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Effortless

How can something be so effortlessly loving?

Same Wavelength, same thoughts running.

A simple smile, with a simple eye contact everything feel so calming and loving. All I know now is I’m in a better place,

I am in my safe space, every time I see you my love, Cris

I always thank the Lord for creating you, for taking care of you until our world cross.

Ito pala yung pakiramdam na alam mong itinadhana na, kahit sa unang hininga mo pa lang.

There’s more challneges to come, but as long as we have God, it will work out. If He will allow.

Amen.

I love you.

#mylovecris mylove

Fake Love

How can something feel so right and true when it all just lies?

How can a man of your dreams become a joke in one message

How can I not be aware that he has already someone?

How I didn’t feel that I’m number two?

How can someone feel so real,

How can someone look so authentic,

How can someone make you feel you’re special,

How can someone willing to ask your parents for approval,

How can someone fool me like this?

Left me like I was nothing to him.

Why does it feel like I still wanted to hear his voice despite all the lies?

Why do I want to still hear from him knowing we don’t even start something yet,

How can you fool me like this?

How can I be so good to you and you calmly fool me with all your words?

How did I come to the point that I wanted you to be the father of my children?

How did I come to the point where I already pictured our future together?

How can I hurt someone just for you without knowing it?

How can my heart fall for you that easily?

How can I move on, how?

And you know what’s more painful?

You just left me without any word,

You left me without any sorry,

You left me with a love I thought was real.

You left me a memory of you that was so innocent and pure

You left me here, deeply scarred.

Can somebody tell me how,

Can somebody tell me what to do?

I don’t know where this will take me.

#fakelove #foolishlove

IKINUBLI SA SARILI

Sa bawat pagpindot ko ng letra sa aking telepono

Ay siya ring diin at kirot na naramdaman nung mga oras na yun ng aking puso.

Na mas pinili na lamang ika'y pakawalan

kaysa makulong sa katulad kong di ka pa kayang ipaglaban.

Kahit na alam kong maaring sa susunod hindi ka na talaga para sa akin,

Dahil naroon ka na at iba na ang pinipintig ng damdamin.

UMURONG NA DILA

Sa utak ko'y klaro pa,

Mga sinambit mong wag mag alala,

Sa mga bagay na tapos na.

Kaya sabi mo tayo na't magsaya.

Nais ibalik tamis ng ngiti

Mula sa tila di maipinta mong labi.

Ngunit di alam ang sasabihin,

Sapagkat ayaw na kitang paasahin.

Di na nais pang ika'y guluhin

. Dahil alam kong ako'y mawawala rin.

Kaya't iiyak ko man,

Nanaisin na lamang itahan.

Alam kong pagmamahal mo'y kayang ilaan,

Ngunit di ko alam kung kaya kong tumbasan.

Kaya't piniling pakawalan,

Ang sana'y ating pagmamahalan.

Nung nakita kong tumagis ka pa lang,

Napagdesisyunan ko lalong hanggang dito na lang.

Pinili kong sa ngayo'y ika'y saktan,

Upang di na ko umurong baka ika'y akin pang hagkan.

Ako sana'y patawarin,

Sa desisyon kong ika'y lisanin.

Nais ka sanang pagbigyan,

Kaso ang oras ay mali di tuloy mailaan.

Rapunzel

Our hearts are near,

But my heart is in fear.

Fear of having you,

Despite of the distance of me and you.

Im afraid of falling inlove with someone like you.

Someone that is a miles away from me.

I hope you'll understand my decision,

For still not entrusting myself because of my confusion.

Your sweet voice on the phone

Makes my voice shiver

Because of the butterflies that are roaming in my stomach

I can't deny that I fell in love with someone I can't have now.

Im still sorry because of rejection you,

Its not because I dont like you,

But its because I cant catch you.

I cant accept the fact that I am here and you are there.

You are in a place that was really far in where I am now.

My heart is in hope that we'll meet soon,

And by that time I hope that Im ready.

Im ready to face what i really feel for you.

If this is love or just an infatuation .

#poem

SHADOWS

No one know who she really was.

No one knows what she was keeping inside her.

No on knows the beast inside her.

No one really knows about her.

Her shadows that keep her silent.

Her experiences in life makes her the girl she was now.

But the real question is,

Does the world really knows who she is?

#theeverbikayutiful

COMPLAIN, COMPLETE, COMPLIMENT

Complain, the action we usually do’

On everything we don’t want to do.

We used to complain

Like a pilot in a broken airplane.

Complete, at the end of the day

We still do what we complain,

To complete, not as a plain

But do it because of the complain.

Complain,complete and afterwards

a compliment will appear.

Unexpected things will happen

Then sooner your heart will widen.

#theeverbikayutiful

How Can I Find True LOVE When I am Just Sleeping?

Waiting for real love

by just sleeping

Is not a funny thing.

How can someone love me

If I used to just lay here?

Here on my royal bed,

In this haunted castle.

To my prince charming

Im sorry for I am just waiting,

while you want to find me,

Here I am can’t do nothing.

#theeverbikayutiful

Don’t hate someone just because she did something good.

THE DAY AFTER THE REST

I used to live on Earth

Evrything was an art.

Until the most awaited day has come.

Now, It’s my hump.

A paradise that cannot be seen on Earth

Things are perfect here how angels are

as white as the sun shines.

The I heard a familiar voice

The same voice when I need

answers in my old home.

It was Him, and Im in His kingdom.

He bended and embraced me.

Now I can truly feel Him.

HE was near and smiled at me saying,

“ Well done my good and faithful servant.”

#theeverbikayutiful

A Poem for my Mom

To my mom that is white as snow,

That her eyes look like the stars that glow,

Heer long hair that perfectly flows,

Listen to me, here it goes.

Do not cry a bucket of tears,

Because you are always here,

In our heart that beats only

for the moment you’ll come back.

How I wished that an airplane

will land literally in front of our house

And that will bring you out.

Oh! Come on airplane, please appear!

I don’t missed you,

Even a little.

There was no big deal.

But I always die just because

I want you here at my side.

Oh Fate! may your perfect time will come

And when that day will come,

Will I make her proud?

Now I know how much thankful that you’re my mother.

#theeverbikayutiful

A Letter For Someone

Dear Someone,

How are you these past few days? I hope you’re doing good. I just want to tell you about what had happened to us before. I just want you to know about what I really feel about what you’ve done to me. I am really hurt and disappointed of what you did. I am so depressed and even drown myself into sadness that makes me feel that no one will trust or even care to me because of what wrong and false things that you’ve said to our friends about me. I hope you still remember the only friend you have in your dark times. All I want now is for you to admit what you did and say sorry personally. You don’t need to post sweet messages on facebook. Be mature enough to know that you’re beautiful, you don’t need to be insecure. Don’t worry I still love you and I will always be your Ate. God bless!

Love, Ate Eya

#theeverbikayutiful

Skinny-boned Here It Flies

Children love me as what I am,

As how they love a mango topped icy graham.

I am made in different shade,

They made me as unique as they can.

How lovely I am when I am on the blue sky

Covered with cottony cumulus white clouds.

children wished they could be me,

But they don’t know how it feels to be like me.

I am left in a dark place with other creepy toys.

But I know this is my role,

To be a toy,

To make them enjoy.

anyway, It never ends here.

One day, they shared me with a peer.

So the peer let me fly in the sky.

So now I started again.

But it all ends up in one reasoning,

How I let myself from flowing,

Letting myself soar how the birds fly,

Then let them see how beautiful I am in the sky.

Now I realize how my purpose will be,

without someone who will control me.

I am just a kite who can only fly

With someone who will let me to be in the sky.

#theeverbikayutiful

He never noticed the girl until the day their eyes met.

the worst thing about being attached to others was the very thing we hated the most. To be judged.

People don't know yourself better than you could.

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