neelhbrave

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[strwbrrysunget]

Love doesn't exist unless you acknowledge it in front of other people

[strwbrrysunget]

Hi, I know it has been a long time. I meant long long time. It seems like ages. But yeah, I found someone. He was almost like you. Almost but not quite. It was weird cos it was you but in a different body. In a guy's body and 8 years older than me. He was so like you. That everytime I found out something that you both possess, I'm stuck in my head wondering how on earth it happened. It was crazy I know. And same feelings are running into my heart. Same emotions. And I hate that. Why can't I have a normal relationship without any complications. And I hate myself for wanting risks and adventures.

[strwbrrysunget]

Someday we’ll know why I wasn’t meant for you

[oakleysheart]

Happy Valentine’s Day (x)

[strwbrrysunget]

Him: why?

Me: because you were home. And I know I shouldn't have made a home out of your veins and blood. Out of your heart but it was the most comfortable place in the whole world. I've never felt that. It was your heartbeat that made me calm. It was your voice, your hugs, your concerns that made me at ease. Finally, in a long time. And I am sorry if it's such a nuisance to you.

Him: why me?

Me: I don't know. I just felt that way. And with you I felt another lifetime. When I'm with you I felt like I'm in another era.

Him: I'm sorry but you have to stop.

Me: Then I won't be anything. I am sorry.

[strwbrrysunget]

When all else fail would be there. To see right through me

[strwbrrysunget]

How can I have a fucking depression on my birthday. I was always a lily on my birthday. And I can't even enjoy it. I'm not having fun.

[strwbrrysunget]

What I really don't want to happen on birthday is to think or to worry about other's happiness. Kinda tired bout that. That's why I wanted to be alone and just frudging climb a mountain. I just want to be happy. And alone and feel comfortable being alone.

[strwbrrysunget]

I honestly don't understand the fact that I can't stop what I'm feeling right now. Will it be over soon?

[strwbrrysunget]

I hate you. I hate you a lot. And I hate how much I hate you. It hurts.

[gingerrroot]

‘A paper town for a paper girl,’ she says. ‘… The truth is that whenever I went up to the top of the SunTrust Building—including the last time with you— I didn’t really look down and think about how everything was made of paper. I looked down and thought about how I was made of paper. I was the flimsy-foldable person, not everyone else. And here’s the thing about it. People love the idea of a paper girl. They always have. And the worth this is that I loved it, too. I cultivated it, you know? Because it’s kind of great, being an idea that everybody likes. But I could never be the idea to myself, not all the way. And Algoe is a place where a paper creation became real. A dot on a map became a real place, more real than the people who created the dot could have ever imagines. I thought maybe the paper cutout girl could start become real here also. And it seemed like a way to tell that paper girl who cared about popularity and clothes and everything else: “You are going to the paper towns. And you are never coming back.”’

Paper Towns by John Green (via alyeskay0ung)

[strwbrrysunget]

All I really want right now is your hug that would put me all back together.

[strwbrrysunget]

Rainy

It's the time of the year again. Haha. Went back to the incredible memory lane not so long ago. Well, every freaking memory gushed in my head. Sparkled my synapses. And I was left dry and unable to move. I miss you. Yes you, my idiot lover. Haha. And I know we will never stop loving each other. As long as both of us are here in this material world. Maybe we will both have another chance, in another lifetime. And we won't gonna miss each other ever again. In another lifetime. ' In another life I would be your girl We keep all our promises, be us against the world And in another life, I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away' Drop by to say hi 😉😊😙

[strwbrrysunget]

I'll tell what's true. You are my home.

[strwbrrysunget]

Sana alam mo kung anong nawala saken. Sana makonsensya ka at sana sa lahat di ka maging masaya.

[strwbrrysunget]

Matakot ka please. Kasi this time kayang kaya ko umalis.

[strwbrrysunget]

May 6 4am

I woke up at 4 am. Conversed with you at 4 am. 1pm for you, so inconvenient for the both of us but we did. So tell me it doesn't mean anything. Tell me I don't have any place in your life. Don't tell me lies. You don't need to be responsible for my being. I can take care of myself. Stop it. I am addicted to your constant efforts and concerns. And it is not good. It feels nice but it is not good for me. So I'll stop right here. Right now. And do my best to just let you go. It is time for me to realize that my world is here. Not where you are. Though I'll never stop loving you but I'll stop being stupid and submissive to my love for you. Always take care bby.