The Life and Times of Azalia @suchaneatlittlemonster - Tumblr Blog

hey guys

It’s been a really long time.

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I just have to write about my parents a bit.

My life has gone by and I’m 26 and being the age I am now I’ve just come to a lot of realizations.

I’ve always had a complicated relationship with my parents. Not so much in recent years as that has changed, but it’s so nice feeling like you finally feel close with them.

I was afraid to tell them about my long term relationship ending since they liked him and kept asking where he had been. I finally got the courage to tell them we weren’t together anymore and my mom had the most amazing reaction. She looked at me and said “why didn’t you say something, are you okay?” I said “Yes, I’m actually doing really well I was just afraid to tell you.” And basically her and my dad just looked at me and told me they support me and all that matters is that I’m happy and that I seemed happier lately and if I want to talk they’re there and that was it. I told them I was so happy and their response just made me feel so okay and just verified everything was better.

This just made me feel so amazing. I feel so free. I feel so okay with my life and I feel absolutely happiness knowing my parents are there for me.

I’m so happy I have them even if sometimes I’m confused by our relationship.

Also if you’re reading this, fuck you.

If you love someone and want it to work, you wouldn’t do anything to jeopardize that. That’s it. End of discussion. If you love someone you don’t hurt them.

It really sucks when you feel good about something you’re doing and the one person you want to be proud just makes you feel like shit.

Having a really difficult week. I feel drained in pretty much every aspect of life. I’d like to just shut my brain off for awhile.

Would you ever post unedited/uncensored pics?

Possibly at some point. I really don’t have a problem with it and it doesn’t bother be at all. I just know people are extremely immature about it a lot of the time and a lot of people say very uncomfortable things and send unsolicited messages to me when I even post censored things. I’d love to have the freedom to do so and maybe one day I’ll have the courage to say fuck it and just do it. I’m comfortable enough with my body and I love the artwork I’ve made with it. It’s a shame people can’t control themselves or act like adults after seeing a naked body.