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Alr y'all know what... I'm gonna try methods everyday or something now... Maybe... Maybe even more than one everyday.
FIRST ONE IS +18 METHOD
+18 and falling method didn't work. I am now doing the void state method. It never worked for me before but I also never believed it would, so
Void didn't work... Today's afternoon I'm doing TV method
I forgot. Today's night I'm doing TV method.
Technoblade's not dead anymore. Sorry not sorry, I don't make the rules guys LOA does.
Oh, how to put my anguish into words.
Shifting is such a terrifying experience at it's start, and it's driving me insane.
It's how I have proof it's real, both scientifically and from insane manifestations I never could have done "realistically", but still fear the what ifs of all of it being a lie - how I fear so many, endless people would be lying to me.
How I always think I'll fail and always look for a "how" no matter how much I understand.
How it always feels like there's no time and I must rush even though there's no limit and I should relax.
Everything in this reality drives me to try more and more to shift, to fail over and over and just wish I wasn't here.
Meanwhile, I know I'm not. I know I'm in another reality, but everytime I get those thoughts, chasing them away is hard, and not doing it is even more stressful: having to listen to them.
Not caring is harder when your reality here is a mess.
I understand I have everything I want. I know everything about shifting. I can't help but wonder everytime I see a success post - "will it ever happen to me? Will it also take 6 thousand years for me? Do i need to do that method? Is it just someone lying and using LOA?"
I know it's more likely than not that not all those people through history and on the CIA tapes are lying just for lies - but I still wonder. And it just feels horrible.
Worst of all, I've minishifted before. I felt my surroundings change too, not everyone feels that. I really don't get it. Why I can't believe it. I know I don't fully do yet. And persisting and affirming doesn't work that much for me, it tires me out, it makes me feel numb - that's an assumption on it's own, I know. I know all of this. I feel like I can't change it, but I know I can.
I know I can do anything. I know everything is possible and in my command. I know I'm God.
I guess even God can be scared.
If you're reading this, do you get me?
Oh, how to put my anguish into words.
Shifting is such a terrifying experience at it's start, and it's driving me insane.
It's how I have proof it's real, both scientifically and from insane manifestations I never could have done "realistically", but still fear the what ifs of all of it being a lie - how I fear so many, endless people would be lying to me.
How I always think I'll fail and always look for a "how" no matter how much I understand.
How it always feels like there's no time and I must rush even though there's no limit and I should relax.
Everything in this reality drives me to try more and more to shift, to fail over and over and just wish I wasn't here.
Meanwhile, I know I'm not. I know I'm in another reality, but everytime I get those thoughts, chasing them away is hard, and not doing it is even more stressful: having to listen to them.
Not caring is harder when your reality here is a mess.
I understand I have everything I want. I know everything about shifting. I can't help but wonder everytime I see a success post - "will it ever happen to me? Will it also take 6 thousand years for me? Do i need to do that method? Is it just someone lying and using LOA?"
I know it's more likely than not that not all those people through history and on the CIA tapes are lying just for lies - but I still wonder. And it just feels horrible.
Worst of all, I've minishifted before. I felt my surroundings change too, not everyone feels that. I really don't get it. Why I can't believe it. I know I don't fully do yet. And persisting and affirming doesn't work that much for me, it tires me out, it makes me feel numb - that's an assumption on it's own, I know. I know all of this. I feel like I can't change it, but I know I can.
I know I can do anything. I know everything is possible and in my command. I know I'm God.
I guess even God can be scared.
If you're reading this, do you get me?
Alright day two of blogging my shifting journey guys.
I think imma stop checking for shifting posts and start just... Doing it. I need to start believing in myself rather than other people
I said I'd do this before. I keep coming back though. I still have that belief I can do something wrong deep down - isn't that the only thing holding me back though? Pretty ironic, lol
Alr y'all know what... I'm gonna try methods everyday or something now... Maybe... Maybe even more than one everyday.
FIRST ONE IS +18 METHOD
+18 and falling method didn't work. I am now doing the void state method. It never worked for me before but I also never believed it would, so
Void didn't work... Today's afternoon I'm doing TV method
Alr y'all know what... I'm gonna try methods everyday or something now... Maybe... Maybe even more than one everyday.
FIRST ONE IS +18 METHOD
+18 and falling method didn't work. I am now doing the void state method. It never worked for me before but I also never believed it would, so
Alr y'all know what... I'm gonna try methods everyday or something now... Maybe... Maybe even more than one everyday.
FIRST ONE IS +18 METHOD
It's hard to stop looking for a "how" in shifting, when I feel like I failed for not seeing any visible changes in the 3D instantly, in my own lack of understanding about what I was even meant to see.
I see it is holding me back, however it still is hard to let go of the practice, it's sweet to have methods and more methods to try every night, but what does it matter if it makes me feel like I need to finish every single possible method before shifting?
I probably should just give up on trying and let it come to me.
