[thespacecadets]

Dear love of my life,   : ･ﾟ

Right now, we’re existing separately, you’re out in the world, living your life, and I’m living mine.

But soon, our patches will cross, and things will never be the same. We’ll fall right into love.

I can’t wait to run my fingers across your skin, gaze into your eyes, hold your hand against mine,

but before all that, I can’t wait to look up, see your face for the very first time, and say “hello”

so, goodbye for now. until we meet  *   :  ･ﾟ .  ゜

Love,

your soulmate *:･ﾟ.・゜゜・

[living-fitness]

[strwbbryy]

Once I gave you my Tumblr password, you are special.

[strwbbryy]

I am afraid that I won't be able to meet my supposed to be own life deadlines.

[strwbbryy]

the truth is, you are good. you are so good at your craft that somebody else copies you and they became consistent and they achieve. You lose every time you stopped being consistent at your craft. imagine? what if you've become consistent at arts, at business? the truth is, it is never inseparable from you but you just lose it because of your inconsistency.

[strwbbryy]

An open letter for you, self.

Hi self, it'll be your first year in college sooner. How time flies so fast, I remember you walking to Casa Del Niño on your first day of school in Nursery. Those saling ket-ket days at SLAC, (those kids at my age who bullied me, i won't forget haha) You've been so independent eversince you are in Nursery. You don't have anyond to accompany you going to school and going back home. You just wait patiently for your school bus to arrive. Those early mornings where your mom wakes up to cook your baon and to shower you. You we're so sleepy you are in fact sitting in a small chair and sleeping while your mom baths you. 6:00 in the morning, you wait patiently for Mang Rol or Mrs Tan to fetch you. You go to school in third grade with your friends. You achieved a lot and studied smarter with no tutors, No guidance of parents, just your neighbor playmates who you challenge during spelling rounds to practice for school exam. You excelled and was put in the Star section of the class during 4th grade.

You dreamt of becoming a Nurse in your 7th birthday and during the parade of future careers in school. Guess what? Dreams do change and I

you are not taking Nursing by now. A lot of things happened and a lot of people influenced you to become the person who you are right now. I know that you are truly grateful for every experience you've encountered may it be happy, sad, disappointing, stressful and whatnot. I just want to let you know that you've come this far although you've thought a lot of times to give up. You continued to go on with your life and dreamt of achieving your dreams. Dreamt of changing every heartache you've experienced in life. I know you are very motivated to be as successful as the woman you look up to. It'll happen in the future. Just take courage and do not give up. This is an open letter for you, Self. Keep on going. You will soon have that Company that you have been dreaming of ever since. No more financial problems. It'll be over. Soon.

[strwbbryy]

pahingi kausap please?

[strwbbryy]

shall i be mean to go with this harsh world's reality?

[strwbbryy]

am i too weak for this harsh world?

[strwbbryy]

5:11 AM

So tell me now, how do I sleep with a heavy heart?

[hplyrikz]

How To Tell If Somebody Loves You

Somebody loves you if they pick an eyelash off of your face or wet a napkin and apply it to your dirty skin. You didn’t ask for these things, but this person went ahead and did it anyway. They don’t want to see you looking like a fool with eyelashes and crumbs on your face. They notice these things. They really look at you and are the first to notice if something is amiss with your beautiful visage! Somebody loves you if they assume the role of caretaker when you’re sick. Unsure if someone really gives a shit about you? Fake a case of food poisoning and text them being like, “Oh, my God, so sick. Need water.” Depending on their response, you’ll know whether or not they REALLY love you. “That’s terrible. Feel better!” earns you a stay in friendship jail; “Do you need anything? I can come over and bring you get well remedies!” gets you a cozy friendship suite. It’s easy to care about someone when they don’t need you. It’s easy to love them when they’re healthy and don’t ask you for anything beyond change for the parking meter. Being sick is different. Being sick means asking someone to hold your hair back when you vomit. Either love me with vomit in my hair or don’t love me at all. Somebody loves you if they call you out on your bullshit. They’re not passive, they don’t just let you get away with murder. They know you well enough and care about you enough to ask you to chill out, to bust your balls, to tell you to stop. They aren’t passive observers in your life, they are in the trenches. They have an opinion about your decisions and the things you say and do. They want to be a part of it; they want to be a part of you. Somebody loves you if they don’t mind the quiet. They don’t mind running errands with you or cleaning your apartment while blasting some annoying music. There’s no pressure, no need to fill the silences. You know how with some of your friends there needs to be some sort of activity for you to hang out? You don’t feel comfortable just shooting the shit and watching bad reality TV with them. You need something that will keep the both of you busy to ensure there won’t be a void. That’s not love. That’s “Hey, babe! I like you okay. Do you wanna grab lunch? I think we have enough to talk about to fill two hours!“ It’s a damn dream when you find someone you can do nothing with. Whether you’re skydiving together or sitting at home and doing different things, it’s always comfortable. That is fucking love. Somebody loves you if they want you to be happy, even if that involves something that doesn’t benefit them. They realize the things you need to do in order to be content and come to terms with the fact that it might not include them. Never underestimate the gift of understanding. When there are so many people who are selfish and equate relationships as something that only must make them happy, having someone around who can take their needs out of any given situation if they need to. Somebody loves you if they can order you food without having to be told what you want. Somebody loves you if they rub your back at any given moment. Somebody loves you if they give you oral sex without expecting anything back. Somebody loves you if they don’t care about your job or how much money you make. It’s a relationship where no one is selling something to the other. No one is the prostitute. Somebody loves you if they’ll watch a movie starring Kate Hudson because you really really want to see it. Somebody loves you if they’re able to create their own separate world with you, away from the internet and your job and family and friends. Just you and them. Somebody will always love you. If you don’t think this is true, then you’re not paying close enough attention.”

- Ryan O'Connell

[strwbbryy]

It's 2019 and i'm reblogging this

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