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Episode 26: The Birthday Gun
Episode 26: The Birthday Gun
Aspects of this birthday party are so vivid in my memory. Not only because my friends came, and because they were thoughtful. A couple or three of them pooled their allowances and bought me a present. Is that sweet or what? C’mon, how lucky to have friends like that.
I had a great birthday party when I was a little kid. I don’t remember what year it was. I was seven or eight. We invited…
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Episode 25:
It’s pretty hard to find something light and fun to write about when the Diaper Blimp is threatening Americans from the Whitehouse with the far right wing extremists who follow him, while the rest of the Republicans do nothing.
Are we finally figuring out who Republicans are now? Or am I just “paranoid”, or am I “so racist that I’m trying to prove I’m not racist”? Or is it my “white guilt”,…
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A series of random thoughts to get me through my March blogging Marathon to help me displace my thoughts so I can focus on writing a story.
All my blog post for this whole month are only 1000 words or a few more than that.
People who think they have to like everything are unlikable. Nobody likes everything. Klangelical Christians and PC Police have that same affectation. At least we can…
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Episode 23: Greg Meditates
Episode 23: Greg Meditates
Doubling down on blog posts today because I couldn’t get online yesterday
Greg has begun facing West to meditate. He wants to move to the high desert, so getting his energy moving in that direction can get him in the resonance he’s looking for. That’s how he feels about it. In the past, things in his life have changed as a result of similar approaches.
Trying to understand something is…
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Toliver Smythe: Retired Train Conductor - Fast Fiction
Toliver Smythe: Retired Train Conductor – Fast Fiction
When alone in the woods, the sound of a distant train is very comforting. There is comfort in the consistency, a sentimental familiarity. Sometimes lying awake at night, waiting for the train is the only thing that brings sleep.
Toliver Smythe knew this feeling well. He engineered a train for fifty years of his life. When he finally retired he purchased a house just over a hill from the track…
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The Frequency of The Little People- Episode 21
The Frequency of The Little People- Episode 21
Yesterday I left out the “Episode” of the post title because I thought it would be fun to trick the search engines into thinking there was a real concave planet discovered. I really did get about twice as many hits as usual according to the site statistics. LOL.
Today I’m going to write more flash fiction, and until Sunday. Then I want to write something about what a documentary about my life…
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First Concave Exoplanet Observed
First Concave Exoplanet Observed
A planet in the Clarion Galaxy formerly named UC-4770, has been renamed Adrena-Concava after the first fly by. A first in many ways, “AC” as it’s called by the project team, is the first known concave planet.
“It’s very special” reports Dr. Phylia Weber. “It rocks back and forth as it revolves around its star, which we’ve named Gigante. The concave portion of the planet rocks into the light…
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Episode 19: Flash Fiction Failure
Episode 19: Flash Fiction Failure
You’re in the middle of doing some writing and you’re deep into it, then your software fails and your work disappears. That’s when you need some recovery time. I got all my words and time in, but it’s all for naught.
I’m going to give the same subject matter a second go tonight. See you tomorrow
Please read my post from March 2nd so you know what I’m up to this month.
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Episode 18: Invisible Marie (Flash Fiction Week)
Episode 18: Invisible Marie (Flash Fiction Week)
Marie walks through the aisle like a ghost. She imagines she’s unseen. She dodges carts, and spins around people. It’s fun being invisible. It’s also fun being anything but invisible. As she glides along the end caps, avoiding children and making faces at their parents, she sees her supervisor, Clancy.
She’s lucky Clancy’s had a crush on her since eighth grade. She doesn’t try to lead Clancy…
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Civil Rights are Citizen’s rights, and there is not a more powerful, or logical institution to use than the institution of Citizenship if one wants to defend Civil Rights and Human Rights
When people band together and use their citizenship, the citizen is the most powerful institution there is. Most people don’t really realize that, and there is an interest in maintaining that ignorance. No other institution has a greater interest in maintaining that interest than Political Parties.
Political parties are dedicated to themselves. The party, whichever one it is, is the top of…
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I’m not into the victim thing. When someone is sharing their experience with me about some unfortunate thing or circumstance, I generally see them as someone strong who has endured something, or perhaps they’re telling me as a forewarning.
That’s what this is. It’s not boohoo stuff. It’s frustration stuff, and anger stuff, and “how can people be so stupid” stuff, but it’s not victim hierarchy…
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Episode 15: I Don't Care if He Sucks Dick Cheney
Episode 15: I Don’t Care if He Sucks Dick Cheney
That’s the first line of my serial killer story. You know, I was going to write about some experiences as a volunteer civil rights advocate, but I realized I’m halfway through my blogging marathon month and I figured it’s time for a review.
I’m on time and it’s feeling good. As I planned, I started on my new series today. This thing has been germinating for a while and it seems to be flowing…
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Episode 14: It's a Net Gain When People Gossip and Smear You
Episode 14: It’s a Net Gain When People Gossip and Smear You
There are so many reasons people gossip against people and smear people. It can be devastating and it can also be lucky. It really depends on how you look at it.
Here are a list of sme reason’s people hurt other people with rumors, suggestions, and smear campaigns.
Jealousy
Mad because they won’t fuck them
See them as competition for a mate, a job, or approval from the crowd
Deflecting form…
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Episode 13: Playing in Seventies Detroit-5
Episode 13: Playing in Seventies Detroit-5
THE DEAD HEART
It became clear to me at a certain point when I was about twelve years old how ugly the core of this society is. I wrote about draft resisters earlier. explaining the difference between draft dodgers and draft resisters. I had an older brother who was a draft resister. By the time he was drafted, however, resisting was pretty popular.
A lot of young men were opting not to…
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Episode 12: Playing in 70's Detroit-4
Episode 12: Playing in 70’s Detroit-4
My next door neighbors were my best friends growing up. We’ll call them Rich and Derrick. They were two other white kids. There parents had southern roots I think. They were kind of cracker-ish. Really super Scottish and into it. I remember them saying many times that they had relatives on the Mayflower, too. Like really in America for a long time.
My family only got here 100 years ago. I…
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Episode 11: Playing in 70's Detroit-3
Episode 11: Playing in 70’s Detroit-3
As a kid who had to deal with abusers and narcissists on an individual basis, I became a master of circumvention and avoidance. What happens is you learn their patterns and you know how not to be inside their pattern. You learn how to avoid situations where there are conditions that lead to more abuse. You learn what not to talk about, and you learn how to hide your vulnerabilities. Basically,…
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Episode 10: Playing in 70's Detroit-2
Episode 10: Playing in 70’s Detroit-2
There were nothing but empty, unused sports fields near where I lived. Right down at one end of my street was a school with a huge field with three baseball diamonds, enough room for a football game, some basketball hoops on the parking lot, all kinds of resources. They were usually mostly empty. A couple of blocks away was an elementary school with some more. It was ridiculous. Over in the…
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