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growing pains was written so well!! u truly captured teenage adolesence SO WELL. it made me both so sad and happy T^T
HAHAHA thank you >O< right its such a specific feeling, time, phase... i luv that inner turmoil and giddiness and confusion
growing pains is a work of ART. i cant even think of the words to describe all the things i wanna say about this fic feoojiiwjowieofnbou
I LOVE YOU! thank you so much, it genuinely makes my heart flutter when people feel this feeling cuz of what i wrote... like. eeeeek!
Your growing pains fic was so good. One of my favorites
THANK YOU!! šŗšŗš³ļøāšš i love u >O<
Hiiiii
hi :)
Idk if youāve watched arcane butā¦if you haveā¦what do you think of season 2 so farā¦and if you havenātā¦WTF ARE YOU DOING GOOO WATCH IT RAHH š
ive never seen arcane... and dont intend to. forgive me
Omg I LOVE her fics. The Marley and me fic was so damn cute ughhh
right! made my heart feel like it was getting tickled by a feather
Whatās ur fav Ellie fic?
favorite ellie ficcccccc...
im picky! its part of the reason i started writing for her myself because sometimes i have an itch that cant be scratched...
my fav of all time is probably invisible string theory by @ total-dxmure. so good. i devoured this, ached for more, and then began to learn to cope with having to wait </3
yeah, like, i actually want to write full big-ass pieces but iām also such a perfectionist that i start comparing myself w everything i do ātil it burns me out. i know an author who writes 16k+ constantly and itās soooon good because sheās writes it detailed, REALISTIC, but also human-like ig
just imagining the amount of details i need to add to my fic already gives me migraines. - šŖµ
dontttt compare urself. im kind of talking out of my ass because i do it too honestly but...... new years resolution?? we making a pact??? anyway 16k+ is crazy im actually jealous šš hi. im jealous
praying for u bae! šŖµšŗ
Sigma!
ok Ligma likeeeeeeee
as iām currently writing something, 1k IS a lot. like, it took me some time to write what i have already, i donāt know if i have the strength to keep going BUTT, i already made the aesthetic part so itās settled
i just try not to let myself (TW HOT TAKE) get used to writing very short, low hanging fruit types of stuff. frequently, at least. like its an easy thing to slip into (at least for me. im a lazy gal.) so i try to encourage and push myself to keep my works somewhat, even a little bit, more detailed and lengthy. But also appropriately and not just word vomit nothingburger too. u get me
KEEP GOING. anon we're locking in right now. i have my doc open to write. lets go. keep pushing!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIIIEE same anon here who said i love the way u write ellie n her persona,, iām gonna leave a tag so you know
āi cling to aus cuz i neeeed to see and write her as a girl just navigating life/crushes/young adulthood being a total dweeb and soooo unbelievably easy to talk to. like. she, in my eyes, is the definition of friend crush turned into crush crush!!!ā i couldnāt agree more like (yap sesh my bad) ellie is genuinely so complex and we can see the way the energy inside her nearly withers throughout the game. like yes , as she grows from a teenager into an adult she will change and she will have hardened more, grown out of that āchildlike wonderā or the same excitement one would have in their adolescence but that, alone, isnāt the primary factor contributing to why she changed and how much so. it was everything sheād been through, that trauma and all the loss sheās suffered has ādrainedā or āworn outā the life out of her. tlou2 is a journey through grief, we never get to see ellie live life as an adult without it, all we have of her authenticity or her most natural, undisturbed element, is when she was 14-17.
grief and revenge completely alter someoneās brain and persona, theyāll mechanise differently. ellie is still herself, but because of the emotional hits she took, a part of her died and remained dead throughout the game, so we canāt see HER, we just see her process of grief. she went on a spree and we can see she wasnāt herself due to her impulsivity, lack of feeling of control, depression, etcetera.
people regain themselves through recovery and we don't see ellie recover, the game ended at her acceptance
so, that being said, i do feel like because trauma and grief overshadowed ellie's personality through adulthood. people took her struggling character and assigned it to her core as her being ādominant, cold, authoritativeā, because she acts in a kindred way during her journey of revenge, and we donāt see much of the āold ellieā shine through. grief and anger eliminated her softer aspects, and therefore when sheās written in fics and all, they mischaracterise her :((((. but grief is a process !!! a process that ends , and it will inevitably change someone , but sheās still herself at the end of the day !!!!
ellie is still very much so that soft, sweet, sassy, funny, sarcastic, stubborn, dorky and goofy girl we all know n love!!!! just very wounded so we donāt see it as much !!!
so in AUs where joel is alive and ellie isnāt living that same, horrible, post-apocalyptic life, i realllyyyyy wanna see her being HERSELFFFF,,, not all rough and hard and daddy dom etc stawwwwp shes so sweeeeet⦠i neeeed to see her happy and dorky and i neeeed to see her living a normal life and get that fluff and stuff like she is SSSOOO classroom crush . she is ssooo āthat pretty girl that sits across from youā !! shes so friend crush, best friend, etc,,,, like Yes sheās gonna be more mature, reclusive, seductive even, dom whatever, cuz sheās grown, but people take that and run too far with it sometimes @_@ i just wanna see my girl happy and living how she would without all the stress and pain. shes strong and tough but also a little nerd
thats why i LOOOVEOEO your fic so much cuz we can still see her personality morphing as she grows, but she still has that essence that is just sssoo āherā
my thoughts were soo disorganised writing tjis but YOU GET WHAT I MEEEAAANNNNN (i hope)
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hi! hi! hi! itās šŖµ anon!
how have you been? missed you actually. i read your phone brokeāwhat happened?? are you all good? and iām sure the fic gonna be yum-yum
HI! āļø
im okay. kind of all over the place ;P i just dropped it a bunch of times at work and finally the display went out and it's like, fully functional, but the screen itself is all blacked out and there's a bunch of lines everywhere... it's quite hilarious honestly
im SO excited for the fic i added another 1k last night... i know thats not really a lot but. so happy. its going, we're slow burning the best we can, i need cowgirl ellie in my life! im trying very hard to pace myself that way i dont burn out but... hope yall like it when im done :3
PLSS yes it was a joke sighā¦š
im so sorry you just cant be too sure on tumblr
Ermā¦do youā¦maybe kindaā¦wants ta be my frien? š„ŗ
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