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i feel hurt knowing i will be someones trauma story

ive never had worse thoughts before 7am

push everyone away so they cant see you self destruct - classic

i sit on a swing and u walk into frame

it was only close to death that he felt the most secure

maybe because hes seen it before

maybe because hes been there one too many times

vastness of space

shape of time

weight of the worth of the human soul

if all is not lost where is it?

when you drink this stuff you let demons in

i have a lot already so they just play

your heart is so big

it makes me wonder how much it can take

i dont want to see you struggle

i want to watch you fly

you are my step 7

you are my why

if i sleep now - i so t know if ill wake

time after time - you learn that I am not thenone

the worst feeling in the world

brought me a few hours of no brain activity

hey

and at the height of my impulse she said

" I think we would’ve been really good for each other in another life, goodnight! "

when i cant look in her eyes and see how shes feeling - i look up at the sky in hopes that itll connect me to her thoughts

its comforting to know that she is somewhere out there - under the same sky that i am

she is my sky

she is my moon

she is every star that i see - and even the ones that i cannot

can you text me a hug?

id fight fist fights for you

bruises that go away with time

but i wont fight wars for you

because in war

things are lost that you can never get back

check the death count - everyone loses war in the end