ever-moving

she will be the girl that loves too much but cares too little. she will be the girl who stole your heart and made it brittle.

[love-beauty-experience]

[iso2108]

@sumiseria

/his eyes were shifting around the reception hall, some large banquet room that sumin’s family had rented out for the occasion. reaching a hand up he adjusted his necktie, wondering just how long they had to be there. it’d be quite a while since it was minjae’s wedding… right?;   Do we have to talk to anyone in particular?    /as he glanced down at sumin, he gave her an exasperated look. he was hoping they’d be able to just talk to a few people and then keep to themselves, but that probably wasn’t the proper protocol for her brother’s wedding;    Or can we wait until the food is served?

[sumiseria]

{`even with such tall heels on, she was still holding her dress with a palm as they walked into the ballroom. though her other arm was secured in sehun's, she did tug him further to the edge of the room to free the doorway.} We met most of my family during the ceremony... We can just mingle with a few partners. {`she made the mistake of standing too close, thereby threatening to break her own neck as she looked up at him. her lips pressed together in response, a slight pout. neither of them ever want to be here.} Let's talk to them later. They'll be more interesting with a few drinks in.

[iso2108]

She is always like this! Since they day the met until now she was always refusing to admit it. Surely, Sumin was more stubborn than he was. At first he was frustrated by her lack of admittance to these small things, but now he’s learned to accept it… sort of. Sehun had also learned how to draw answers from her.

So when she messaged him once again, this time he had his phone face up and the screen unlocked, just waiting for what he knew was to come.  The small smile hadn’t vacated his features yet, and his boss asked why. He gave a response, and got back to work quickly after messaging Sumin back.

[ text: Caterpillar ] The kind that sends his girlfriend Molang things because he knows they make her happy deep down. [text: Caterpillar ] Even if she doesn’t want to admit it.

[sumiseria]

Did he have to always bring it up? She felt rather embarrassed -- being so her age and still so fond of a little bunny. She looked at the little Molang sticker from Sehun’s old letter, pasted onto the pen cup facing her. She really did like Molang... but she didn’t want to admit that! As he replied so quickly, she frowned just knowing what would come.  

It was her job to take things into her own hands! Sehun wasn’t going to tease her if she brought this one thing up... she thought. It was important. 

[m+sehun]; If you keep teasing me, I’m not going to make dinner tonight -- or let you make tea at my apartment. 

[love-beauty-experience]

[iso2108]

He had read her messages but hadn’t responded, figuring he would give it an hour at most before he contacted her again. Instead his phone was faced down on desk at work, the papers in front of him stealing all his focus until he felt the desk vibrate. Sehun knew exactly who it was without lifting up his phone. His lips tugged into a small smile and he glanced around the office, picking up his phone once the coast seemed clear so he could text her back.

[ text: Caterpillar ] So you like my messages?

[sumiseria]

Her best friend is at the door, waving and smiling gingerly at her. All too sweet, Sumin thinks, until a wink was sent her way with a glance down to her phone as if signaling her. “Okay, get out.” Seul’s laughter felt as though it was vibrating through the room, the way she too taunted her about her boyfriend. The implications were far from innocent. As soon as she reads his text, a loud, dramatic sigh bounces out of her lungs. He’s so difficult! Her hands work to move her food aside, wiping down her desk before she so quickly folds her arms and plants her head atop. 

[m+sehun]; Oh Sehun, what kind of boyfriend are you? 

[iso2108]

[ text: Caterpillar ] Why would I make fun of you? I was just showing it to you because I know you like it and I thought of you.

[ text: Caterpillar ] I can not message you at all if you would rather.  

[sumiseria]

[m+sehun]; You always make fun of me.  [m+sehun]; Constantly.  [m+sehun]; From the first day we met. 

Confined to her office is perhaps the least ideal part of each day. Arguably, Sehun’s texts are perhaps the only thing that can cause her to withdraw from the cold apathy her expression assumed during the day. Restraint is difficult, obvious with her lips twitching themselves slowly into a pout in front of Seul. 

[m+sehun]; Don’t be like that. 

[sumiseria]

[ text: Caterpillar ] I found something that I think you will like.

[ link ]

[ text: Caterpillar ] Do you see? It’s a good graphic. Two things that you like in one.

[m+sehun]; Are you making fun of me? [m+sehun]; Stop it

[iso2108]

Blue Skies

        iso2108 + sumiseria                                                   

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It looks like we’re in for clear skies with scattered clouds.

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[love-beauty-experience]

[sumiseria]

wtf is this supposed to mean

[sumiseria]

ok rude

i learn from u 

[sumiseria]

who this

ur mom

[love-beauty-experience]

@sum__nie “바다다 바다다”

[iso2108]

[ text: Caterpillar ] Because it’s fun and I like talking to you throughout the day.

[ text: Caterpillar ] Also, you look exactly like that except half the time you’re lying on top of me somehow.

[sumiseria]

[m+sehun]; I don't like talking to you ever.

[m+sehun]; I wonder about that too sometimes. Sometimes I just wake up there, but I don't look that small and I don't sleep in the center.

[sumiseria]

I heard your boyfriend makes you limp. If you're in an abusive relationship, I just want you to know - there are places that can help you.

“He--,” she cuts herself short, feeling rather defensive over any remarks regarding their relationship. A sprout is only so strong. Abusive isn’t the word. Aggressive can be, but certainly not abusive. She contemplates just how to respond, feeling rather shy. They can’t know. “He’s not abusive! I don’t limp!”

[sumiseria]

wats ur bf's dick like

The question strikes her as more lewd than it does abrasive. Her best friend has asked her this numerous times, but she has yet to find an answer as well. For some seconds she only stands, a stone face with only her eyebrows knitted together. How does she respond to this? Is she supposed to be honest? What is his penis even like? It wasn’t small, but how could she tell if it was large if she had nothing to compare it to? She had only seen his and no one was supposed to know that she had.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

[sumiseria]

[ text: Caterpillar ] Here’s you:

[ photo attachment ]

[ text: Caterpillar ] I found something that I think you will like.

[ link ]

[ text: Caterpillar ] Do you see? It’s a good graphic. Two things that you like in one.

[m+sehun]; Why do you insist on teasing me through text?

[m+sehun]; I don't look like that in bed.