CW; idk alien sex (jk) / this is actually cute, dont worry
Mychael as your boyfriend.
I just know that he likes to listen to ABBA with you and dance in the mornings when making breakfast or at night before going to sleep.
He purrs at bedtime, especially if you pet his hair.
You can caress his horns, they are softer than they look but also sensitive, be delicate
After a while of relationship, he could no longer avoid the growing guilt he felt and told you about the mushrooms in the forest and the brainwashing he did to you at the beginning.
Definitely identifies with Roar's "Christmas Kids" song.
Be thankful he doesn't have an internet connection or he'd make Deez Nuts cringe jokes.
He is the perfect person for fairycore, you have already begged him to do makeup together, even though he didn't need any of that.
He likes to feel safe, silly and childish with you, having learned to take care of himself since⌠well, always, it was a drain on the soul. what a relief to his heart to be able to be childish with you, like a break.
He still has certain self-esteem problems, his eyes always dilate when you say nice things about him (or when he's about to jump and attack ((kiss you)))
It's not like Mychael is an uncivilized being, but you've taken the time to teach him several things on dates you've had, things that perhaps he didn't know due to his isolation from society.
You're actually a little scared of what could happen if they discover Mychael's existence, so if you live together it will be in the forest.
Sometimes he is selfish and brainwashes you when he wants more kisses or just feels too needy to let you go out with your friends.
For him there is no such thing as breaking up, he will beg you for answers and ask countless times what the problem is or what you want him to change, as a last resort he would brainwash you so that you stay by his side, even if it's like a shell.
"They were 20 and decided to end their life just like this. They went up to the 21st floor and left without saying "goodbye."
I wonder if when they were flying through the air they rememberedâŚ
..I once told him if you kill yourself I'm gonna kill myself too!" Basically Mychael not being able to continue with his life alone once he meets MC, if you leave, so does he.
The first time you had sex, bro, Mychael almost had to be chained up, he acted like a spoiled kid when he tried his new favorite candy.
Mychael composes songs for MC, he will even try to get new instruments, new talents, anything to entertain his firefly and have them stay in the forest with him.
Is the kind of old-fashioned sculpted lover, don't doubt that you will look like a 60-year-old couple with 3 chickens and a dog, your wish is his command. If you can't go out to eat at an elegant restaurant, he will get a recipe book to prepare the best dishes and put candles on the table. If you don't have new clothes, he will knit what you like. If you don't like the color of the cabin, he will paint everything as many times as necessary.
Physically? Mychael will never hurt you, using guilt as manipulation is not to his liking either, he loves you too much so he will only wash your brain to have a perfect life by your side, don't worry, you are safe from the world and you will have healing caresses every night , even if it is not today, if it is not tomorrow, you will learn to need it on your own and stay at will.
Mychael is terrified of people, the opinion of the masses made him think of himself as a monster and he can't help but blurt out little comments mocking his own appearance. Being with you makes him forget what he is. Why was he surprised? Because you didn't look away.
His saliva is a little salty and something tells me that he produces goo when he is excited, trust me (delulu)
cw. smut. unprotected sex. creampies. multiple orgasms. groping. dry humping. public sex-ish. fingering. slight oral (f. receiving). overstimulation. thigh fucking. somnophilia. possessiveness. yandere tendencies. mentions of violence. +18!
wc: 1.2k
a/n: inspired by @deviants-forest work! etc. (go check it out) also happy kinktober! :)
Curse!yuuta who creeps up your back, his hands finding your waist and his lips tickle your ear as heâs whispering how much he needs you on a subway train to home. âNot nowâŚâ you whisper over your shoulder to him trying not to be noticeable by others who crowded you and payed no mind, too busy on their phones. You bit your bottom lip when he presses himself against your ass in one movement already having your blood rush like crazy. You try to keep your composure like nothings bothering you but yuutaâs hard on humping into you desperately, whining in your ear and his cold hands reaching under your shirt to grope your boob. âneed you âs badâ he was always touchy, could never keep his hands off you.
Curse!yuuta who doesnât mind your sorcerer friends as long as they donât get too close. Your friends can sense the heavy weight of cursed energy from you, even if they got close it was too much to bare sense yuuta was around, the air would fill thick and negative. You could barely go out with them to eat without his fingers buried in your cunt and playing your clit. They would ask you if you were okay when your head is down on the table but you just excuse it as you were not feeling well for a second but yuuta is grinning ear to ear, amused how your well your taking his slender fingers, curling them inside and you canât help but squirm in your seat acting like your stomach is just hurting though you were about to orgasm. âPlease yuuta..â you whisper to him âCome on you can cum on my fingers..â his raspy tone sending you shivers down your back.
Curse!yuuta who watches an âold friendâ hug you, his hands in places that shouldnât be. After you would praise yuuta for staying calm but yuuta would give shake his head only because you would be upset if he did anything and simply gave you a warning âNext time Iâll break his armâ âYou canât be seriousâ you sigh, you always knew he was.
Curse!yuuta who clenches his fist watching some prick try to flirt with you in front of him knowing he canât be seen. Even the second time you reject him you can feel yuutaâs anger grow by the second that in any moment he would take action. âI-i have a boyfriend-â praying yuuta doesnât get violent âI donât see him?â His hand coming up to touch your shoulder now heâs on the floor shouting in pain, blood from his broken nose all over his hands, shaken up that he didnât see anyone hit him? Was he going crazy? âPatheticâ Yuuta mutters luckily he held back a lot, he could do so much worse and this wasnât the first time.
Curse!yuuta who gets anxious that you might hate him when you get into arguments. He feels like he canât exist without you, heâs nothing without you and the thought of you hating him makes his heart sink and scared that heâll be all alone. He didnât care about anyone else he just needed you. The amount of times you got tired of telling him not to hurt people and you could handle the situation yourself. Heâll plead you not to hate him and apologized excessively. âWe can talk about this tomorrowâ his stomach sinking by the tone of your voice that it will all end up to you hating him. He couldnât stand the feeling.
Curse!yuuta who wants to let you know how much he loves you and how much he needs you, praying you donât leave him or hate him. He glares at you in your sleeping state though he canât wait til tomorrow he needed you to know now. âPlease donât hate meâ âi love you so muchâ as heâs softly kissing your neck on each side, peeling your panties off. The cold air makes your cunt clench at his sight. Heâs kissing the inner of your thighs sweetly and his lips makes contact with your pussy and a small whimper emits from your mouth. âYuutaâ you utter half sleep thinking it was only a sex dream, you were a heavy sleeper at that. heâs burying his lips between your folds trying to get more like he was so starved. If he can just make you feel good you wonât be mad at him and you can forgive him.
Curse!yuuta who canât wait any longer, his dick pulsating through his pants even how much he gets drunk off your pussy, he loves the taste of it every time but heâs rutting against the mattress. Brings your thighs together to slip his cock between, throwing his head back letting out quiet moans as his cock is rubbing against your clit between your thighs. Your eyelids almost twitching open. He spreads your legs apart and sinks his dick into you watching your pretty lashes flutter at the sudden pleasure of you being spread apart. âYu..?â You begin to stir awake, he kisses your lips before you start to fully take consciousness. âI donât want you to hate meâ âforgive me pleaseâ as heâs thrusting harsh inside you and swallowing your lips. By the time your walls were the shape of him every time he used you so it was easy for him to slide right in, you were made for him and he was made for you was the thought that brought him comfort. His fingers entwines with yours, his cock continuously rubbing hard in your insides. âYuuta!â You moaned beautifully in his ear, your hand clawing at his back, yuuta loved it, it didnât hurt him because you could never hurt him he didnât mind it.
Curse!yuuta not wanting to stop, heâll never get tired of cumming and filling up your pussy. Youâll be overstimulated begging him to stop it was awfully much to handle, you couldnât cum anymore but you did as heâs plunging his cock in your abused cunt. The choke sobs and sounds of squelching filled the room âNeed you-need you tell me you love meâŚplease f-forgive me..ah!â Rubbing your clit increasing more nerves. âI-i love you yuuta! Ah-I really do! I could never be mad at youâ Your words lifting weight off his chest still pounding into you. Holding you in a warm embrace to finish inside you. When he did filling up your womb one last time with his string of cum, your nails dig into his back letting your last orgasms crash into you. You let out a cry into his shoulder, your body trembles.
Curse!yuuta who needs constant reassurance youâll never leave him, placing gentle kisses on each part of his face. Even though heâs nothing but a curse to you, being invisible to the outside world, Has a hard time showing remorse itâs just what he does to protect you, he somewhat doesnât know that but knows he can be a bit possessive he just canât help the urges of anyone getting close to you or worse even laying a finger.
Curse!yuuta bending you over the counter in the morning as you were trying to make yourself breakfast, last night was rough you were a bit sore but yuuta still misses your pussy. âJust a quick one I promise! I miss you so much! Iâm just displaying my love for youââ he pushes himself inside your worn out cunt from last night once again, you whimper at the feeling each time he rolls his hips when his balls slap against you. His hands reaching to your tit, massaging it in his palms. You donât think you could ever break the curse from yuuta okkotsu.
TW/CW: Dark content up ahead!! Yandere headcanons means yandere content yâall! Mentions of abuse and violent acts either towards the reader or the character!! Mental instability, gaslighting, manipulation, stalking, possessiveness, obsession, emotional whiplash, etc. (Donât think Iâm missing anything but if I am, please do let me know!)Â This is your TW please proceed with caution!!
ALSO FYI!! A minor spoiler warning, itâs during the last paragraph of Lilias Headcanons! Itâs slightly mentioned in book 6 but emphasized in book 7!
DISCLAIMER:Â These are my interpretations of his/her/their persona and none of these is 100% accurate. I donât condone any of these actions in real life and all of this is purely fictional and should be taken as such! Underage characters will ONLYÂ be given SFW headcanons, please respect this decision!
As always, banner made by the lovely bestie @herestrishâ thank you for making all of these, youâre literally the best I love you so much!Â
I absolutely loved the Techno one shot you wrote and was wondering if I could request something similar? Maybe a role reversal, as in the darling is a mortal but yan!Techno is a deity of chaos/blood? It can be headcanons of how he "met" the mortal and took a liking to them or anything you'd want to write, really! I just really liked that idea.
Thank you! I'm glad so many people liked it! And I love this request â¤ď¸
Triggers: gore described in detail, swearing, degration (not the kinky kind), god complex (?), And moderate yandere like behaviors. Please be careful when reading.
Enjoy
-Technoblade-
I have a feeling Technoblade would be a lot more... aggressive and mean than normal Technoblade would be.
Like, he would want you to bow to him instead of him bowing to you.
But I think a just as equally aggressive and stubborn darling would suit him best.
How would you two meet?
~
Technoblade, a rough translation to "Blood God" from African origins.
Also translates to, "The immortal blood king," and "Never dying master of blood."
He was a ruthless god, known for starting wars just to cure his boredom.
To him, humans were just like a game of chess.
But here's the thingâŚ
Chess is a boring game if you don't have someone to play with.
And Technoblade was growing bored of single player chess.
And a bored god of chaos is a no no.
That is when he came across you.
Technoblade had decided to come down from the heavens to walk among the land of mortals.
He usually didn't do this, as he'd prefer not to walk with peasants.
But, in a desperate attempt to cure his boredom, he decided to take a quiet walk in a big forest.
Meanwhile you were running with a bag full of little goodies from a nearby village.
You were running from the angry villagers and an iron golem.
You were glancing behind you, and weren't paying attention to the god in front of you.
Once you saw you had lost the villagers you looked ahead, only to be met with white shirt, and a little bit of a males chest.
You slammed into the god, and you were the only one to end up on the ground.
Technoblade looked surprised for a second before looking down at you.
Your bag had spilled open and all your little treasures had flown out.
Gems of emeralds, gold, and some pieces of iron were on the ground.
Technoblade kneeled down and picked up a brick of gold.
But before he could even stand up, your hand quickly grabbed the gold that he was holding.
Neither party was gonna be letting go of the gold.
After a small grunt left your lips you spoke, "Hands off boar! That's mine!"
The blood god scowled at your comment.
"Boar? And what makes you claim this as your own thief?!"
"I ain't no thief! I just am permanently borrowing these items! Don't act like you haven't ever raided a village boar!"
"I am not a boar! You stupid human! Has mankind really gone down this low?!"
"Oi! Why do you talk like some god?!"
You yelled at Technoblade to keep him busy while you sneakily began to gather the other items that had fallen out of the bag.
But Technoblade is no fool.
He saw what you were doing from the start, he just found you entertaining.
So he played along.
But your little yell war continued.
"I am a god!"
"Yeah right?! Of what? Little fuckin piglets!" You mocked him.
Technoblade's hand clenched in frustration, bending the brick of gold with it.
Your eyes quickly widened and you made fast movements to stand and back away.
"W-what the hell?!"
Technoblade smirked, "Do you believe me now?"
A bead of sweat greeted your forehead as it slid down your face.
"Yeah...sure thing. God of pigs!" You said and made a run for it.
But Technoblade didn't chase after you.
No.
He simply watched, and little did you know; he was going to keep watching.
~
Poor reader.
You caught his attention with your stubborn and bold words.
He was unsure if you were just stupid or brave beyond all hell.
Either way, you interested him.
And that was your fatal mistake.
~
Technoblade god, would watch you. He would work his magic to make sure your little thief self was safe.
But he would also slowly manipulate the world to make you more and more isolated.
There is one thing that hasn't changed between normal techno and god techno, and that is his want for you to rely on him.
But God Technoblade is so much worse.
He wants you to rely on him for everything.
Get up in the morning? Let him carry you out of bed to your wanted destination.
Need a bath? Let him wash and bathe you. Don't worry he won't do what you don't want...no matter how much the voices plead him to.
But...if you make things too difficult for him, he will make you pay.
If you constantly struggle when he holds you or cuddles you, or if you don't eat the food he cooks.
If you act ungrateful, he will make you rely on him.
How will he do that?
Well... he'll cripple you.
Blood God will make sure you can never move again.
Or at least on your lower half.
He will painfully break every bone in your legs starting from your feet upwards.
He'll make sure you cry and struggle.
He'll mock you:
"Oh now you're crying for my help."
"What's wrong little thief, can't handle the pain? I thought you talked all big."
"After this...I'll be the only one who can help you."
"Do you want my help now? Is that what you want?"
"I didn't think a lowly thief would be so ungrateful for this great message I'm giving them. Or maybe it's a bit too rough?"
You'll have to listen and feel the crack and shattering of your bones.
So...it's best not to struggle.
~
But don't worry, if you're a good darling, life will be full of riches.
But don't let the thought of the punishment ruin your fun little personality.
You can still tease him and all, just don't struggle physically, okay?
Now if you want to know how to make his man melt in your hands, while he is holding you ask him to read to you.
Or ask him a bunch of questions about war strategy.
Ask questions about the different god lore and which parts of it are true.
Ask him about past stories (tread carefully with this one, mainly stick to funny little light-hearted topics.)
Just be interested in him.
It'll make him feel good.
Or even better?
Play a game of chess with him.
It doesn't have to be serious, he actually prefers it like that with you.
~
In short: you're playing a dangerous game...when you catch his eye. And remember... DON'T STRUGGLE
lilia fuckers we rise because chapter 4 came out and i never wanted to clap a manâs cheeks so hard WE ARE SO BACK
warnings: smut/nsfw, overstimulation, biting/bleeding, spanking, oral (receiving), asshole lilia (we all cheered), reader is afab but no gender or pronouns are explicitly specified
words: 700+
letâs get one thing straight, the main difference between lilia now and general lilia is that general lilia is an asshole who wonât hesitate to whoop your ass back into your place. unlike the kind and eccentric caregiver we know, this version couldn't be more of the opposite.
overstimulation
~ nothing gets lilia off more than when he sees your spent figure sprawled out in front of him, your face contorted as the sound of your pleas and whines echo in his ears all through the night. when he decides to overstimulate you, he's not kind, nor is the same while you're in bed with him. as befits a general of his stature, he will be nothing short of merciless in his treatment of you. using all types of tricks on you, lilia wants to explore how many ways he can make you cum with a single wave of his finger. as the tears cascade down your cheeks, you find yourself desperately begging him to stop even though his touch has yet even to grace your skin. crawling towards your legs, demanding you to wipe your pathetic expression on your faceăźhe wonât stop until heâs satisfied enough to finally use his own body to further ruin you. and when he decides to do so, heâll only want to prove that he can do all the same with the skills of his fingers and tongue.
biting
~ while not of the possessive nature, that doesnât mean lilia wonât be flamboyant with his display as he sinks his fangs into you. big, bruised marks scattering your body on a constant basis, with one fading only to be replaced by another a moment after. flashy and dramatic can only describe how he bites youăźletting his teeth sit in your skin as he watches the blood trickle down your curves. itâs painful, and if heâs feeling particularly lenient, heâll lap up each drop that seeps out of you before carefully kissing each cut he left behind. don't fool yourself into thinking he'll be generous enough to lay those marks on places hidden from the public eye; rather, itâs the opposite, with your neck always being his favourite spot to snack on. not even having to deny that he was, in fact, the one who did it to you, with his reputation always surpassing you and being used to his advantage.
oral
~ even in the days of being a general, lilia was no stranger to experience. if thereâs one thing heâs good at, itâll be how he ties you to the bed, spreading you open with his fingers as he lays his deft tongue upon your aching folds. seconds pass, and you feel yourself already succumbing to the skills of his tongue, making a mess of his sheets that only spurs him on to have your body shaking even more. cold and cruel, lilia wonât let you touch him as he works his magic on youăźyour ankles bound to each corner of the bed; he forces you to feel only his tongue as each orgasm blends into the next.
degrading
~ not only a tease but a cruel one at that. feeling the heat on your face and between your legs spread as he continues to demean you with his words. he takes far too much delight in abusing and calling you names, pushing you to embarrass and shame yourself for his own sick enjoyment. slapping and spanking your thighs, brutally digging his claws into your skinăźeach hit is accompanied by a cascade of cutting words, etching themselves into your mind until the morning after. heâs arrogant and knows it, only continuing to display this cold front as he immediately sensed it turned you on just as much.
hate sex
~ on particularly rough days on the battlefield, he wonât take lightly not getting what he wantsăźto satisfy himself after a long day of stress. if you happen to feel just as frustrated as him on that day, he wonât hesitate to shut you up and take what he wants from you. with your face buried into the pillows and your hands tied by the straps of his uniform, his ruthlessness only increases tenfold. gagging you so he doesnât have to endure the abuse you reflect onto him; each thrust and slam of his hips filled with malice.
can't believe this short little fruit got me off of my writer's block i'll hopefully be writing some more shit now
Alrighty so a continuation of the Beastars x reader ask. What would it be like for a human to be in a relationship with the shishigumi, you can do all of them or you favorites. It got me thinking what it would be like since we are predators and prey. Thank you for clarifying everything up for me. Love you blog by the way! â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Shishigumi reacting to a human s/o:
A/N: aww thank you babes! Glad you lIke my stuff <3 (also I did like mostly Louis and also Melon is there , sorry if I didnât get the oneâs you wanted, just re-send the ask and I will do It :)
Warning(s): cussing, some mentioned of violence (slightly), lazy writing
LOUIS:
- âoh.â
- he wouldnât know HOW to treat you
- I mean like, technically he should get use to humans since he is going to be leader one day right
- right?
- It was a little embarrassing for him to have a human as a s/o
- nobody in your family approves of what it wold be
- MAMA IâM IN LOVE WITH A CRIMINAL
- he almost killed you by trying to be cute and head butting into your chest and almost stabbing you
- Louis would think that you act really immature for your age
- everyone looks at you weirdly as you eat a salad and then fucking STEAK
- âI will eat your wife!â
- you on said as you ate your food one time
- nobody took that too well
- BUT THAT IS BESIDES THE POINT
- Louis would stare at you with hatred whenever you brought up eating meat
- âwhat? Itâs not illegal for humans to eat real meat!â
- he tries to make you eat things like fruits and salad
- one time he made you eat grass to which you instantly spit out in disgust
- it was just a all around mess
MELON:
- âfinally someone like me, we can dance the night awayyyyyyy!â
- Melon would said as he stares at you
- you two would get along very well, often ranting to each other about the best meats and leaves to eat
- he is very curious about humans so when he seeâs you he is all up their with his knives and guns
- nobody liked Melon since he is a hybrid of a carnivore and herbivore and nobody likes you because you are human
- trauma couple that runs away from the world to leave all the troubles of the world behind vibes tbh
Can we get Techno with a darling that talk in their native language when theyâre scared?
Sorry if it's short :/
Triggers: obsessive behaviors, intentionally causing destress/fear, mention of psychological torture, unhealthy relationships, toxic relationship, and yandere like behaviors. Please be careful when reading.
Enjoy.
Technoblade
Techno absolutely loves this.
He already is very interested in your native culture.
So when he hears you speak in your native language he is infatuated.
Techno will also try his best to learn your native language.
~
But, back on topic.
It does not take Techno long to pick up on this little habit of yours.
He notices it almost immediately actually.
So when he hears' you start to speak in your native language, he comes running if he is not the cause of your fear.
What dare scare his dearest?
Are you hurt?
What happened?!
Techno has a billion possibilities running through his head.
The voices don't help either.
They simply fill his fear by giving him more terrifying ideas.
~
That is how he'll react if he is the one NOT CAUSING your fearâŚ
But it is a whole different story if he is the one CAUSING your fear.
I do pray for you if he is the one causing your fear.
Usually you speak in your native language when you're even the slightest bit scared.
Whether it be a jump scare and you screaming a curse word.
Or when you're nervous and spout out mumbles of your native language.
And every mumble will fill Techno with a sick satisfaction.
But Techno isn't the only thing that has noticed your little habit.
The voices have as well.
And by gods do they find it entertaining to scare you, just to hear you stumble over yourself in your native tongue.
As a matter of fact the voices go out of their way to scare you.
As much as Techno hates hurting you, there will also be a little part of him that enjoys it.
A little part of him that loves hearing your heart rate pick up.
~
In short: It's best to occupy him with teaching him your native language...or keeping this little habit of yours under control...
Hello! I love the Shishigumi and they donât get enough love! I was hoping you could, if comfortable, how the Shishigumi members react to their s/o having a mental disorder (anxiety/depression etc.) and what they do to comfort them/how they react and or feel. If not then delete this :)
Ill stick with the anxiety/depression stuff cus thats what Iâm most familiar with.
Ibuki
I feel like Ibuki would be one of the best people to have with you if youâre going through an anxiety attack or a depressive episode. Heâll be there with you through every thing and heâll know how to balance letting you take time to rest but also getting you up to get you moving. I think he would also appreciate that youâre showing this side of yourself to him and being vulnerable. Heâll probably start opening up to you more as well and itâll be more time for both of you to bond. Talking is going to be very important for him. He's had to hide his struggles behind the mask of being a strong lion so having someone he can open to is going to be refreshing for him; he might end up talking more than you because he feels so comfortable with you. After the first couple of times of it happening, heâll figure out a routine for you that will get you up and running. If you're having anxiety doing something, he'll be there with you through it all. If it gets very bad, he'll give you the comfiest hug in the world until you stop feeling so anxious. He keeps your hand in his and squeezes it to let you know that he's there with you. He's honestly a giant lion teddy bear, and one thats happy to be cuddling with you too.
Miguel
With Miguel, his first thought will be to get you up and active. He'll make sure to only do as much as you're comfortable with; he just doesn't want you to fall into a rut. He'll take you to walks and low impact workouts and use them as an opportunity for you to open up to him about whatevers going on with you. His usual intense gaze softens up incredibly; he doesn't want you to feel intimidated from him. He does a lot of comfortable touches that help you relax, like keeping your hand in his or rubbing your arm. If the two of you are walking somewhere, he'll have his arm wrapped around you the whole time and keep you flushed against him, it's especially nice during the winter time. Even though he tries to get you more active, he'll also be doing so much for you during this time. If you don't feel like eating, he'll make something for you that you'll like; if you're laying down somewhere and you need to go somewhere, he'll just pick you up and take you somewhere. If you have issues with anxiety, he'll work with you ot build up your confidence... by getting you to work out more. Not because it's anything related to your physical appearance but working out in a gym infront of people will make you more comfortable. He'll be with you the whole time so if you start getting very uncomfortable, you can tell him and he'll stop.
Free
Free suddenly becomes so serious with his s/o. Yes he is reckless himself but when it comes to someone he cares about, you bet he's going to watch out for them. He drinks and does a lot of silvervine, but in front of you he'll never do it because substances like that can make depression and anxiety worse. If you want to just lay down and not do anything, he's going to take that as an opportunity to lay with you and cuddle you. He's going to be talking to you a lot to keep your mind active and it's going to be the randomest things ever (most of which he got from Agata). He just wants to laugh with you and hear your happy voice again. He's not the best at talking about his feelings but he's going to try and open up so that you feel comfortable talking to him. It's going to be stuff like "I know shit sucks sometimes but it'll get better babe." Also, expect his regular affection do increase even more. If you're making breakfast, he'll hug you from behind the whole time or try to make it for you; if you're doing stuff in public, he'll never let go of your hand; he's going to be giving you kisses every minute too. He wants you to feel very loved the whole time.
Agata
Agata is someone who wants to be more comfortable talking about his feelings so when he sees you going through some depression or having anxiety, he'll spend a lot of time making sure you're feeling ok and asking how you're doing. He doesn't want you to have to hold everything in like he had to and pretend like everything was ok. He's very sensitive about things so he'll pick up right away if you aren't feeling ok. He's going to try to get you to play a lot of really fun, feel good, or goofy games with him. Think Mario Party, Animal Crossing, Minecraft, Roblox, etc. He'll bring you a lot of snacks you like and some new ones both of you guys havent tried before so you can eat them together. After you start opening up to him, he'll start telling you how he feels as well. He wants to bond with you and also let you know that you aren't alone in your feelings. I imagine him as someone who also has issues with anxiety stemming from all his pressures to be a strong lion so youâll both be helping each other in situations where youâre anxious. Lots of hand holding, standing close together, whispering in each otherâs ears. Youâll both eventually forget others are there because youâre both so focused on each other
Dolph
Dolph ends up being a leader to the Shishigumi when their actual leader isn't there so he has experience from members who occasionally come up to him and talk him (specifically Agata). He seems like someone who's very intimidating but when he wants to, he can be the sweetest person ever. Whenever you talk to him, it feels very intimate because he keeps very intense eye contact with you. He doesn't do it intentionally but he wants to feel connected to you; if you feel uncomfortable he'll tone it down a bit. Dolph will listen to you a lot and then if you ask for advice, he'll give some. He wants you to know that he's listening to whatever you're saying and that you getting better is the most important thing to him. You'll find him bringing up times when he's had similar issues and how he went through them and survived; he wants you to know that whatever it is that has you depressed is only temporary and you'll get through it. When it comes to your anxiety, he's also like Ibuki in the sense that he's a giant lion teddy bear that you can hug and hold whenever you get anxious. He's going to use his scar as an example; even though he has it over his face, he manages to get through public interactions.
Dope
Dope will know right away that you arenât feeling good by reading your body language. Even if you donât tell him, heâll ask you if everythingâs ok and offer you lots and lots of emotional support. He wants you to feel absolutely comfortable telling him everything so he can do something to help you feel better. If you thought that he was good with his words before, he comes to a whole other level to make you feel better. If you talk about yourself in a deprecating way, he's going to correct you right away. It might feel irritating at first but he wants to change your negative way of thinking and eventually you'll notice that you have less deprecating thoughts about yourself too. Until he notices that you start acting like you did before your depressive episode, he's going to dedicate time for you every day where you open up to him about how you're feeling. He'll also make sure to ask you if you want comfort or solutions so he doesn't say anything that might upset you if you just want to vent. If you want solutions, he'll sit with you until you two figure out what works best for you.
Hino
Hino is the king of self care and itâs going to reflect when he helps you during a depressive episode. If you arenât feeling up for doing anything, heâs going to make sure youâre taking care of your personal hygiene. When you wake up, heâll do a routine for you (face wash, brushing teeth, putting on some moisturizer and sunscreen) so you feel pampered. He wants you to feel good and fresh physically even if you arenât feeling the best mentally. Heâll do the same at night and will get new products for both of you to try out; some of them are luxe and some are more silly (face masks that bubble when you put them on and sheet masks that have funny faces on them). Heâll be showering you with compliments the whole time, and theyâre all genuine ones; none of those superficial ones. Heâll bring you some new clothes to try on, itâll be cute outfits he picks out for you and all of them fit perfectly. Even though this all seems a bit materialistic, he does it all while giving you a lot of emotional support too. These things are just extra stuff to help you feel better because itâs things he likes himself and he wants to do things both of you can enjoy together. I imagine Hino as a very artistic person too so heâll do art activities with you. Lots of painting how youâre feeling and writing out your feelings in poetry. Heâs going to make sure you donât feel the pressure to make your art look perfect and heâll share his to show you that your art can be anything you want it to be. If you get anxiety in public, just take him anywhere with you and all the attention will be on him. He will make sure to build up your confidence so that you donât need to rely on him all the time too and Hino is the best person for a morale boost.
Sabu
Sabu is better at telling you're feeling upset than Dope is. He has his years of experience under his belt and him being quiet means he listens more. You don't even realize it but he's been listening to a lot of the little things you say and from that he picks up that you aren't in the best state of mind. Before you even tell him, you notice that he starts doing a lot of things for you to make your mood better. Whatever he doesn't say with words, he shows with his actions and right now it's that he wants you to feel better. Once you do tell him and open up to him, he makes an effort to try and talk more to you. Similarly to Dolph, he'll mainly listen and then only talk if you ask him to. He's not used to talking about his past so it's going to be a new thing for him to be so open about it but he'll do it so that you feel comfortable. It'll still be short answers but you know that he's trying his best to open up. If you're having anxiety, Sabu will be your silent supporter through all of it. If anyone in particular tries to mess with you, he goes back to his intimidating self and will get them to back off of you right away. Just imagine a scary, scarred lion intimidating someone while holding his s/os hand.
Jinma
When you tell Jinma about how you're feeling, his first train of thought is to find the best therapist in the BAM that you can talk through all of this. He wants to help you through all of it but he knows he has his connections and he could find someone way more qualified. Even if you do go to a therapist, he'll still make sure to check on you through everything. If you really enjoy nature, he'll find the best nature area that the both of you can go to together. If you want to eat something good, he's going to find the best and most exclusive place and somehow manage to get you reservations the day of it all. Whatever you want, he's going to know where to get you the best one of it. If he doesn't know where to get it, he'll know someone else who will. If you're dealing with anxiety issues, he'll make sure to talk to the best therapist and figure out ways to get you comfortable in situations that make you anxious. He'll also try his own things by taking you to places with him so you get more comfortable being in new places. Of course nothing dangerous like gang deals but if he hears about a new place to check out, he's definitely making you tag along so that the two of you can experience it together.
He's basically a super soldier, he has enough energy to carry you to the bath and let you soak in there, he'll get anything else you want at that moment to, just need to ask him.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
He loves every part of you, but he especially loves your neck because he finds it more intimate to kiss and suck on it than the lips. He loves breathing on it too and being able to hear how you whimper from it. His favorite part of his body is his arms/hands, he appreciates it when you hang onto them and tell him how much you find his arms/hands attractive.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically⌠Iâm a disgusting person)
While he finds it incredibly hot when he can come into you and feel you squeeze around him, he also likes cumming onto your face or stomach, the visuals get to him everytime. He has a lot of pre-cum which makes edging him oh-so fun.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
When he's on a mission and knows for sure he's alone, he pulls out a pair of your panties he's stolen before leaving you. He uses it to get off and rubs the fabric all over his tip, he's came hard quite a few times from this.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what theyâre doing?)
He's never had a sexual partner besides you, he's honestly been scared his entire life for anyone to see him in this position but he just trust and loves you so much it feels like he'll never think about those feelings again. Besides from this, he picked up everything he needed to know pretty quickly with you. He doesn't care if he's considered "experienced" he just cares if he can pleases you.
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
He loves when you ride him. The intimacy of both of your guys' arms wrapped around one another and the lewd sounds of skin slapping against each other is like no other feeling. He swears he feels like he can die in the moment when the two of you cum in union and you're burying your head in his neck moaning out.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
Ghost is a serious guy during sex, he's there to please you and do anything to get that. He'll play along with you if you decide to goof off but don't expect to not get a little manhandled by him for doing so later.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
He grooms himself quite well down there because he likes keeping himself clean for you. He has a little happy trail though after you commented on how hot it was.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspectâŚ)
He's whispering sweet nothings into your ear constantly, praising you and telling you how adoring you are to him. Ghost finds sex to be a big part of how he tells you he loves you because it's just so in the moment and let's him not overthink.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
He doesn't have the highest drive to do it too often, just when he really needs to pent out his horniness. He does it more often now because he has you to masturbate off to, but even then he prefers to just fuck you.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Ghost loves giving and receiving hickeys, seeing that little red spot of both of your guys necks gives him a certain high, knowing everyone who sees that knows that you two belong to each other. He's into edging too, he loves when you're the one to edge him because you always look like you're having fun and he gets an adrenaline rush it.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
In complete privacy of the two of your guy's shared home is where he most enjoys being able to have sex, he's never been one for public sex because he doesn't think anyone else but him deserves to see you the way he does.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Just thinking about you is enough for him to get hard. When his mind wanders off to how your skin and body sit in his hands, your soft moans and whimpers of release only he can get out of you, and your beautiful smile you show him after the two of you reach your peak, it makes him so grateful.
N = NOÂ (Something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
He'd never hurt you, he knows he's a strong guy so even if you tell him you're turned on by being hurt (choking, spanking, face slapping) he'll have to pass just because he doesn't feel comfortable doing that.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
He doesn't have a preference, it's honestly just whatever you want for the night. He has magic in that tongue of his and can lap at your clit and pussy for seemingly hours, but he also enjoys recieving blowjobs because of how you look up to him with those beautiful eyes and can lean his head back and just focus on the feeling of your mouth on him.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
He starts off pretty gentle and sensual with you, but he does have the tendency to fasten his pace and get the two of you moving quite quickly, you two even broke one of your guys' bed frames once because of it.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
He's always preferred proper sex, foreplay and taking things slowly is ideal for your guys' rare free time spent together. But he does have those times when all he can get is a quickie and have'll to just whip his dick out and fuck you there.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
If you have something you wanna try out with him he'll do it. If it makes the two of you feel good he'll probably try it again with you.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they lastâŚ)
Stamina for days baby, he only stops when you start to get a little restless or he's running out of time and needs to be somewhere.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Surprisingly, he owns quite a few toys but most are for you. He has a fleshlight he uses rarely or when you want to edge him with it. You two have a vibrator and dildo that he uses on you to tease.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He doesn't like to admit it, but he gets the most turnt on teasing you. He would use that vibrator on your clit for hours if he could.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Mostly quiet groans if it's not him praising you, his breathing gets heavier when he's about to cum and he'll moan out your name.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
He really wants to make you squirt. He's done it once and it was mesmerizing for him to see how undone you became and how it was all from him.
X = X-Ray (Letâs see whatâs going on in those pants, picture or words)
He's a big guy in general but his cock is a fucking monster. He's 8 inches and you cried when the two of you first fucked and he popped it into your pussy. His cock has the perfect veins going up on it and leans a little to the left. His balls are perfect for slapping your clit when he's going from behind. He has to prep you quite a lot to take it, even now.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
It's definitely gotten higher since he's met you, he's always up to fuck you.
Z = ZZZ (⌠how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
When he's done taking care of you that's when he can rest and sleep peacefully. He has trouble sleeping but being next to you after such an intimate moment, he feels safe enough to do so.
Summary: Stepping in to help K is instinct, but what comes after is a choice, one thatâs easy to make.
Pairing: Officer K x F!Reader
Word Count: 1.9K
Rating: Mature, 18+ only. Violence, reference to mistreatment and abuse, angst, and touch starved Officer K. Part 2 will include smut.
A/N: Thank you @Maddiecaffeinated for your plot help and for N, @butaneandthebeast and @elusivewildflower for looking this over.
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Itâs raining.
Again.
The cold, damp air seeps through your jacket and you sigh. Youâre tired of the trash in the streets and the press of too many bodies. You long for something different, a ticket off-world or an apartment somewhere north of the urban sprawl and constant gray. You might dislike some of the rich families you work for but you appreciated the clean air and sheer amount of space their money afforded. The kitchens you spent your days in were open and modern, filled with the kind of fresh food you could only dream of buying for yourself.
Some of the families were kind, allowing you to take home leftovers, the produce they deemed too wilted and meat that had lost its vibrancy. Today your bag is full, weighed down with bread thatâs gone a little stale and a variety of fresh vegetables. Youâre caught up in planning the stew youâll make tonight with your prized possessions when a commotion on the stairs stops you.
Itâs your neighbor, the LAPD officer, and the old polish woman who's always screaming at everyone. You look up in time to catch her striking him hard across the face with her cane, screaming about how no one wants him in the building. His head is tilted to the side, gaze downcast. Blood flows freely from a cut on his brow. Dirt and dried streaks of red are caked to the side of his face; thereâs a deep scratch on his neck and more blood. He looks awful.
âMrs. Novak!â Your voice is sharper than you intend, drawing more than just her eye, but your tone has the desired effect. Her raised arm stills, surprise written all over her wrinkled face. âPlease,â you say softer, stumbling up the few steps it takes to draw even with your neighbor. He doesnât acknowledge you, staring intently at some spot on the floor.
âGirl,â she spits at you, lip curled back over rotten teeth.
âI have some bread, would you like that?â You offer her, reaching into your bag. Even though you were looking forward to it all day you know itâs your best bet to distract her from the man beside you. It wasnât uncommon to hear whispered disdain for him or the ever-present slurs hurled at him. Someone had taken the time to deface his door weeks ago but youâve never seen anyone get physical with him before.
âHere, take it,â you encourage, relaxing once she lowers her cane and greedily reaches for the bread, the focus of her earlier rage all but forgotten.
âIs it real?â She asks, bringing it to her nose and inhaling deeply.
With her distracted, you touch the manâs arm. He lifts his head and his cool blue eyes meet yours, though his face stays blank. He blinks once and you remove your hand. âAre you alright?â
âIâm fine,â he says.
âWe should go while she is distracted,â you suggest, waiting for him to move before you follow him up the steps.
His gait is slow but steady, weariness etched into the lines of his shoulders. When you get to your floor he stops, allowing you to precede him. He keeps a respectable distance from you though youâre aware of him and the weight of his gaze. Itâs not until youâre unlocking your door that he speaks, voice low enough itâs almost lost to the clamor of people in the hallway.
âThank you.â
He disappears into his apartment before you can respond.
You spend the next hour preparing dinner and washing the day away. As much as you try to forget the incident your mind keeps wandering back to your neighbor and the scene on the steps. You stir the soup and breathe in the warm, soothing aroma. Thereâs enough for at least two servings, three if you stretch it. Plenty to share.
Before you can reconsider, you ladle out a generous portion into an old container and slip your shoes back on. The hallway is less crowded than when you got home but there are still more eyes on you than you care for. You knock on his door and wait, shifting from foot to foot. It opens just a crack. Your neighbor's handsome face greets you, clean of blood and dirt though there's a shallow cut on his forehead. If he is surprised he doesnât show it, staring at you blankly.
âI had some extra soup leftover,â you start, gesturing with your free hand. âItâs got fresh, honest to god vegetables and some tofu. I thought maybe you'd like some. It's pretty good⌠not to sound conceited. Iâm, um, a chefâŚâ you trail off.
âDon't you know what I am?â He asks.
âYouâre my neighbor,â you reply.
You know thatâs not what he means. Everyone in the building knows exactly what he is and who he works for but that's never mattered to you. Replicants are no less deserving of kindness and respect. Youâd been on the receiving end of that type of disdain by the nature of your job and you never wanted anyone to feel that way.
âIf you donât want it, thatâs fine. I just⌠wanted to make sure you were okay.â
You take a step back at the same time he opens the door wider, allowing you to catch a glimpse of his gray sweatpants and bare, muscled arms. Heâs attractive but then again all the replicants they made these days were, even the ones not designed for pleasure. You give him the bowl, his fingertips brushing over the back of your hand. An unexpected jolt of electricity passes under your skin and your hand tingles. He lifts the lid to smell the rising steam, eyes closing briefly.
âThank you.â
You nod, feeling a little awkward. You take a step back and bump into a young woman hurrying down the hall. She looks between the two of you, nose wrinkling when she sees who youâre talking to.
âYouâre welcomeâŚâ You trail off, realizing you donât know his name.
âYou can call me K.â
You give him your name and he repeats it back quietly. With an awkward wave, you return to your apartment across the hall and pause at the door to glance over your shoulder at him. He hasnât moved, watching you still with an expression you canât identify. You smile and disappear inside.
Two days pass before you see K again. Thereâs a sharp knock at your door shortly after 7 pm and you crack it open, surprised to see itâs him. He looks like he just came from work, wearing the same jacket you saw him in previously. His hair and clothes are damp from the rain.
âI wanted to return this,â he tells you, offering the container you gave him the soup in.
When you take it, itâs heavier than it should be, and something rattles inside. You open the lid, surprised to see a Lily-of-the-valley lucite flower resting at the bottom. Itâs beautiful and each bell-shaped white bud is intricately crafted, hanging down from a single bright green stem. When you look back at K he averts his gaze.
âI didnât know what youâd like.â
âItâs beautiful,â you promise him, holding it up to admire it. Youâre not sure what to say and you think he doesnât either. The silence between you is heavy. Somewhere down the hall, a baby cries and a man yells. Kâs eyes dart sharply to the side, searching and watchful. You take the opportunity to consider him, taking in the shadowy stubble over his jaw and the various healing bruises and marks on his face and neck. Once again youâre overcome by an odd impulse to soothe something in him that you donât quite understand.
âWould you like to join me for dinner? It won't be like the last time,â youâre quick to warn him as he returns to face you. There was nothing fresh to cook with tonight, only the synthetic meat and noodles you normally had.
K blinks and stares at you for long enough that youâre sure he will decline. âOkay,â he finally agrees, glancing down the hall again before following you inside.
âTake a seat wherever,â you offer, heading into the kitchen.
Itâs strange to have someone in your space, moreso since you canât recall a time when it wasnât just you. You can see him taking in your cluttered apartment and all the things you collected over the years in an attempt to make it homey. Rich people often threw out perfectly good items, although some were kind enough to offer it to you instead, so you had a number of nice things you couldnât otherwise afford, including a rack full of spices that would have cost you a month's salary.
A quick check on the pot tells the broth is nearly ready, just needing a pinch more salt. You drop in the noodles and shredded synthetic protein. You step back and bump into K, his hands coming up to brace against your hips. Heâs quick to pull them away with a murmured apology and when you turn around he averts his gaze like a beaten dog.
You reach and touch his shoulder instinctively, wanting to ease the pain you see. âItâs okay,â you assure him.
K stares at your hand on his coat, brows knitted together. It strikes you suddenly that people probably donât touch him with any kindness. Wordlessly, he steps back and disappears into the main room. You gather two bowls and fill them with the fragrant soup. K stands when you approach the table, but you wave off his help and set everything down. He still only sits when you do. Dinner is quiet and a little awkward. You catch him staring at you between bites and the conversation you share consists mostly of your need to fill the silence.
âSorry, Iâm talking a lot,â you apologize, setting down your spoon.
He shakes his head. âNo. Itâs⌠nice,â he admits softly.
For a second you think he might say something more but then he stares down at his bowl, silent again. After dinner he helps you clean up, working beside you in the small kitchen in a way thatâs surprisingly comfortable. Once everything is dried and put away you walk him to the door. You pause there, considering a thought youâve had most of the evening.
âMaybe,â you start hesitantly, âyou could come over for dinner again sometime.â
A part of you knows itâs not smart to spend time with K. Youâve kept your head down these last five years, working hard and saving the money you need to create a better life. Another part of you doesnât care, tired of always being alone and drawn to him in a way you canât explain.
Heâs staring at you again, unblinking and intense. âOkay.â He says the single word without any emotion. You rub your hands together nervously. He notices the action, head tilted to the side.
âOnly if you want to though,â you add.
âI do.â
You nod and he squeezes past you into the hall. At his door he looks over his shoulder. He watches you for a long moment and you stare back, waiting. He smiles, the expression transforming his face and your heart catches at how different he looks. Handsome and unburdened. It only lasts a few moments but you return it with a soft one of your own.
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