still trapped in this abandoned onion field

this game was made in a jar

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art by flynn! he/him, adult, interests under cut

main blog: @kapr1sun-kragen

commissions: https://ko-fi.com/stealthkragen

Things i will probably draw & post: furries, fish furries, the dirties, nirvanna the band the show, chess musical, starlight express, be more chill, american idiot musical, ultrakill, limbus company, daft punk, 17776

please pray for the seattle torrent & kraken

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my twitter account got suspended i'm working on getting it back up but i'm not super hopeful D:

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also for those curious, it was due to "inauthentic behaviors". that was all they told me :(

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my twitter account is back hooray!!!

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happy june i made ref sheets for the dirties furry college au

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HUSTLE BONES COMIN OUT MY MOUUUUUTH

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my twitter account got suspended i'm working on getting it back up but i'm not super hopeful D:

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also for those curious, it was due to "inauthentic behaviors". that was all they told me :(

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my twitter account got suspended i'm working on getting it back up but i'm not super hopeful D:

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honolulu blue commission for @publicservicebroadcasting! thank you so much i really enjoy these guys :)

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also I forgot to say I was the person who sent that last ask but your art is so cool :) I love your dirties/ntb stuff and your style is so distinct and lovely! thank you for sharing your work

WAAHH thank you so much!!!!!! :3

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haiii I luv ur mattowen animal designs so much… do I have permission to draw my own art using the designs? (with credit ofc) thank you so much either way!

hii thank u soso much!!!! i would be absolutely honored it's so awesome that you like my designs enough to use them in your own art! if you draw them, pls tag me i would love to see and reblog :D

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my 17 page paper on ntbts fandom literacy practices is now available to read!!!

enjoy & a big thank you to everyone who contributed data <3 this community is so fun & welcoming, i've had a blast in the short time i've been a part of it :)

LINK HERE!

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the movie's bad timeline but girlvanna :)! also feat. very quick fem mattlings

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before the events of the dirties i honestly think jared got more flack for being into liveleak and gore videos and trying to talk to people about it. and was The Kid people would make school shooting jokes about because of his fascination with violence and his constantly being bullied. i have so many thoughts about dirties jared but they're so heavy i hesitate to post about it but i'll probably make a comic about it someday soon

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this is all headcanon with a few bits based off the commentaries

warning child abuse, grooming, sh, violence

like owen i feel he grew up in an incredibly neglectful environment and was left unsupervised on the internet. and then got groomed into self harming and posting it online and learned he could receive validation and sympathy by harming himself or filming others harming themselves which is why he has no complaints about matt's plans. i don't think he actively desires violence onto others, instead he realizes the opportunity of capturing it and views harming himself as the most ethical way to achieve this because he's not hurting anybody else. and i suppose you can interpret this as "cutting for attention" but imo its harmful to minimize any self harm at all because no matter the motivation for it, its still indicative of poor mental health. is my take on it. anyways

jared's a year below matt and owen so he's 15/sophomore anyways matt saw the potential of having someone dedicated to filming them. and convinced jared into following them around with the promise that it would help jared blend in more but in reality its' just. he's still a freak just now within a group of freaks. and matt absolutely bullies him and tries to steal his camera to redirect shots and asks about his scars etc which jared hates but he likes the feeling of being included and can pretend that he actually belongs and that matt and owen care about him

owen tries to stop matt from bullying jared, a little bit because he feels bad but mostly because he's genuinely scared of jared and thinks that jared will eventually do something really violent back

anyways. it absolutely breaks me that matt and owen never acknowledge how fucked up it is that jared is completely ok with the plan and is desensitized enough that he follows just a few feet behind matt but the camera still shakes each time the gun goes off

idk matt and jared are so similar in that they both always view the world around them through a camera lens. matt feels like hes never acting but relates and processes everything through media and jared tries to distance himself from reality by using the camera as a barrier but it only stresses that every action is a performance is reality is performance. and performances get applause. etc

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before the events of the dirties i honestly think jared got more flack for being into liveleak and gore videos and trying to talk to people about it. and was The Kid people would make school shooting jokes about because of his fascination with violence and his constantly being bullied. i have so many thoughts about dirties jared but they're so heavy i hesitate to post about it but i'll probably make a comic about it someday soon

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useless cuteness

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some jareds.. shirt idea from twoheadedty on twitter. he does wear it but argues that he should be in all black like usual. owen and matt are his only "friends"

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Just wanna say I appreciate seeing an antique pfp on my blog. I was bug for Halloween in high school love that guy

aww awesome! yes he is very dear to me and i honestly might be him this halloween!

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lets not dig into people's personal lives and spread rumors/conjecture pls