❦ 🕍 disorders: Diagnosed: OCD, Major Depressive, Anorexia (binge purge subtype), GAD, C-PTSD, ADHD --- Seeking diagnosis/clarification: BPD (mood disorder diagnosis in general rlly), ASD, DID/OSDD, AVPD, a reason why my body is in SO MUCH PAIN
❦ ❣️ boundaries:
• Do not ask for someone specific to front
• Do not DM us while under the influence
• We are uncomfortable with the topic of SA, but can talk about it if asked beforehand.
• Do not vent without warning
• Censor and/or warn us when mentioning potentially triggering topics (even in jokes)
• We are uncomfortable with extremely clingy people (ones who become angry when left alone)
❦ 🦇 likes/interests: cats, 2010's Internet culture, "cringe" culture, spirituality and religion, digital & traditional art, stuffed animals (specifically build-a-bears!), MLP, furry fandom, Mobile games, Black Butler (current hyperfixation), MCR, Fall Out Boy, TØP, P!ATD (minus Brendon), MSI music NOT THE PEOPLE, Musicals, Ouran Highschool Host Club, Six of Crows, 1984, Noragami, PsychoCuties, Ranfren, Monster energy, Pokemon, Tarot & other divination methods, Crystals, Angels, Good Omens, IDKHOW, Commentary YouTube, VRChat, Gardening, Comfy small-ish spaces, and more! (This got way too long ...)
❦ 🕍 dislikes: Public crowded places, Calls, Being a system tbh, My awful memory, Hospitals, Needles/IVs, Large dogs, Loud noises, Very specific sounds, High pitched noises, Toddlers, Veins, The thought of my own organs, Middle school self, Not being taken seriously due to being a minor, Alcohol, American government, Pagan/Witchcraft elitists, Evangelical Christianity, The "Anxious > Avoidant Attachment" mindset, Demonization of cluster B disorders
❦ ⚰️ partner(s):
•Singlet Girlfriend - not on Tumblr (System has agreed to collectively date only one person/body)
this may be too wild of a post and idk how many people are gonna agree with it (as i'm someone who thinks pop culture entities inherently exist in some form one way or another) but yknow. it's my blog and i can post what i like here.
so, idk what virtual pet-loving person needs to hear this but nothing is stopping you from working with your virtual pet as a magical entity, spiritual entity, servitor, spirit companion, friend, family member, or familiar.
u like pokemon? work with pokemon. u like neopets? work with neopets. have a tamagotchi that's old enough to graduate? work with it and see where it takes you.
despite practicing pcp/pcm for a long time it took me... a really long time to realise i can just do this. with virtual pets specifically. i can experiment, i can see what happens, and i'm allowed to make my practice more fun.
Damn guys, no one tells you that one day you are 14 listening to 'truce' while holding back tears, and in the very next blink you are a full adult weeping to 'intentions'. |-/ what a journey
