This blog is going to be archived.
Soooo here’s the thing. For a few weeks now I’ve been feeling extremely overwhelmed by a lot of changes going on in my life that are all happening at once, and it’s been getting to me big time. And when I come on here to unwind and relax, I start to feel worse. I have so many threads going on that I owe and I’m always losing drafts, I’m constantly behind, and just when I think I’ve got my head above water, I immediately start drowning in everything again. This blog has become primarily OOC posts and I really don’t like that, at all. On top of that, I’m constantly being pestered by several different people after making myself clear on many things, and it makes me not want to come on here.
What’s worse is that this is affecting other muses I’m trying to develop, like Siren and Chibiusa. I want so badly to develop those muses, but then I look at this blog and think to myself “God I owe so fucking much I need to focus on Michiru more because I’m making people wait”, and then I stare at my drafts, with no muse and no inspiration and I don’t want to do it, and then I lose motivation to do anything at all and let me tell you, for a girl who has literally nothing going on at this moment, not even having roleplaying and writing is killing me, but when I come on here, I don’t want to be here. It’s tedious to come on here because I don’t have the muse, and there’s just SO MANY people here that it’s overwhelming to me.
I had planned earlier in the week to move to a more private blog and only let a few select people know about it, but I can’t quite bring myself to do that because as much as I love those I’ve invited so far, it doesn’t quite feel fair to leave everyone in the dark on this blog and push it aside when I do owe as much as I do. And that’s why I’m moving again, and on this new blog, I am not going to put up with any fucking bullshit, nor am I going to be as forgiving as I’ve been here. On top of that, I’m going to look into exclusivity (or semi-exclusivity) a little more with a few roleplayers. I just can’t handle the load I’m dealing with here, I just can’t, and with everything that’s about to happen to me, I can’t maintain this blog in the way I could before. Because of this, I am also not going to be as lenient with following back as I was on here.
Just… I need to do what’s best for me, and moving blogs is what’s best for me at this moment in time. This blog will remain up and stuff, but it will be acting as an archive. The new blog can be found at marinetide.tumblr.com. Please understand that I’m not doing this for any other reason than this is what I really need right now. I won’t have the time to dedicate as much effort to Michiru soon, and because of that things are going to be drastically different over there. So, sorry not sorry, basically.
