Excerpts Of Stories

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Its me! Hi!

Its been a while!

I lost this account a few years ago, I got a new phone and it automatically logged me out and I forgot the email I used for this account. But I got it back just now! I don’t know if I still know how all of it works, but I’m gonna try and figure it out.

I remember having a lot of fun om here back in the day, spilling all of my creative writing on this platform. I haven’t written too much lately so I might be a little rusty.

I would also say, that my style has changed. I changed as I got older. But I hope you guys will still enjoy my stories & I might start posting some other stuff too. I still want to focus on writing stories, but I don’t wanna be stagnant and feel like I have to stick to what I did in the past.

So I am gonna change up a few things on here, and check my askbox too since I haven’t opened it in so long.

I’m just happy to be back 🫶🏻

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I am the friend that’s always there the second you call. I am the teammate who finishes the group essay. I am the supportive friend standing on the sidelines cheering you on. I’m that kind of friend everyone depends on, but who is there for me? Who is there to talk to when I feel down, who will cheer me on? I smile through the pain and do it all on my own. I am the friend that goes unnoticed. No one appreciates my kindness, because they see it as my default. And no one cares to be that person for me because it looks like I’ve got my shit together but really I’m putting everyone’s needs before my own and I’m hanging by a thread.

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The realest thing I ever wrote

All I want is to feel the wind blow through my hair, and get it stuck on my lipgloss and put it in a high ponytail, and then regret it because when you take it out it feels strange. Or dye it a crazy color, and run my hands trough it and get stuck in a fucking tangle and be in pain because I yanked it to hard. I just want to feel the wet strings on my back after a long shower, or just the heat of the blowdryer. I want to do a hair flip and put it behing my ear. All I fucking want is my boyfriend being able to run his hands through my hair as I lay beside him... But all my hair is fucking gone because it fell out of my fucking head and fuck me I just want it back real bad.

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Fuck u

How could you. You knew. You knew that I’ve been cheated on before. SO WHERE DID YOU GET THE AUDACITY TO DO THIS TO ME. I hate you, for risking it all. I disgust you, for doing it anyway. But the worst part is that I love you, until the day I die.

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21

Maintaining friendships. Idk how to see everyone on a regular basis and i get quite lonely,

I spend too much money on my family, friends and boyfriend and too little on myself honestly,

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16,62

16 hell yes.

62 nope

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12?

Bury a friend - Billie Eilish

Anxiety - julia Michaels and selena gomez

What a time - julia Michaels and Niall Horan

Colder - Nina Nesbitt

Dont call me up - mabel

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You ever feel so lonely and like you wanna fucking die? Bc yeah me too.

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#232

When the time comes that my heart stops beating,

It will still belong to you.

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I will never be good enough.

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#231 Importance

I recently realized I’m not as important to him as I thought I were. To be honest, it hurts.

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I feel like I want to go to bed and never wake up.

I honestly wouldn’t mind actually dying. It’s how I’ve been feeling anyway.

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#230

It’s not like I don’t love you anymore. It’s that you keep punishing me for loving you. That’s what hurts the most.

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Spotted a tiger the other day 🤷🏻‍♀️🐯

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#229

I want to be happier, I just dont know how. Every time I try, I end up trying to hard and feeling even worse than before.

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Seconds #228

Every second without you, is a second that I’ve been wasting my life.

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I’m not fine. I’m not OK.

To be fairly honest I feel like shit.