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When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks š
Liam: [looks like a teacup] Liam:Ā š¤Æ
heart is in complete shambles after looking at geoff payne looking at the memorial and thanking fans and paul higgins being there like no parent should ever have to bury their child this is truly heartbreaking. and paul being there is just so. god they really were all so close and formed genuine relationships with everyone during 1d and that clip in this is us where paul says he's like the boys' dad on tour and now he's about to go bring liam back to the uk. i just. this is truly the most heartbreaking thing ever
oh wow
It just dawned on me that Zayn and Louis probably spoke now after sooo many years š„ŗš„ŗ the only thing I wanted was for them to reconcile but never on these terms. Zayns post for Liam was full of regretš„ŗ about not reaching out more or spending enough time with him and he probably feels the same about Louis now. I hope that theyāre both better now, their friendship was truly once in a lifetime. The love that they have for one an other is unmatchable š„ŗš„ŗšš¤
Iāll always save you Louis š„ŗ
one direction will always be so so so bittersweet to me like they were such a foundation of my teenage years while at the same time those boys were spending most of their days trapped in hotel rooms or waking up at 2 am to record an album and non stop touring and working so much more than anyone let alone a bunch of teenage boys should work and its always been hard to reconcile those two realities especially on a day like today because god when they were good together, they were so good together.
and i just don't think anything like them will ever happen again. 5 boys from basically working class backgrounds thrust into a level of fame the height of which hadn't been seen for decades, all of them becoming the breadwinners of their families before the age of 18. the immense pressure but also the amount of fun they were. the tragedy and joy of it all intertwined. really impossible to put into words
i loved one direction with an all-consuming force when i was younger. it hurts deeply to mourn someone you were a massive fan of as teenager, and became a peer of as an adult.
i know people change and grief is unsure or complicated when itās attached to a fond memory or the feeling a person gave you and not tangibly the person themself. i can see many of you on here are struggling with that right now and i understand.
a few years ago i purchased a home that Liam previously owned. there were rumors the house was haunted. He assured me it was not, and i believed him. because i know the ghosts that haunt us arenāt tethered to buildings. They live in parts of us that are harder to reach and they go wherever we do.
as a parent, a fellow artist, and a fan, i simply cannot fathom this untimely loss. my heart goes out to his family, friends, and the fans. š
never imagined iād sign into this account again after years for this reason. it should have been for big one direction news like a reunion or any sort of reconciliation between all of them.
iām heartbroken by the tragedy and devastated that liam will never get the chance to right things and live his life peacefully putting out the music he wanted to put out and raising his son bear :( itās so unfair that it had to end this way with him thinking everyone hated him :(
itās such a strange place to be in right now. i havenāt thought about liam in years, i havenāt been listening to his music for a while, he was always in the back of my mind. until some disappointing things about him surfaced and then all too soon you hear about his death. i canāt wrap my head around it all. liam was a 17 year old boy from wolverhampton with dreams of success who became the dad of the group and did follow sprees for us and twitcams and cherished the band and the fans and i wish so badly he was better equipped to handle it all i wish so badly he wasnāt exploited the way he was but fame also messes with your head and we could see that happen to liam. i wish he was able to get the help he needed and stay sober. i remember seeing the video of him saying he was sober for 100 days and being proud that things are turning around. they didnāt turn around because addiction is not easy itās a hard journey to heal and im so so so devastated that for liam this was the end.
he deserved to get better. he deserved to make things right with the people he hurt. he deserved to raise his son. he deserved to put out the music he wanted to. he didnāt deserve to die the way he did.
rest in peace liam ā¤ļø iāll always cherish all the good you did for us fans and the hard times you helped me get through. iām so sorry i wasnāt able to do the same for you. your story was cut too short but ill keep your memory living because you gave me friends and a family that i will have with me forever and i know even when weāre old weāll still talk about the good times and weāll talk about the things you did and weāll talk about your life and how unfair it felt to have you snatched away when there was so much left unfinished. thinking about your son brings me to tears. i hope he finds our corner of love and not the internets hate for you. most of all i know i will miss your smile, your eye smile, and your voice of an angel. one direction would not be the same without you, i wouldnāt be the same without you, you helped shape a generation and the music industry fumbled you hard because you were one of the most talented vocalists of our generation
when i miss you most, i will turn to your music because you wrote me a song to make my heart remember you so anytime youāre gone i can listen to your voice and sing along. ā¤ļøāš©¹
mastermind
This was a cruel twist of fate, and I immediately knew it was never meant to be. But Iāll be damned if I lose my best friend just because sheās dating the man I love. Heās perfect for Julia and Julia is perfect for him, so who am I to stand in the way? In which the only reason Ariaās best friend can keep a man like Harry Styles, is because Aria herself is the mastermind behind the relationship.
chapter index;
chapter 1 chapter 2 chapter 3 chapter 4 chapter 5 chapter 6 chapter 7 chapter 8 chapter 9 chapter 10 chapter 11 chapter 12 chapter 13 chapter 14 chapter 15 chapter 16 chapter 17 chapter 18 epilogue
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references;
aria collins julia tate aria and juliaās apartment (ignore the inside of the bedrooms)
LOVED this one !! Especially loved the way the writer wrote the characters, you can really tell that a good amount of thought went into them. Seriously good, canāt wait for another one by this writer !
Im reading mastermind and I love it so much.
thank you!!!! im glad you love it :))))Ā
how do i miss asks bro why does tumblr not give me any notifs i miss old tumblr š
this is gonna sound instance but literally i read your mastermind story MONTHS ago, and iāve wanted to reread it again for such a long time but i accidentally unfollowed you, and couldnāt remember your url or the name of the fic and iāve been so upset! flash forward to today and i somehow managed to find it on wattpad and i actually SCREAMED i was so excited. anyways, i just wanted to tell you that mastermind is a MASTERPIECE and iām so fucking happy i found it againā¤ļøšš«
omg wtf this makes me so happy š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ thank you so so so much this is too kind and thank you for sharing this it actually made my day im glad finding mastermind made you so happy š„ŗš„ŗššš
im so sorry i missed this ask i never get the inbox notifs for asks and i dont know how long this has been sitting here so again, sorry for a late response :(
Fic recommendations
No.2
There are 2 parts to this and I will slowly be adding to them with the more fics I read, these are all about Mr Harry Styles. Please send love to the writers!
There are a lot, so be patient with me...
Updated: august 2020
Adore you - @chvrrystvles
Masterlist (I literally love everything on it) - @jawllines
Aster, the boxer, pearls - @moonchildstyles
Pink lemonade - @harrysdodgyankles
Baby blue, symphonies of you - @theasstour
Say it - @softcandystyles
The entertainer - @heart-attack-harry
Canāt help but love him - @harrysgoldenline
Another entire masterlist - @sunflowervolvimp3
In the shadows - @c-h-e-r-r-y-y
Loving youās the antidote - @sweetcreatureinthedark
Polished, thank god for sewing needles, Jab - @majorharry
January in Japan, black & blue - @oh-honey-styles
Itās all about balance, snowbound - @permanentcross
Unfold, CHERRY, Harry works in a library and has a crush on Y/N - @cinnamonharrie
Love me please, one more night, where the world takes you - @havethetimeofyourstyles
Fratboy Harry, Nerd Harry, Your royal highness - @tokyoharry
Little flower and Haz, peach - @floral-suits
The chambermaid, chewbacca - @mysweetcreaturestories
Gold dust woman - @wishfulharrie
Ruin the friendship - @brocksrings
The whole masterlist - @meetevieinthehallway
FLATMATE trilogy - @heyyyharry
Uh oh, another masterlist, especially jason!h - @angelisverba
Anything and everything by @adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy
Smooth operator - @for-fucks-sake-h
Letās hurt tonight, just friends, to the one that let her get away - @kind-heart
The doctor, falling, sweet creature - @drowninherperfume
green juice and a crush on the assistant, painting your nails with H - @bdeharry
āA series of firstsā - @harrywritingsbyme
Corner of wood street, cecilia - @hunflowers
Masterpiece, 40 weeks, sugar kisses, you me and the fat baby makes three - @harryforvogue
Neverland, Anna, sanctified - @sunfloweradore
Harry is needy and Y/N takes care of him - @cheapcigaretts
Y/N loves mango juice and chemistry and Harry just wants attention - @haroldloverboy
Everything sheās written is amazing - @harry-writings
Mastermind - @stylesgalaxy
Hell of a life , fight club, rumour has it - @alexandragramz
I saw her standing there - @no-business
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hi everyone omg im so sorry i hardly come on here anymore but im going to try to be more active!! for people who sent asks sorry for the late responses, i didnt see them until now!
1DHQ: hypes up the entire fandom, leading us on to be disappointed clowns
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āDance is just so hot right now!ā - Marcel, Best Song Ever Video