How can something feel so right and true when it all just lies?
How can a man of your dreams become a joke in one message
How can I not be aware that he has already someone?
How I didn’t feel that I’m number two?
How can someone feel so real,
How can someone look so authentic,
How can someone make you feel you’re special,
How can someone willing to ask your parents for approval,
How can someone fool me like this?
Left me like I was nothing to him.
Why does it feel like I still wanted to hear his voice despite all the lies?
Why do I want to still hear from him knowing we don’t even start something yet,
How can you fool me like this?
How can I be so good to you and you calmly fool me with all your words?
How did I come to the point that I wanted you to be the father of my children?
How did I come to the point where I already pictured our future together?
How can I hurt someone just for you without knowing it?
How can my heart fall for you that easily?
And you know what’s more painful?
You just left me without any word,
You left me without any sorry,
You left me with a love I thought was real.
You left me a memory of you that was so innocent and pure
You left me here, deeply scarred.
Can somebody tell me how,
Can somebody tell me what to do?
I don’t know where this will take me.