lost in my own little world

[extihnction]

[stressedepressedream]

Again

[stressedepressedream]

I don't know what I deserve anymore.

[stressedepressedream]

i miss you .

I'm so in love with you and you barely act like I exist anymore, we used to be all each other cared about and now I'm the only one left caring. I fell in love with the way you smile, your eyes, and the way you kissed me. I fell in love with your personality, when we would stay up till 3 am talking about everything and nothing. You trusted me, I trusted you. I cared for you. I loved you. I love you.. And where are you now ? I'm just stuck drowning here waiting for you to pull me back out like you did when I first met you, because you made all the pain go away .

[extihnction]

[smilethroughtears96]

[stressedepressedream]

how can someone love me when I don't even love myself ? 😔😒

[kellieaway]

When people ask me why I can’t move on from you, I tell them, ‘If you went all your life in the dark and then found light, would you want to give that up?’

k.h. | you’re that important to me (via kellieaway)

😔

[thezealotsblindfold]

[stressedepressedream]

Done .

it really sucks when you can go weeks and weeks and think you're getting better and then one night it all comes back and hits you all at once and you don't even know how to handle it so you break down and go back to your old habits. And realize that your not better..you just got so good at pretending you were.

[stressedepressedream]

I can no longer tell the difference between being okay and pretending I am.

[fuckingshadowhunter]

[stressedepressedream]

im just so fucking done with everything and everyone I want out. I don't want this shit anymore. I'm tired. I'm so tired. I just can't handle it anymore I don't know what to do 😞

[depressedparalysis]

[stressedepressedream]

😴

[stressedepressedream]

lost

ill tell you I'm fine with tears streaming down my face.

[stressedepressedream]

because then atleast id be with you.

[stressedepressedream]

everyone says destroy what destroys you, but what if the thing destroying you is yourself?

[nikkitcasooa]

Heartbreak isn’t beautiful. It isn’t fucking poetry, it’s not staying up ‘til 4 am listening to sad songs. It’s breaking down in the middle of a busy street. It’s seeing their face in all the people you pass by. It’s feeling okay for weeks at a time and then all of a sudden, you feel the ghost of their lips on your neck and their nails on your back and then you’re choking on memories of their presence. It’s waking up from dreams of them coming back and screaming in the middle of the night because your chest aches like a rotting tooth. Stop romanticizing pain. Stop using people like they’re objects. A heart isn’t a cigarette - you can’t just light it up and then stomp it out when you’re done. Don’t act like anything about heartbreak is beautiful, because I wouldn’t wish that feeling upon my worst of enemies.

“I wouldn’t wish that feeling upon my worst enemies” (via youre-in-my-veins-you-fuk)

more people need to understand this 😓