Us boys are all sat at Caspar and joshes house. All 7 of us.
Weāve just filmed some colabs for all our channels so now weāre all just on our phones waiting for the pizza to come cus itās Caspar, obviously he would want pizza.
Iām just scrolling through twitter when I see some people tagging me in some photos.
Because Iām bored, I decided to look at them.
A club, which only opened two weeks ago which us boys went to last week is in the background of the picture but thatās not what catches my eye.
What catches my eye is my boyfriend, Jack, is kissing a girl and taking her somewhere in a taxi.
I felt tears start to prick my eyes, threatening to spill out.
"Jack. Outside. Nowā I said sternly
"Babe, whatās wrong?ā He asks once weāre both outside
"Whatās wrong? Oh Iāll fucking tell you whatās wrong. Whatās wrong is my fucking boyfriend who I fucking trusted goes and fucking cheats on meā I scream in his face
"That was before we met, Joeā
"That club opened two weeks ago Jack. Two fucking weeks ago, not over 5 monthsā
"Photoshop?ā He replys with but it comes out as more of a question. I just stare at him, giving him a death glare until he admits it
"Fuck. Joe, babe, Iām sorry. I was drunk. I didnāt mean it. We didnāt do anything I promiseā he begs
"I bet your not even fucking sorry. Do you even know her name?ā I yell
"Noā he says while looking down
"Well Iām sorry. Iām not the one with all these fucking insecurities and canāt even fucking trust meā he yells
"Oh so itās my fault now I canāt trust my fucking boyfriend even though he cheated on meā
"But we didnāt fucking do anythingā
"Yet I donāt believe youā
"Of cause you fucking donāt cus your so fucking insecure itās painful. Oh jack, I canāt do that, Iām scared. Like I give a shitā
"well Iām done with all your shit too jack. Look at me, I think Iām so hard cus I have tattoos. Piss off would yaā
"Iād happily do anything to get away from you. Atleast Iām not that skinny it looks like I fucking starved myselfā
"You know what jack. Weāre through. Done. You and your fucking āhardā attitude can go find someone who actually cares about you. Although thatāll be a struggle with your attitudeā I yell.
Iām just mad right now, I donāt mean any of this but he called me anorexic and he know that my weight is a problem and made fun of me being insecure. Donāt forget he cheated in me aswell.
I see Jack clench his fists into a ball, he looks really mad.
Then I see his fist colliding with my jaw, sending a sharp pain (a/n just like his jawline. Sorry had to. Carry on) through my face. He hit me. He fucking hit me.
"Do me a favour Jack. Never talk to me again until you fix your attitude. I love you, but I guess you donāt love me backā I told him, tears starting to leak out of the corners of my eyes.
I hurriedly exit the balcony and all the boysā eyes look at me
"Joe, buddy. Are you okay?ā Oli asks. I just shake my head ānoā not trusting my voice
"Joe, pleaseā jack begs, walking into the room āI love you too. Iām so so so sorryā
"What did I tell you jack. Fuck. Offā I tell him through gritted teeth and start walking towards the exit, only to find my knees going weak and collapsing on Caspar
Come on joe. Letās take you on a walk. Oli, you coming?ā Caspar says.
Him and Oli take me outside and to the park where we sit on a bench. I explain to them what happened, the pictures in twitter, what he said and him hitting me. I tell them everything.
I just canāt believe the first time I told my ex/boyfriend the first time that I love him was during a fight.
Everyone is still mates, but Joe and Jack donāt talk to each other.
If all the buttercreams are hanging out, one of them wouldnāt come, usually Joe, however they have both confessed to the boys they want to get back together, they just donāt know how.
Today, jack, josh, Conor, Caspar, Oli and Mikey are all round at Jackās new place. Joe was invited but he refused to go because jack was there.
Even though about a week earlier, less than that even, all the boys but Jack was invited round Joes for a bit and Joe confessed he wants to get back with a Jack, he refuses to talk to him.
Today, however, Jack is determined to get his Joe back, using today as a perfect opportunity to ask for help.
"Boysā Jack started. He got some hums and grunts in responses so he carried on āI want to make it up to Joe and get him back. What should I do? Would he even go?ā
"Mateā Oli replied, putting his hand on his shoulder seen as he was sat next to him on the sofa āDo you regret it?ā
"More than anything. Itās the worst thing I have ever done and every night I wish I didnāt do itā Jack replied
"Do you love him?ā Oli asked again
"More than anything. I canāt live without him, I miss himā
Then weāre getting you two back togetherā Josh told him from the opposite side of Jacks new house
"Really? You lot would really help me even though I fucked up big time?ā Jack asked with excitement in his voice, he might finally get his boyfriend back
"Why wouldnāt we? Youāre both our best mates. You made a mistake. Your sorry. Youāre both missing each so yeah, we will help you" Caspar told his mate while the rest of the boys agreed with him
"Thanks guys. I have an idea so what do you think of this?ā Jack started with a massive smile plastered on his face.
*A few weeks later. Joes POV*
Today Caspar has dragged me out of my house into a little cafe. He wonāt tell me the name and I donāt really know why but oh well.
A coffee with my best mate then I can go back home and mope about my boyfriend. Yes, he cheated on me but I fucking miss him. Heās my everything and I canāt. Okay Joe stop. Your getting all soppy now.
Get yourself together sugg!
"Hey Joe, weāre here. What do you want? Iāll order just go find a tableā Caspar told me so I told him my order, a latte, and found a table.
Wait, I recognise this place. Where do I? Oh I know.
"Casp, why have you brought me to this place?ā
"Cus I know this place means something to youā
It does. This is where Jack told me heās gayā
"I know. And hereās a piece of paper. Read itā
I look at his hand and the first thing I notice is itās Jacks handwriting. It reads:
Hey love. I know you probably wonāt want to talk to me but please do this. For me. For us. Anyway, follow these hints and donāt ask question. The next place is where you confessed to me about your sexuality. From, Jack xx
I know exactly where that is, itās this restaurant a couple of minutes from here. I pick up my latte from Caspar and head to the next place. I donāt know what heās planning but Iām kinda excited, kinda.
>p>Once I arrive there I receive another note and a Daim
Hey Joe, me again. Duh. Anyway, hope you enjoy the daim. Remember that time at mine where for a solid week we were arguing on how you say it. I do. Next place is where our first date was. From, Jack xx
I know this. We went to this cute little park with a fountain and just talked. I loved it. I remember the daim thing aswell. That was so funny.
I head of to the park with Caspar following behind me. I think he is anyway, Iām not sure and quite frankly, I donāt really care.
After heading to the park, where we had our first kiss and our second date,at each destination Jack left something to remind us of our relationship, Iām starting to get really emotional.
Heās left small little reminders of all the good things in our relationship and I just miss him more.
The last note told me to go where he asked me to be his boyfriend. I remember that day so well, we where walking through a small park when he asked me and I couldnāt of asked for it to have happened any other way. When I arrive at the park I see itās been all done out. And I mean all done out.
Heās standing down the path so I walk up to him and ask him what heās doing.
He takes my hand and replies
āWell, Iām not really that romantic but Joe. I canāt live without you. That night, I regret it so much. I hate myself for it too much. I love you. Iām sorry the first time we said it was during the fight but I mean it, I wasnāt saying it to keep you, I mean it. I love you. I love your personality, smile, looks. Everything. I love you Joe Sugg and I canāt live without you. Iām so so so sorry and I know sorry isnāt good enough but I just want you back. I miss our stupid little arguments about how you say daim, I miss waking up with you next to me in the mornings, I miss winding you up when your trying to describe a video idea you have. I miss you Joe, and I want you back. Please Joe, take me back. I promise it will never happen again. Iāve got you this ring, itās a promise ring to tell you that I will never, ever, do anything like this again. So please Joe, will you be my boyfriend again?ā He asks, a ring in his hand, staring in his eyes which are full of hopefulness
"How could I say no, Jack? I miss you too. I miss making you late for places because I wanted an extra 5 mins of cuddles I miss making you take 30 mins to film a 10 min video cus I keep interrupting you. I miss you and I love you Jack. So yes, I will be your boyfriend againā I tell him.
He puts the ring on my finger and pulls me into a kiss. The kiss is full of passions and love and I can feel the sparks flying like the first time we kissed.
I wrap my arms around his neck and slowly pull away, but resting my forehead against his. His arms are wrapped around my waist and were just staring into each otherās eyes
"Thank you Joe, for taking me backā he whispers
"I couldnāt imagine my future with any other person but you babe. Your the best thing thatās ever happened to me and what relationship has no arguments. Itās normal, as long as it doesnāt happen again. I love you, Jackā
"Impossibleā i say, my lips finding his in another passionate kiss. I start to deepen it and we head home. You can guess what happened next.
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