SHE WAS THE SUN, AND I THE MOON. HER WARMTH ILLUMINATED BEYOND COMPREHENSION, YET IT WAS NEVER ENOUGH TO KISS THE ICE IN MY SOUL. — GARRITT & HEIDI , TO END MY FUCKING LIFE.
i had been working on this since last fucking month oh my god. initially, there was like, two other versions of this but i didn’t like the way they turned out and your birthday was just around the corner so i was losing my dAMN mind. and then it passed, and i was bummed that i didn’t finish it on time and i felt , just awful about it and the longer time passed, the more i was like, well fuck now it just looks bad its so late ! lmfao. but, i decided to make it an unbirthday/christmas gift, and ! i hope you like it, love ! i made you the stiles/lydia garbage one last year, so i figured i’d give u some good good for another ship this year :- )
i know that, a lot of the time, things can be hard for you, and that school is stressful, and emotions can be overwhelming, especially around certain months of the year. it always hurts me to hear that you’re not doing so well, or that you’re having a rough day, because you’re actual sunshine packed into this tiny ! cute ! human being ! and for as long as i’ve known you, i’ve come to understand that you don’t deserve any of that. you’ve got so much love in your heart, and you’re so sweet vic. you’ve been there for me time, after time, after time, after fucking time, and i can’t even begin to express just how much i appreciate you and your friendship. you’re my best friend ? you know things about me that not even my family knows, and you were there for me through my bi-furious realization, and at the end of last year when i was at my absolute lowest, and even the handful of times that tried to knock me down this year. you make me feel like i’m capable of so much, and it’s always so encouraging to me. you make me want to try harder, and better myself, and be absolutely everything that i can be , and that’s one of the greatest gifts you could have ever given me.
like i said in my text, i know that, our conversations have spaced out over the course of the past few months, but i want you to never forget that i’m always going to be there for you, and that you can always come to me for anything. you can leave me three minute voice messages, or long ass texts, it doesn’t matter. i love you, and this is what friends are for. remember that you are special ! you are loved ! you are strong ! and you are the greatest friend i’ve ever had !
also ! i still haven’t forgotten about new york, okay ? ; ) we’ll make it happen.
kisses ur face a million times over , MERRY CHRISTMAS MY GAY PENGUIN !