[subdermalfingers]

Here's an older doodle that I found knocking around my other computer, wish my beautiful orange hat hadn't met its end so very soon.

I would really appreciate everyone taking the time to relocate their attentions to my new blog: madwackforever.tumblr.com

I'll continue to post art here until I feel all active followers have wondered on over to the new space.

[subdermalfingers]

NEW ART BLOG/PERSONAL BLOG

I've created a new blog for art since I've long lost the password for this account and

the email adress it is attached to, I only have access to if from a computer that is permanently signed in.

I wont leave all at once, I want to post some work here and build a little steam, maybe attract a little attention to what's going on.

new account is here: madwackforever.tumblr.com

though it will be some time before I fill it, thought I've already re-followed everyone there.

thanks for any interest and attention. c:

[nolmenass]

MOTHER FUCKIN RESOURCES

HOVER FOR INFO!!!! ლ(ಠ益ಠ)ლ

SAI DOWNLOAD

SAI BRUSHES X X X X X X 

ENORMOUS FUCKING AMOUNT OF REFERENCE

MORE REFERENCE

HOLY SHIT REFERENCE

REFREEFREF

WHATS THAT? YOU NEED MORE.  REFERENCE?  LMAO. OK!!!!!!

GET PUMPED

CHILL OUT

PORN? NO PROB!!

FASHION AND SHIT::

WOC PASTEL

HARD FEMME

WOC PINUPS

KAWAII SHIT

OLD SCHOOL SHIT

CANT HOLD ALL THIS REFERENCE

SOME MORE FUCKING RESOURCES

AND SOME MORE

FUCKIGN INCREDIBLE

HAVE FUN CUTIES!! (ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ☆*･゜ﾟ･*

[subdermalfingers]

sometimes when you feel the inclination to behave destructively, whether it is to one's self or those who get caught up in your story, you have no choice but to silently narrate the coming storm. you can see the sluggish fall into the behavior you most hate, with no better justification than self-inflicted ouchies, and for what good do you do this? What sad reality could you possibly be clinging to so tightly that it feels as thought you are on the verge of complete mental collapse. 

A seemingly dear friendship worn thin by years of constant use, or maybe this is neglectful disrepair, that serves only as a reminder of a time when you weren't a slave to your own insecurities. romanticized and exaggerated beyond the point of recognition your vision is no longer whom he appears to be. For all others who had the respect to stay out of the possible brain-space -he is- unspoiled by predictions and personalities cast forth from an outside audience who can hardly grasp who they might be.

there was a time when no man nor substance could bar you from the path you so tirelessly pursue. Certainly there were bad times, when actions made final contact with a conscious tissue, but a lingering irritant to the self is hardly anything to worry about. As long as the damage is kept in check there is no real danger, there is no permanent disfigurement: but now enslaved by your own mind it is nearly impossible to undue the damage when you're almost completely ignorant of what the problem IS.

Sometimes, you need to get the spooky thoughts out before they take little bites and create a vivid nightmare.

This is only for myself, this is only to remove the things that seem to be creeping around late at night, this is a reminder to be brave in the face of things that are still unclear.

[crazynakedmen-deactivated201305]

[fromthecoastshop]

[subdermalfingers]

so wonderfully beautiful.

[pixelatedcrown]

sort the cubes is a game I made over the course of about a week! it’s about sorting cubes and responsibility and wanting to live in the stars. also, achievements!! I made it as my second unity experiment (and my first 3D!) so it’s not super polished. I posted about making it here! the game also features beautiful music by ghostwater (thanks jake!!) [play sort the cubes in the browser]

[subdermalfingers]

this game just gives me panic attacks. why.

[slutmyfuck]

[frist-dumblr]

they actually edited real yiff scenes into this

[blacksquares-deactivated2018090]

this video is not safe for work or for children or generally anybody but it is the only thing my wounded soul can anchor itself & find solace in right now

[sarahseeandersen]

[tastefullyoffensive]

[sarahseeandersen]

[shadyufo]

CONTEST TIME!

Ready for another giveaway, folks? 

I’ve been putting loose animal teeth in this giant jar for several years now. It’s finally full so I thought it would be fun to have a contest and see who can come the closest to guessing the exact number of teeth in the jar. Yeah, I dumped them all out and counted every. single. one. Any idea how much I love you guys?

The jar is approximately 12 1/2 inches tall and  3 1/2 inches wide. It weighs around five pounds.

There are teeth from a massive variety of animals. Everything from outrageously small mouse teeth to huge kudu antelope teeth.

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THE PRIZE!

The individual that comes the closest to guessing the exact number of teeth will receive their very own jar of animal teeth! There are over 200 teeth in this jar from coyote, fox, raccoon, opossum, muskrat, beaver, deer, mink and so on. I’ll toss in some extra little treasures with the jar too!

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HOW TO ENTER!

• Be following me.

• Reblog or comment on this post with your guess of how many teeth are in the jar. You can also message me your guess if you’d like. 

• Guess as many times as you want.  

• Have your ask box open so I can contact you if you win!

• I’ll pay for shipping so no worries there. 

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RULES!

• USA residents ONLY! Sorry but I can’t ship animal parts internationally.

• You must be 18 or older to enter as per Tumblr’s giveaway policies. If you aren’t 18 then get your parent’s permission or have them act on your behalf to receive the prize. 

• This giveaway is not in any way affiliated with Tumblr (another thing Tumblr’s giveaway policy requires me to say). 

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I’ll contact the winner on NOVEMBER 20th! If more than one person happens to guess the exact number then they’ll both get a jar of teeth. :) 

Thank you all and good luck! 

[shadyufo]

Today is the LAST DAY TO GUESS!! I’ll be contacting the winner tomorrow! Good luck, everyone! 

[sandandglass]

[mizvett]

This mayor!

[mymodernmet]

Spectacular boulder opal looks like a crystal gem encased inside a tree.

Read more on My Modern Met.

[mineralists]

Rhodochrosite Huachocolpa Mine, Peru

[arsanatomica]

Inflating a set of cat lungs

Lungs are by most accounts mundane. Everybody has them, few give it much thought. But sequestered within darkness of the chest cavity, enveloping the fluttering heart, there’s a incredible wonder to this oddly inflatable organ.

Dissection is a destructive process. Rudely excised from membranous mooring and nourishing vessels, the deflated lungs appear little more than bloodied meat; amorphous and exposed…….until a breath of air unfurls its secret glory. 

Here, a set of cat lungs is inflated with a straw. Comprised of hundreds of millions of microscopic air sacks called aveoli, Mammalian lungs harbor air capacity that is difficult to believe unless seen. The color of the entire organ lightens into a soft pink, as each microscopic sac fills with air.

A debt of gratitude is owed to cyborgraptor for her assistance in creating these gifs, as well as the students that help me film this demo. 

[fuckin--mages]

NORMALLY I WOULDNT EVEN POST SOMETHING LIKE THIS BUT LIKE JUST WATCH THIS SPIDER ROBOT DANCE OK

[xtransbabyx-blog]

I will never be so pleased with anything ever again.

[pastagoddesss]

"The brain can get sick too." 

Re-make of this post. 

End mental health stigma.

[excessunrated]

THANK YOU SO MUCH. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS FOR AGES.

[subdermalfingers]

There are so many fucking problems with this set of images that it's not even worth touching. I'm not dismissing the reality of mental disorders but this is saying nothing. nothing at all.