Libra Blog #3
What do men want? Is it sex? Duh!! But don’t get me wrong. In general it’s not that overtime. It’s not that you want that. It’s not the ache of blood as a vampire that you need it. Your programmed to procreate. That’s fine. It’s in your nature to love sex. Overtime you realize it’s not how many people you sleep with. It’s how many memories you had with that person. Obviously non sexual. I’m talking about conversations. Light glares. Hand holding. Listening to music together. Being Romantic from time to time. You know who I am? I am a raven. I am bird outside it’s inner circle called murder. I am dark and hopeless romantic. I met a woman last year. Her name was Bree. I met her at salsa room. You know how? I was parking my truck and as I got out of the car she initiated a conversation. Saying I had hit the other car behind me. Obviously she was just joking. I was like “good, I don’t give a fuck” lol she laughed. Now we’re going somewhere. We talk about how she scratched and keyed a car that was wrongfully parked. She laughed and I smiled. This girl was fun, wild, friendly. Not abiding by the rules and politics of fucking life. She even told me my truck needed new headlights. Which I appreciated. We go in. I payed for her entrance which was $20. Her and her friend were greatful and bought me 3 Long Island i e teas inside. I had so much fun. I had my very own inner circle. As also my brother was there too. Bree was a curly haired army resident. And she was amazing. I get drunk and I ask her to dance even if I don’t know how. And after we danced. Her friend told me “ can you handle her?” And I told him. “Of course bro” but I was already drunk. I was just happy I made new friends. They were so nice and liked me for who I was. A wild crazy boy with a fascination of the world. Long story short. They left and I got their numbers. Haven’t heard from them yet. Only until Halloween when they reached out but I was drunk as fuck that night. I should of gone with them. Anyways. The goal in life is to find your soulmate. That task alone is so difficult because their are millions of people in this world. And they all change. They all are different. Choose wisely. You might be married to the wrong soulmate. I always thought. I rather die without finding my soulmate. Because I know when I die my essence and soul will my soulmate in the afterlife. And we will smile and laugh till infinity. We will have a family and kids and they will find their happieness!! Or die trying?
