Conceal. Don't Feel.

|| Samuel Dwight Evans || Submissive || 19 ||

[submissiveevans]

I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

[dominantevans-blog]

Andrew knew he had probably waited too long to let himself free of his pants. Precum leaked, and it was already wet by the time Sam had made his way down his body. Andrew watched him closely, brushing his long hair out his face while making no effort in keeping quiet. A loud moan escaped his lips as he felt his twin’s hands on his body. Andrew couldn’t help but be like this; it had been a really long time since he had sex. And even then, it hadn’t been as hot as this was, and he hadn’t gotten between Sam’s cheeks yet. Something about the way Sam seductively traveled down his torso, and the fact Sam seemed to want him just as bad as Andrew did.

This was definitely a different side of his twin that Andrew got to see in the first half hour of seeing him in years, and he was loving every minute of it. His eyes focused on Sam’s lips as they kissed each muscle, his body rippling and reacting to each touch. It was like fire, sending blood straight to his crotch. His twin’s twinkled back at him, and Andrew let out another moan, looking up at the ceiling. Feeling his wastband be pulled off by Sam’s mouth, he felt his thick cock hit the boy in the face before slapping against his skin. Freedom!

Andrew let out a relieved laugh, propping himself up on his elbows to watch a pair of plump lips kiss the length of his cock before opening to reveal an eager tongue. They were a pair of big-mouthed blonds, that much was true. “Fuck.” He swore. Feeling his sensitive head enter Sam’s mouth, Andrew spread his legs and reached down to grab a handful of his twin’s hair. He massaged Sam’s head, before gasping out in ecstasy, not being able to keep himself from bucking his hips into the boy’s mouth.

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Sam hummed in ecstasy as he tasted the delicious, salty pre-come on the tip of his brother's cock. It was perfect. The taste made him feel both used, and privileged at the same time. The combination of those feelings drove him absolutely nuts. This is what it must feel like to be completely at someone's will. Sam had never considered how much he would love that kind of feeling but god did he love it. In this moment, right now, despite their short time together, Sam was Andy's. His possession. Something he owned. Sam was owned by someone that he never dreamed could actually exist. He felt elated and lust-driven and knew that he just simply couldn't wait to get his mouth back on his brother's cock.

Sam wasted no time sucking Andrew's hard, throbbing member into his mouth. He sucked hard around it, moaning as it literally pulsed inside his willing mouth. Sam swallowed thickly and hummed around his manhood as he felt Andrew thrust into him. Sam popped off of his brother's cock with a loud, obscene sound and began to stroke him roughly as he locked lust-driven eyes with his brother. "That's right, Sir...fuck my little face...Nnnggh...all yours." Sam gulped and quickly brought Andrew's cock back into his mouth, letting it throb violently and thrust deep into his used, throat.

[submissiveevans]

Dang...

[dominantevans-blog]

You’re thinking about how much you love your older brother? Well, that’s the G-rated version.

Yeah, it’s really weird. I mean, I didn’t know how you’d act when seeing me, but I’m glad things turned out how they did. I’ve had enough of everybody else, I just want a piece of you, that’s all. Please. You’re the hot one, no doubt about it. This isn’t up for argument, honestly. I swear you’re trying to keep me horny 24/7. I’m glad you think that way, because at some point I’m probably gonna have to bring out…the stuff. Yeah? I think I do. It’s not like I haven’t seen you blush on other parts of your body.

Is it? Huh. I may or may not be using for you for the company. You’d be surprised; some people can be so annoying, but it’s way different with family. Don’t be sorry, I’m glad I’m making this move as comfortable as possible. Ew, that’s not cute. But if it works, then fine. Scared? Everything’s okay, right? Don’t tempt me, dude. I’m not afraid to whip it out anytime I stand around you too long.

[submissiveevans]

 See? You’re totally right. I knew we had telepathic powers. You’re also right in saying that’s a very toned-down version of what I’m thinking. Why don’t you tell me the X-rated version, handsome?

I can’t believe I acted the way I did. Most people would be in a state of terror after just being kidnapped, but being with you felt so right and natural…like it was meant to happen, and I didn’t feel scared anymore. You can have more than a piece of the Sam Evans pie, Andy. You can have the whole damn thing. It’s totally up for argument, stud. I’ll never stop saying that you’re hotter than me, because it’s so ridiculously true. You make me fucking swoon. I would love to have you horny 24/7 for me…that way your cock would always be hard and I could suck it whenever I want. Your cum tastes so fucking good, Andy. Shit. I’m curious. What stuff are you going to bring out…? That..That’s true. My face blush is so ugly. It’s not as hot as my flushed, hard, red cock, I promise you.

Yeah…fuck, your chest is so perfect, Sir. I just want to kiss it all day and all night, tweaking those hot ass nipples. Fuck. Yeah…I’m still a little freaked out about the way the Superiors kidnapped me…it was terrifying. Hearing your voice and feeling your touch makes me forget about all that for a while… I love tempting you though, Andy…you’re really fucking hot when you’re tempted.

[submissiveevans]

I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

[dominantevans-blog]

The fact that they didn’t even make it up the stairs before Andrew felt like pulling off Sam’s clothes was hot enough, and the sounds his twin were making were even harder. His own cock throbbed in his pants as Andrew listened for Sam’s growls. The boy was sexier than Andrew could ever imagine, and Andrew licked the tip again for good measure. He wanted to feel Sam melt under his touch, beg for mercy, and eventually lose all self-control. Andrew grinned at Sam’s pleas while taking the head of the boy’s cock into his mouth.  He closed his eyes momentarily to enjoy this, his tongue playing with the tip. Without warning the boy lowered on Sam’s hard cock, holding it into place until he had to move his hand to push Sam’s cock further into his mouth.

Andrew sucked his cheeks in, bobbing his head slightly before taking two fingers and shoving them into Sam’s mouth, getting the boy to wet them. Using his free hands, Andrew pushed Sam’s legs back on the boy’s torso, exposing his hole. Andrew let off of Sam’s cock with a soft pop, looking up at the boy. “Ever done this before?” Andrew asked, not quite sure his twin was a virgin, but he had to ask anyway. Either way, he stuck a finger at the boy’s hole, pushing one in before easily sliding in the other. He shoved them as far as they would go, leaning over to kiss Sam hard on the mouth. “This pretty little hole’s about to be mine. But I think I need you to get rid of these for me..” Andrew said, looking down at his tented sweatpants. He pulled his fingers out and laid back, stroking his brother’s cock while it was in reach.

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Sam looked down at his unbelievably, sexy brother. There he was, with Sam's large, hard cock in between the most perfect pair of lips Sam had ever seen. The most perfect pair of lips he had ever felt. Every single touch that he had with Andrew's mouth sent a flurry of sexual, pleasurable sparks throughout his whole entire body. He had never been so aroused in his entire life. Sam's breath hitched sharply as he watched Andrew's eyes close. He had a feeling as to what was coming, but he had no clue as to what kind of pleasure would come with it. As Andrew deep-throated his hard, aching cock, Sam moaned louder than he ever had before. His animalistic groan echoed through the expansive mansion. He had never had a feeling like that before. It send a shock through his whole body, causing his toned, defined form to jerk roughly. "J-Jesus Christ, Andrew!"

As Sam's mouth gaped, he felt Andrew's calloused fingers enter his mouth. He eager sucked on them, loving the submissive feeling that came along with the action. every time Sam thought that his brother could not and would not be able to top himself, he did in every way. Sucking on his brother's fingers while having his own throbbing cock suctioned tightly into Andrew's beautiful mouth were enough to completely and utterly destroy him. For the sake of not wanting the situation to end, Sam held himself together. Sam bit his lip and nodded at his brother's question. He had done this with a few of the guys in the locker room after practice but it had never felt as intense and utterly rectifying as this time did. Sam groaned even louder than before as he felt his brother's expertly trained fingers enter his tight hole. Sam felt his hips begin to thrust down on his twin's fingers, and as soon as he started, they were gone. Sam's eyes clenched in pleasure as the kiss was initiated. Their tongues tangled relentlessly together. Sam Evans honestly had no desire for this to end, ever.

Sam gasped at Andrew's words and bit his full, kiss-swollen lips. "Yessir...all yours, no one else's." Sam looked down at the enormous tent in Andrew's sweats and grinned hungrily. Sam  slowly sat up as Andrew laid down. The blonde submissive leaned in and kissed Andrew fiercely. Tantalizingly, the boy moved down his brother's toned, godly body. Sam stopped at his chest and licked his lips, before sucking and biting hard on each of his nipples, and massaging the beautiful pectoral muscles he found there. Sam continued his descent, licking each profound abdominal muscle with a renewed lust. Finally, he reached Andrew's waist band. The defined v-line was exposed and created the hottest visual Sam had ever seen. He looked up at Andrew through innocent eyes, before be bit on to the waist band, pulling his pants off with the sheer force of his mouth. As he did this, Andrew's hard cock flew out and hit Sam's flushed face. Sam smirked and looked at his brother's cock as if it were if last meal. With a seductive wink up at his brother, Sam gently kissed up and down his dominant's cock, slapping it intentionally and roughly against his tongue. Finally, he pulled the head into his mouth and began to suck as hard as he could, all the while staring up at Andrew to gauge his reaction.

[submissiveevans]

Dang...

[dominantevans-blog]

Twin telepathy, hell yeah. I’ve missed you a lot, man. Probably more than I’d like to admit. I’m a stud? Have you checked in the mirror lately? You’ve got my face and you’re still hot. I guess that makes us narcissistic, huh? Well, you’d be considered my submissive for now, if you want to put a label on it. It’s a lot I still gotta teach you. Of course. Closer the better. I’m glad to hear it. No you’re not, don’t even say stuff like that. It’s adorable.

I hope so. You make the bed more comfortable to sleep in, I’ve got to tell you that. Wait, what? I do not. Oh shit, that’s embarrassing. Me too, bud. We’ve got lots of bro-time to make up for.

[submissiveevans]

We should test out our telepathic skills...okay. What am I thinking right now?

I've missed you to...even though I didn't know you actually existed. I mean, I know that sounds weird but I kind of always knew that you were out there somewhere. I can't really express how happy I am to have finally found you. You're such a stud, it's not even fair. I dare you to find one person that won't swoon at the sight of you. Still...I'm not as hot as you. You can be all controlling and shit...it drives me nuts. Narcissism is alright when it's just the two of us. Complimenting each other isn't hurting anything. It's just making me horny. Your submissive, huh? Yeah....I guess there is a lot for me to learn, but I'm more than willing as long as you're my teacher. Shucks, Andrew...you're gonna make me blush. That's not a look you want to see on me, I promise.

Do I really? Well, by all means, don't hesitate to cuddle up to me...I like your chest. It's really firm and it's the best pillow I've ever had. I may or may not be using you for how god damn comfortable you are. Sorry, not sorry. You do! It's so cute...I like it because it makes me more aware of the fact that you're actually there, sleeping with me. If I can't hear you, I get all scared again. Does bro-time always involve that cock of yours? I sure hope it does.

[submissiveevans]

I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

[dominantevans-blog]

The quick moment he took to look at Sam, to really look at him, Andrew could see everything he needed to see. He had missed out on so much, and the boy was willing to give himself up for Andrew and the blond couldn’t help but feel pretty damn happy about it. All those years of training had been worth it. For a long a time Andrew had been pretty angry with the world. He was apart from his family, and even with the mansion and privileges he had, it hadn’t replaced this feeling of loneliness. Now that he had reunited with Sam he could feel every single feeling of depression and anger had slipped right out of his head. Andrew looked at Sam, seeing how much the boy wanted him. The twin didn’t have to say any more words, because it was clear that they were both ready for this to happen. Andrew grinned, hearing ‘Sir’ pass from out of Sam’s lips again.

It sounded good on him, especially when he was all flustered like this. Andrew’s eyes drifted back to Sam’s lips, thinking of more uses for that mouth of his. He smirked, but gasped out in surprise when he felt Sam’s mouth on his neck. Sam was about to release some inhuman groans and he didn’t even know it. Andrew closed his eyes before opening them, gripping the boy’s head and biting his ear. “Oh yeah?” Andrew’s eyebrow quirked, before he felt Sam’s lips back on his own. He silently agreed that kissing was sending the most shocks through Andrew’s body right now, straight to his cock.

While locking tongues with Sam, the boy took both of his hands and just ripped the briefs in half. Andrew looked and felt Sam’s long cock—they were twins in every way—gripping it firmly to get it a few pulls. He moaned in the boy’s mouth, and broke apart again. “Tell me what you want.” Andrew demanded, pushing the younger twin on his back, moving in between his legs. Andrew came at level with Sam’s cock and licked his lips, taking an experimental lick at the head.

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Sam noticed his brother's grin as he let the dominant title slip from his plump lips once again. He had no idea as to where all of this strange, submissive behavior was coming from. He had always been rather controlling and dominant himself, but for some reason, being in his brother's strong, confident arms was changing his entire range of reactions. He wanted nothing more than to get on his knees and serve this beautiful man in any way that he possibly could. Sam moaned hotly as he felt the bite to his sensitive ear. It felt amazing to be controlled and used like that. It made him feel important and desired, which was a feeling that he had always had to administer on to others. It felt good to be on the receiving end for once. Sam bit his lips as Andrew questioned his statement in the manly, gruff growl of his. It sent an immediate pulse through his cock. "Fuck yeah, Sir..."

"OH! S-Shit, Sir!" Sam moaned out through his plump, kiss-swollen lips. Sam could hardly contain the inhumane moans and growls that were escaping his lips as his brother forcibly pushed him onto his back. He loved the feeling of being controlled like this, it sent every lust-soaked emotion straight to his cock. He growled as Andrew teasingly licked the head of his manhood. Through pleasure-ridden gasps, Sam somehow managed to stated what he wanted his brother to do to him, or what his body wanted his brother to do, at least; "I-I...f-fuck, Sir....I want you to use m-me...I want you to use all of my holes any w-way you want...mmm...want to feel your cum all over my face and down my tight little throat...I...I j-just want you."

[submissiveevans]

Dang...

[dominantevans-blog]

I’m glad. I’ll explain it more and more as we go along, so things won’t be so confusing. You can only take a little each day, you know? Yeah, that’s the idea. I mean, I like to think if you were my slave, you’ve made the full commitment to be under my complete control. I wouldn’t ask that from you just yet….but to answer your question no, because the domestic chores are taken care of now; later you might be expected to do some of that. For now, you’re just my shadow. Sounds easy, right?

Well, I’m glad to hear that. Good. Just stay close to me, and you’ll be perfectly fine Sammy. Have you been sleeping okay?

[submissiveevans]

Alright...thanks for not throwing it all at me at once. Finding out that you're actually real is enough to take in for a few days. I still can't believe it...I'm totally stoked that I wasn't making you up. I think I've always kind of known that you were real. Twin telepathy and all that...still you're better than I could have possibly imagined. You're also a total stud, so that is an even prettier bonus. So...if I haven't made the full commitment yet, what am I right now? Yeah...being your shadow doesn't sound to hard at all. That means I get to be close to you, right? That makes me happy. You're a lot warmer and more comforting than any blankets you could give me...god, I sound like a two year old. I'm so unattractive right now.

Yes...staying close to you, I can definitely do. Sleeping has been amazing. Your bed is way better than crappy bunk I shared with Stevie back at home...what about you? You snore. It's kinda cute, Andy. It also makes me really sad that I missed really knowing you growing up...

[submissiveevans]

I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

[dominantevans-blog]

Being here and now with Sam, Andrew couldn’t ask for a better night. Even though he was usually very controlling of his own emotions, he couldn’t help himself from getting this physical this quick with his twin. Of course he figured it had to be the hormone spike he had been warned about, and even then, that didn’t keep him from sticking his tongue in his brother’s mouth and have the strong urge to tear off these briefs he was wearing. What better way to catch up than this? Sam might have missed Andrew, but the boy couldn’t begin to tell his brother how much he had waited for this day. This moment. Andrew kissed the boy hard, roughly shoving his tongue in between their fat lips, exploring the insides of Sam’s mouth. It felt pretty damn good. Taking control was easy, and Andrew loved it.

It was rough, it was really wet, but it felt better than he thought. Way better. Their lips smacked obnoxiously, and Andrew reached between Sam’s legs, pressing the boy’s cock. “Shit, I want you so bad…” He groaned, pulling away as much as he could, looking into Sam’s eyes. “Are you sure you want….this? …Me?” Andrew asked, suddenly unsure. He had seen many relationships go South after this, even if the two had been so into each other from the start. He liked to be cautious, and he never wanted to intentionally hurt Sam. If they were going to do this thing, Andrew had to make sure the boy was going to be committed. It was definitely a lot he was asking of the boy, he knew that for sure.

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Sam groaned heavily through their lips as Andrew's tongue dominated his own. It felt so right. Never in Sam's mind would he have thought that making out with your brother would be an okay thing, until now. Somehow, everything seemed to be coming with such a natural ease, like it was meant to happen. Their lips moved together so fluidly, that it was hard for Sam to keep himself from tugging on his brother's blonde hair to force the boy's tongue even further into his mouth. Sam gave up on trying to resist and weaved his finger's into Andrew's hair, forcibly pulling him deeper into the kiss. Sam moaned loudly when he felt his brother's hand on his raging, throbbing cock, sending vibrations through both of their mouths.

The blonde submissive panted heavily as their lips separated. The crude noise that they emitted only turned him on more. Their lips just fit so perfectly together. It was like nothing Sam had ever felt before. The raw, unadulterated lust and need was undeniable, and Sam couldn't possibly get enough of it. Sam gazed into his new found brother's lust-filled eyes. He could see the reflection of his own in them and his eyes were just as lust-clouded if not more. Sam bit his kiss-swollen lips and nodded shakily. "Oh, fuck yes I want this, Sir..." Sam boldly leaned in and bit at his brother's neck. "I...I don't know why but I need this. I physically need this...if I don't have you back on my lips, I actually think I might die, Andrew." With that, Sam roughly grabbed Andrew and crashed his lips against his brother's letting his hips expertly grind against Andrew's. "Fucking use me, Master...M'yours." Sam spat out in between kisses.

[submissiveevans]

Dang...

[dominantevans-blog]

Yeah I guess it is pretty big, huh? It’s better when someone’s here to occupy it with me, though. …..I’m sorry, man. That things went down like this.

[submissiveevans]

Yeah, I'm not used to this much space...at all. Don't be sorry, Andy. It's not your fault..I'm just still really confused about everything. I mean, I understand the system now and everything, it's just going to take a lot of getting used to. So, I'm your...slave, now? Does that mean I have to cook your meals and do your laundry and stuff?

Also...thanks. I don't know how you did it, but you've somehow made me feel at least comfortable with being here. I'm still kind of freaked out and I just want to cling to you.

[submissiveevans]

Dang...

This place is huge...and terrifying...really, really terrifying. I miss my Mom...

[submissiveevans]

I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

[dominantevans-blog]

Andrew chuckled against Sam’s nipple, loving the sound of ‘Sir’ coming out of the boy’s mouth. And he hadn’t even said anything about titles yet. This was going to be better than he thought, if they kept this up. Andrew wanted to move to a more comfortable spot, but he couldn’t wait to get Sam up to the room. He had to have him now. He hummed, looking up to lock eyes with Sam, letting go from pulling on his brother’s nipple. “Call me that again. You might get a little surprise.” He winked, smacking Sam’s side playfully, before leaning up to throw off his shirt. It was getting in the way, and it may have started to get hot in here, or was it just the two of them?

Andrew leaned back down, capturing Sam’s mouth, angling the boy’s head roughly to the side. He came up for air, abusing the boy’s plump lips as much as he could before moving back down his body. Andrew took both of his hands and played with Sam’s briefs, snapping it against his skin as hard as he could. Sam’s body was damn near perfect, and Andrew wanted to make sure it was clear that he had been here. He placed small, wet kisses on the boy’s defined abdomen, before massaging Sam’s cock through his briefs, threatening to pull them down and release the member. Andrew ran his hand down the length, finding the tip and kissing it lightly through the fabric. He licked his lips while positioning his hips right between Sam’s legs, rubbing them together. Andrew reached down, snaking an arm around Sam’s neck before pulling him up to meet Andrew’s lips again, his free hand gripping the blond’s ass.

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Sam groaned heavily as he watched the blonde male bite and let his nipple snap back against his muscular skin. Sam bit his plump lips hard as he watched Andrew removed his shirt. Sam boldly reached forward and smoothed his hands over every inch on muscle that made up Andrew's anatomy. Sam's lips started to moisten and he licked them continuously as he got more and more turned on by the second. Andrew was pure, unadulterated perfection, in every sense. Every inch of his body look as though it was carved from stone. Sam raised his eyebrows in a playful fashion as he looked up into Andrew's beautiful eyes; "I really like surprises, Sir..." Sam began to pant heavily as Andrew continued to manipulate his body. No one had ever made him feel this good before, ever. It was amazing, and Sam only briefly pondered the fact that things were moving so quickly. His mind and heart made him feel like this was natural. In this society, it truly was. Unbeknownst to Sam, it was ultimately expected for the newly paired Dominant/Submissive couple to consummate the meeting, simply due to the sudden rush of natural brain chemicals that told them to do so. Sam was no longer thinking. He was overcome with sheer want for Andrew, and he didn't want anything else i the world at this point.

Sam felt his cock literally throb in his already tight briefs as Andrew abused his mouth. The force of their tongues colliding and the way that Andrew forced it to happen, was driving Sam crazy. He wanted more, he needed more. As they kissed, Sam expertly closed and opened his mouth against Andrew's lips, providing a perfect amount of suction as he allowed Andrew's tongue to dominant his mouth completely. Sam bit his lip hard as he could as he felt his briefs snap against his hard, muscled skin. The marks he felt appearing on his toned abdomen felt so incredibly right. Then, Andrew began to play with Sam's nine inch cock. "Oooooh, FUCK!" Sam moaned out as Andrew kissed the tip. Something about a sweet action mixed with such a dirty situation made Sam's cock throb hard in his briefs. The whole situation was hot, and Sam didn't want it to end, ever. "Mmmm, fucking shit....p-please don't stop doing that...Sir." Sam groaned through his pants as Andrew rocked their pelvises together hotly, forcing the tip of Sam's cock to peak out from the waistband of his briefs. Sam moaned into the kiss as he felt the rough squeeze to his ass. The blonde submissive took the kissing opportunity to wrap both arms around Andrew's neck, bringing them to a very messy, open-mouthed kiss. Sam flicked Andrew's tongue with his own, roughly and messily. It all felt to perfect to be real, and Sam still couldn't believe that it wasn't a dream.

[submissiveevans]

I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

[dominantevans-blog]

Andrew had to keep telling himself that this was only the first night. He had more than enough time to teach Sam all about this stuff. It wasn’t hard to get the hang of it. Andrew still remembered some of the excercises he had to go through at the society meetings. Before being taught how to be a Dominant, they had to learn how to be submissives. Getting into their mindsets, and how they think, and all. It wasn’t fun at first, but things had gotten better after a while. Andrew looked at Sam, wondering if he would always be this easy with Andrew. He inwardly shook his head. He couldn’t make those kind of assumptions now, before explainining what they were going to be doing in detail. Tomorrow, though. Sam’s moan was probably the sweetest thing Andrew had heard in a long time, and he wanted to hear more of it.

"They do? Maybe we should compare, then.” Andrew said, rolling them over on the rug to be on top of Sam. Andrew reached down, his arms and legs blocking Sam from getting up. He lowered himself on Sam’s neck again, biting harder this time, before kissing down the boy’s shoulders and onto his chest. Andrew flicked his tongue on one nipple while he twisted the other, sucking hard until he could see reddened skin. “How far do they usually go?” Andrew asked, and one hand snaked around Sam’s neck, while the other moved down his abdomen. Andrew was working faster than he usually would, probably because he was horny as fuck, and he didn’t have as much self-control as he might’ve thought. Oh well.

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Sam gasped as his dominant brother rolled them over into a different position. Sam was not a light guy. He was buff and very well-developed. Not as much as Andrew, but he was no light-weight. The sheer strength that the dominant exhibited in flipping them over was enough to send Sam's cock into full attention beneath his briefs. Sam clenched his teeth as Andrew bit down on to his neck, marking him again. Marking had always been his favorite, but he had never come across anybody with enough balls to really go for it. Until now. Sam let his hands slowly wander under Andrew's thin shirt, moaning at the toned muscles he found there. Sam bit his lip harshly. "I...I doubt anything could compare to this....Sir." What the hell? Where did that come from? Sam never used that word with anyone...it was like his brain had skipped the whole judgement process and just made him say it. Sam moaned more as he anticipated Andrew's response to that.

Sam moaned animalistically as Andrew began to abuse his nipples. He had never met anyone with the sheer will to be as rough as he knew he secretly liked it. The pain mixed with the indescribable pleasure sent chills through his entire body. Sam felt his hips involuntarily buck into Andrew as the dominant played with him. Sam's eyes rolled into the back of his head as he thought about how to respond. "T-they...s-shit..." Sam bit his lip as he felt Andrew's hand dip down along his defined six-pack. "They g-go as far as you let them....y-you're always in c-charge." Sam began to twist and grind his hips upward as he gave in more and more to the undeniable, natural pleasure Andrew was giving him.

[submissiveevans]

I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

[dominantevans-blog]

Andrew had a feeling Sam would have a lot of questions. He didn’t blame him. The boy had been sheltered from this lifestyle up until now, and being kidnapped and all had probably been a scary experience. Andrew looked up at Sam, wondering what it felt like to be in his shoes. He could see how shaken up the boy was, but he was glad that he had calmed down some. He was here, in his arms. Andrew’s fingers tapped along Sam’s muscled thighs, as he thought of a correct answer. “Well, to be honest, it just means that as of now we’re gonna be in a…uh…special kind of relationship.” Suddenly the boy had a hard time explaining it, only because he didn’t want to scare Sam or anything like that. “Are you sure you want me to tell you tonight? I mean, just know that I’m going to take care of you from now on, and you’ll be….servicing me.” Andrew said, looking at the boy. He ran a hand through Sam’s head, feeling the boy’s hair in between his fingers. Nice and thick. He laughed a little, kissing the top of Sam’s head. “I’m real, Sammy-boy. If anything, I can’t believe you’re here. I didn’t know when I was finally going to see you again.” Andrew raised an eyebrow, finding that pretty interesting. “Wait, you have? Because I’ve had some too…but I promise. I’m real.” Andrew said, not being able to control himself any longer and sliding his hands up Sam’s thighs, his hands spreading against Sam’s cheeks through briefs and lightly gripping the blond’s ass.

"Oh c’mon, Sam. Does a dream feel like this?" Andrew prompted, going past the boy’s face to kiss across his jawline, and down his neck. Andrew sucked and bit down, making sure Sam felt it, while starting to mark him for anyone else to see. Might as well start now, right? If there was ever any doubt after the underwear, the tattoo, and possibly a collar, the marks would have to be enough. Andrew kissed softly, sucking on Sam’s taut, supple skin, his hands massaging his twin’s backside.

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Sam hummed quietly as he felt Andrew's fingers grazing against his well developed thighs. Every touch that Andrew gave him set his nerves on fire. It felt amazing. Sam bit on his full lips hard to keep from initiating some of the things that his mind was involuntarily procuring. Sam looked up at Andrew through his eye-lashes as he listened to the boy's explanation. His breath hitched when Andrew mentioned servicing. Given their current position, that word implied a wide variety of things. Sam shook his head. It was enough that he had found out that his brother was actually real, and not a figment of his imagination, he didn't need more thrown into his mind tonight. "N-No...I'm good for tonight...I just need to realize that you're...you're...actually...r-re---oh..." Sam let out a breathy, pleasurable moan as Andrew gripped at his firm ass. Coherent thought was getting harder and harder to maintain. Sam blushed a little when Andrew mentioned that he wasn't the only one that and been having the telepathic dreams. Maybe this beautiful man, was real. Maybe Sam wasn't just making it up in his head.

Sam clenched his eyes shut and moaned out loud in absolute pleasure as Andrew marked his neck. The continuous sucking of his skin combined with the rubbing of his ass were sending Sam into a high that he hadn't ever felt before. Sam leaned hotly into Andrew, wanting to close all contact that he could as his natural submissive urges began to emerge and cloud his judgement. "Uh...t-the really really good dreams feel like this..." Sam panted out as he moaned into Andrew's touch. He felt his cock throb in his tight briefs. Was it natural to be this turned on to someone he had just met? Sam didn't know the answer but it certainly felt natural. Sam boldly placed a hand on his brother's chest, massaging it lightly as his brother continued to suck on his neck.

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I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

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They kissed, and Andrew could’ve laughed out loud right then. They had told him and the others to be patient with their twin, and to not rush them into anything, but rules were meant to be broken, right? It was soft,  kiss that was almost teasingly gentle, one that Andrew would be satisfied with—for now. At least Sam seemed to remember him. That made him feel good, because even after all these years, they were still able to re-connect almost like nothing even happened. They had really missed out on major points in each other’s lives, but Andrew knew they’d have more than enough time to make up for it. This was only the beginning.

When they pulled apart, Andrew’s eyes kept closed for a moment before opening them up. He met Sam’s gaze, and listened to his brother, his eyelids low. Andrew looked to the side and back at Sam, almost forgetting the boy was still in barely clothed. He quirked an eyebrow at him, understanding Sam’s confusion. Andrew laid down right there on their large rug, his hands still firm on Sam’s thighs. “Well, it’s kinda complicated…”

He wasn’t even sure how to start, but he knew he’d have to tell Sam at some point. “For now, let’s just say that since I’m the oldest twin, and I fit the correct criteria, I became the dominant twin. This….the two of us…we’re meant to be in this Dominant and submissive relationship.” Andrew said, unsure if he already said too much. He had to find the right words, really. It was a complicated system, and even Andrew had trouble understanding when they first told him about it in detail. It was just one big examination. A study. A damn experiment. But enough of that. He turned his attention back to Sam.

"But hey, I’m here now, right?" Andrew asked, a small smile beginning to appear on his face. As long as Sam felt comfortable, things could definitely work out for the both of them, for the better. Andrew wanted to just enjoy this night, right now. Focusing on the future too much left him feeling with a weird feeling.

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Sam bit his lip and gently rested his blonde head on his brother's shoulder as he listened to his explanation of the strange, unfamiliar world that he now found himself being thrown into. Sam kept scrunching his eyes up in confusion and disbelief as Andrew continued on. "Dominant and Submissive relationship...?" Sam looked up at his brother questioningly. "And what exactly does that mean...?" Sam had heard about these kinds of things before. He mainly stumbled upon them while he was surfing through porn, and he knew what kinds of things happened in those videos. Sam looked Andrew up and down again, admiring what he saw. The boy's sweat pants hung low on his toned waist. Andrew's sculpted muscles were very easily seen through the t-shirt he was wearing. The fact that they were twins hadn't really hit Sam yet, all he felt now was raw, unexplainable attraction to the boy that was holding on to him so tightly. Sam felt his body naturally shift into Andrew as the boy lay down. He was cold and he felt alone, and the only thing that assisted that was being with another human being that he finally knew wouldn't hurt him. Sam's looked down at his brother's hand on his thigh. Sam brought his recently freed hand to lay on top of his brother's. "I...I still don't even believe that you're real..." Sam sighed heavily and put his head in his free hand. "I've had dreams, you know? Call it twin telepathy, or whatever...but I've had dreams about you...all the time...I honestly think this is just another one of those, but you feel to...solid to be a dream...I...I'm so confused...a-and scared, Andy."

Sam sighed and leaned a little into his brother, wanting more and more of that closeness that his body suddenly craved more than it ever did. "That's the thing...I...I can't make myself believe that you're actually here...this has to be just another one of my dreams." Sam shook his head as his eyes shifted from his brother's lips to eyes and back and forth. "You're to beautiful...way to stunning to be real....t-this has to be a dream...i-it has to be."

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I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F || 1/26/14

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Andrew was never one to hide how he felt. He saw the world in a different, experienced light that most people didn’t get to see; especially at his age. Andrew had longed for some true, familiar company in a very long time. Friends came and went, and in the end Andrew had been alone. He didn’t want to turn stone cold like they probably wanted him to, and he was determined to keep his innate ability to actually seem like he gave a shit above anything else.

Over the years he had grown to be appreciative though, to the academy and all of what they had taught him. Andrew knew all about this operation now, and he had strangely accepted this way of life. Maybe because he was the ultimately—and, if succeeded—would be the Master of this relationship. Right now he held a Dominant status, and he knew this was the real test. Everything had led up to this, really. Now all he had to do was to convince Sam. Even though they had a set protocol they wanted him to follow, Andrew had long made his own plans. His own rules. Sam just had to trust him.

Sam grew quiet, and for a moment, Andrew thought everything was going to be okay. He watched him with a careful eye, before growing a little hopeful. Andrew grinned slightly, “Yeah, Sam. It’s me. Andy. You know, Andykin Skywalker?” Andrew said, remembering when they very young. Their dad was a secret nerd himself, giving his children certain nicknames that the two boys had started calling each other. Andrew looked at Sam with a knowing look then, keeping a strong hold around the boy’s waist. He was practically in Andrew’s lap at this point, and the boy’s grip grew tighter. Sam was with him now. He wasn’t going to let him go. “Sam, Sam, c’mon.” He said, in a whispered tone. Andrew couldn’t resist, but brought his lips to Sam’s ear, in a quiet voice, “I am your twin, buddy. There’s no changing that.” Andrew pulled away, and swifty wiped at the tear. He brought their foreheads together, closing his eyes. “You’re mine now, Sam.” Andrew said in a hushed tone.

“Mine.”

And then he leaned foward, intent on pressing their lips together to calm the boy down. If this didn’t work, something had to.

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Sam gasped and brought a hand to his mouth when Andrew spoke his childhood nickname out out. That did Sam in. All the memories. Every moment of their very brief time together came soaring back to him. It was almost to much for him to handle and he felt the need to keel over. Andrew's dominating presence held the boy in tact. He stared into his brother's eyes, his own shaking slightly before he let out a hushed whisper, "...Obi Sam Kanobi..." Sam remembered now. He remembered everything. The movie nights they all spent watching Star Wars together. These movie nights were always followed by the nightly life-saber fights that the two blonde twins had. Andrew always came out on top, showing his natural dominance at a very young age. It all came rushing back now, and in this moment, Sam knew in his heart and mind that this was Andrew Evans. His twin.

Sam couldn't ignore how tightly Andrew was holding on to him. It felt strangely good. It was comforting. It felt like someone, for once in Sam's life, cared enough to hold on to him so hard simply because they didn't want to go. Almost by some natural phenomenon, all of the urges to run as far away from this strange place left him, and they were placed with unbearably strong urges to hold on tighter to Andrew and never let go. This was his brother. His Andrew. He couldn't find any desire to leave ow, all he wanted was to stay.

Sam felt a chill go through his spine as he felt his brother's lips at his ear. This time, Sam began to feel sexual urges. The way Andrew was holding him, speaking to him and comforting him, made him a little hot and heavy. Sam's breath hitched when Andrew emphasized the fact that Sam belonged to him. It was another new, natural feeling that was hitting him head on. He had never felt such a raw need to belong to someone before.

Sam didn't know this, but between the two twins, one twin is always naturally submissive, but these feelings don't emerge in their brain chemistry until they are delivered to their dominant sibling. Dominant twins however, exhibit dominance from the moment they can walk and talk. That, is how the Superiors tell the difference between the two, and decide who to send on what path.

Sam gulped as their foreheads touched. His green eyes narrowed in on Andrew's stunning, perfect lips. Something in Sam's mind left him, and he threw caution to the wind. His brain was now telling him to trust Andrew inexplicably. Sam slowly moved in towards his brother's lips and planted a gentle kiss on them. Their was instant sparks. Their lips molded together in no way Sam had ever know before. The mixture of temperature between Andrew's hot ones and Sam's cold, was undeniable.

After a few seconds, Sam pulled away gently, letting their lips make a crude, delicious smacking noise as they separated. "I...W-Why did they take you from us, A-Andy...?"

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I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F

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He should’ve figured something like this would happen. After all these years, Andrew wondered how Sam had turned out. They didn’t let him see him, after all, even through pictures or any small sort of connection to the family. Andrew knew about the family and how they were, but it was never anything specific. They had made sure Andrew was completely cut off from the rest of the family. He figured they wanted to make this moment—this meeting—that much stronger for the both of them, which had worked, sort of. Andrew couldn’t take his eyes off of Sam, staring at him in a very awed way. Even though they were identical, the blond thought it was like looking at himself in a whole new light. A vulnerable, scared sight of him. The trembling full lips, the golden, muscled skin, and the terrified green eyes. It was pretty fucking awesome. Wait, what?

In a weird way, Andrew was sort of enjoying this family reunion of sorts. Not that he didn’t care about Sam’s crying, but he had been trained well enough to know what to do in these kind of situations. Andrew looked at him, sighing as he continued to pull at the knots. It was simple enough, and after a few moments Andrew had him free, but he held onto Sam’s ankles tight, opening his legs to fit himself in between them, bringing them closer together. Andrew pushed back locks of hair behind his ear, looking up at Sam as he started on the wrists.

"Sam. Listen, please. I’m your twin. Your older twin; Andrew. I got taken away at young age, before the two of us got into school. You remember, right?” Andrew asked him, shaking his head. “She wouldn’t have told you, dude. No offense, but they don’t like telling the slave twins shit." Andrew shrugged, casually using the word like it didn’t matter. He knew Sam had a lot of questions, and he was willing to answer them, just as long as the boy calmed down. Andrew couldn’t get knot so he stopped, putting his hands on Sam’s shoulders to keep him from trembling. "I’m not going to hurt you. Trust me." He said, wanting to get a confirmation from Sam. Something. Anything.

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Sam let an involuntary sigh of relief escape his full, flushed lips as his ankles were freed from their containment. That action alone instilled Sam with a little trust in Andrew. It was clear not only through the boys words, but also through his actions that he wasn't going to hurt Sam. Sam gulped as Andrew pulled himself in between Sam's legs. Sam tried his best to ignore the fact that their crotches were pressed tightly against each other. Despite their situation, Sam was still a man. A bisexual one at that, and it would be idiotic to dismiss Andrew's stunning looks. Those looks paired with his controlling aura were enough to make Sam whimper at the sudden closeness. Sam stared up into Andrew's green eyes in wonder. Trying to put the pieces of this unbelievable puzzle together. Every time Sam would be on the verge of forming a coherent thought, it would be wiped away by the surprising sensitivity and closeness that Andrew was providing. The twin was warm and Sam was frigid cold from the freezing January weather. His nipples were hard as rocks on his developed, expansive chest to prove his state. Sam had an over-whelming urge to hug the boy as if he were a long lost friend. Sam didn't know why he felt this way. For all he knew, this boy could very well be lying to him with the sole purpose of breaking down his walls, so he could use him for whatever sick purpose Sam had been kidnapped for.

Sam's vivid green eyes widened as he listened to his twin speak. As the blonde slave was prompted to remember this...Andrew, his mind sent him through a series of hazy flash-backs. There was a four year old boy, laying out in the back yard, gazing at the stars. The summer breeze was comforting and everything was peaceful. In his mind, he turned to look at a figure that was laying next to him on the grass. The boy laying there looked exactly like him. They smiled at each other and continued their star-gazing without a care in the word. Sam reverted back to present time and gasped as he continued to gaze into his brother's eyes. They extremely close at this point. Their noses were practically touching. Sam opened his mouth slowly as everything fell into logical place. "A-Andy...?" Sam shook his head in disbelief. "I...I think I remember you...a little...". When Andrew mentioned something about a slave twin, Sam's brain over-powered his heart and told him to realize how impossible this really was. "Wait! No! This isn't real! There's no such things as slaves, and you aren't my twin! I...I don't have one! It's impossible!" Sam's green eyes shimmered with his own despair. "P-Please...l-let me g-g-go." Sam's full lips quivered as he felt a tear stream down his cheek.

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I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F

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Watching Sam react violently to the light and scream for help through his gag was bad enough, and Andrew was glad he had opened the door when he did. Who knows what would’ve happened if he had left Sam out there all night? Even though it was a secluded house, Andrew knew he wouldn’t have been able to forgive himself if he had left the boy out there for so long. Andrew just stood off to the side, the gag still in his right hand. It was a simple rope, that Sam had obviously tried his best to get out of. Andrew threw it behind him, and crouched in front of his brother. The boy was sobbing.

Andrew wanted to reach out and touch him, but he figured Sam wouldn’t respond to that too well. He just watched him, waiting on the boy to calm down. Other than the sobbing and the slight hyperventilation, Sam looked exactly like him. From what he could see, anyway. Andrew looked down, seeing the initials ‘A.E.’ on Sam’s briefs—which was a little distracting—and the tattoo on his wrist. A.E. Andrew instantly knew it was his initials, but he didn’t say anything, but admired it, growing closer until his hand absentmindedly rested on Sam’s tied wrists. Andrew looked his twin once over and got down on the floor next to him. Without warning the boy pushed himself in front of Sam, pulling his twin’s legs towards him, beginning to work on the few knots. It would be faster with a knife, but Andrew knew they needed to talk.

"I’m your twin, Sam. I…..you don’t remember me? It’s me. Andrew." He knew the boy probably didn’t’ remember him, but on the chance he did, it would make things a whole lot easier to explain. Andrew pushed back a blond lock and wiped at his clone’s face. "And don’t cry, alright? You’re safe now. It’s all good." He said in an even tone, although he wasn’t sure to be relieved or anxious. It was weird.

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A look of pure, absolute terror flashed through Sam's features as the strange, unfamiliar clone pulled his legs toward him. Sam had no idea what was happening and he had no idea what this strange person's intentions were. For all he knew, he could be in line to get sacrificed to some cult-esque god like the natives did to that woman in King Kong. Sam scrunched his eyes up, shaking the infuriatingly light-hearted thought from his mind. Leave it to Sam Evans to think about nerdy things while he was in the process of being kidnapped. Despite the silliness of it, thinking about his nerdy affiliations helped keep his mind off of the dire situation that he had found himself in. Whenever he played a bad game of football, or missed his chance at a solo in Glee Club, he would sit in his room and think about Lord of the Rings, or Avatar, or Star Wars. Anything that would be able to take his mind off of his troubles.

There was no taking his mind off of his troubles now, however. This was happening now. With every passing second, Sam realized how much realer the situation was. He wasn't waking up and no one was jumping out of the corner of some unknown room with a camera, telling him that he was being punk'd. This was very, very real danger, and Sam needed to find away out of this, and fast. He couldn't bear the though of never seeing Stacey or Stevie again. He couldn't bear the thought of never going to the park with his father to toss the football around again. He couldn't bear the thought of never being able to sit with his Mother for hours and talk about girls and boys, whichever one he was infatuated at the time. He needed to see them again.

After he got through his realization of the very definite relevance of the situation at hand, Sam took a chance to make eye contact with the stranger that seemed to only be untying him. That was a mistake. As soon as their green eyes met, their was an indescribable spark. Sam immediately calmed down. His heart rate slowed and he got lost in the kind eyes of the stranger. He couldn't move, all he could do was gaze into the clone's eyes. For some reason, Sam had an eerie feeling that he knew this individual. Then the boy started to speak. Sam listened intently, and found himself immediately soothed by the comforting tone in the blonde, sweat-pant clad boy. Andrew... Sam definitely knew that name. As he stared at the boy, his brain tried it's best to make the connection. It procured a blurry image of a young, four year old Sam Evans playing on an obscure playground with another blonde boy. Sam's green eyes widened as everything began to fall into place. Sam bit his full lips as Andrew told him that he was safe. The tone to his voice was like ice to a bruise. His mind told him not to trust him, but his heart was saying otherwise.Sam shook his head in disbelief. "I....what am I doing here? How do you know me? I....I don't have a twin. My mama would have told me if I did....w-who are you, really?" Sam began to panic again. "This really isn't funny, man! I want to go home!"

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I'm Wide Awake || Evancest || F2F

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Sunday night.

For Andrew, it was just a reminder of another week alone. The boy had long gotten used to the fact that he lived a different lifestyle than everyone else around him, and he felt pretty indifferent about it. Being the oldest twin, Andrew had been taken away at a really young age, just before the two entered elementary school. He still remembered the day The Superiors came to get him. It was a normal day for the Evans household. Their dad was taking Sam to the lake, but his mom wanted Andrew to help her in her garden. They had arrived in a stretch limo, dressed in formal wear, and spoke with his mom for a few minutes before she went inside to get his things. Andrew was confused at first, and after his mom had said “goodbye for now”, he couldn’t help but fight and kick at these strange people who were taking him away.

At first, like all the other kids who had been taken, Andrew was rowdy, restless, and just a general pain in the butt. Growing up in the same group of kids, he had gained some close friends and so things weren’t so bad, but he always wondered what life back home was like. He had so many questions that never got answered, so Andrew gave up after a while. Being a Dominant had grown to be something he enjoyed. He felt in control for once, and not like someone else’s puppet. When they all graduated the academy, Andrew left with all these abilities and skills but with no one around and nowhere to go. It had been a long winter, and the boy didn’t know why they had restricted him from going anywhere in the next couple of months. Apparently it was important he stay in the area, for which Andrew didn’t know why. They were always so secretive, and it sucked. The boy laid on his large bed, feeling small on the gigantic mattress. He could never fill it up alone, no matter how much he tried. His boombox playing in the background, the blond was getting sleepy, but then he heard his doorbell ring.

He sat up immediately, quirking an eyebrow. Who would be down there this late at night? Only a handful of people knew the code to get past the gate, and none of them Andrew really wanted to talk to right now. He hopped off the bed, grabbing his balled up white tee, putting it on his head. Andrew reached for his sweatpants, pulling them up only to have them ride low on his hips as he traveled down the stairs. The boy took an anxious look in the peephole and didn’t see anyone but a red bow and he could hear muffled screams and groans from outside. Huh? Andrew opened the door, and he almost fell back at the sight. Himself. Well, not really him, but somebody who looked just like him.

Sam. In the flesh.

Andrew walked outside on the porch, looking around for a sign of someone, but no one else was there. He sighed, looking down at a carbon copy of himself. He didn’t know what to say. After all these years. Instead, he just pulled the boy inside, closing the door and locking it behind him. Andrew faced the door before turning to look down at his brother. He pulled at the gag on his twin’s mouth, still a little dumbfounded at the whole situation. It’s not like he hadn’t expected Sam at some point, but why now? Why tonight? What could he even say? With a sigh, he shook his head.

"Hey."

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It felt like he had been screaming and moaning for hours. o matter how much noise he made or how much of a fuss he attempted to make, no one came. He was alone on a dark, cold unfamiliar porch. For the first time through this entire ordeal, Sam began to feel extreme fear. Before, he had only felt anger and disbelief, now, terror melted into his emotions and threatened to consume him.

Suddenly, the large, grande doors opened in front of him. The light from the mansion blinded him and he couldn't make out the human that was behind the doors. Sam struggled more, screaming for help through his gag. Maybe this person would untie him and take him home. Maybe he'd wake up from some horrible nightmare and run down stairs to watch his entire collection of Lord of The Rings films, like he always did when he was stressed. He didn't wake up, though. The light continued to blind him as he was pulled inside the strange home.

Sam clenched his eyes shut as he anticipated some kind of pain or abuse from his captor. Nothing. When the blonde heard the door lock, his instincts burst alive and he began to struggle ferociously against the ropes that bound him. This struggle was interrupted by the liberating removal of the gag that kept him from speaking. As soon as it was gone, he burst into a fury of heavy sobs. He finally looked up at the person who dragged him into the strange home.

He looked just like himself. The blonde hair, the vivid green eyes and the plump lips. They were Sam's features. The boy was the most beautiful sight he'd ever seen, because it was like looking at what he was before the kidnapping, what he wanted to be again. Finally, Sam found his voice. "W-What a-are you...?" Sam stared up at the impossible clone in front of him, his green eyes sparkling in a mixture of tears and disbelief.