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TAKE MY LIFE LIKE A KILLER IN THE NIGHT. an original horror character based around the final girl trope. examining themes of survivor's guilt, the cycle of victim blaming, and the commodification of trauma. written by bee.

content warnings for: horror themes, death, murder, violence, assault, suicidal thoughts. majority of themes will be tagged accordingly.

GUIDELINES. PROFILE. PLOTLINE. ROLES. SCRIPTS. AES SIDEBLOG. NSFT/USFW SIDEBLOG.

#` * 🔪. out of character — pinned.

survivall

jordan has been moved to @nightsprung officially <3

survivall

jordan has been moved to @nightsprung officially <3

hi everybody! I hope you all have been well.

activity here hasn't been the best and I don't really have an explanation beyond focusing more on real life stuff; my nephew graduated this past month and I've been busy with getting pictures for my sister as well as helping her out with grad party planning and I've still had my nose to the grindstone for job hunting. finally had two interviews for two separate positions and I'm hoping to hear back this week on whether or not I'm getting hired for the first one (fingers crossed because it'll make a world of difference for me if I get it).

as far as RP goes, I want to slowly make my way back here. I'm currently debating on either cutting down on the amount of blogs I'm following here to better maintain a manageable level of activity, or moving jordan to my multi muse to have everything in one central location. whatever decision I make, it's purely due to me coming to the realization that I don't have as much time to devote to RP as I used to and I need to be more realistic in what I can take on in terms of interactions. I would absolutely love to interact with all my mutuals, but it's not doable with everything I've got going on and I don't think it's fair to myself or mutuals who I just never get to reach out to. it'll probably be a couple weeks before I start making those moves but it is on the horizon.

as always, I'm available on d.iscord if anyone wants to chat; feel free to reach out to me through IMs if you want it, and I hope you're having a good day <3

#` * 🔪. out of character — mun post.#make sure you're all staying hydrated as well #idk how it is everywhere else #but it's getting miserable here in ohio temp-wise

Went outside today

#these are the best I could get of the northern lights from Ohio #tbf the second pic isn’t the lights #a car leaving the parking lot made for a cool lighting moment #but hi hello hope everyone is doing well

hey guys, sorry for the lack of writing lately. mental health has been one thing but I've also been dealing with early signs of carpal tunnel fairly recently and it's been pretty bad the last couple of days so I've been trying to give my hand a break where I can. slowly trying to make a dent in what I owe but it may be a while and I'm considering putting my blogs on a soft hiatus while this persists.

#TBD.#it's so weird bc usually my hand will tingle/hurt for a couple hours #and then I'll be fine for a week or longer #but the last couple days it's just been awful #that and job hunting feels like a full time job at this point #i hope you all are doing well <3

SHE'S TRYING TO KILL ME

#tbd.#AND SHE'S SUCCEEDING

one of these things is not like the other

#tbd.#did you spot it?

recommend your favorite horror movies please <3

#` * 🔪. out of character — mun post.#I'm going through my streaming services and adding stuff to watch #I feel like watching some movies is gonna help kickstart muse here/get me in that right mindset #and I always love finding new stuff through friends so!

indigomood

WALK ON THE WILD SIDE (1962)

#` * 🔪. jordan riley — aes.

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🐝 * ― 𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛ i can't stop thinking about you even when i try. ❜ ❛ every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat. ❜ ❛ i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there. ❜ ❛ do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else? ❜ ❛ i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel. ❜ ❛ if only you knew how much you truly mean to me. ❜ ❛ do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us? ❜ ❛ sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you. ❜ ❛ i had a lot of dreams about you recently. ❜ ❛ somehow, you're always on my mind. ❜ ❛ i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met. ❜ ❛ my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go. ❜ ❛ all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it. ❜ ❛ you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve. ❜ ❛ every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest. ❜ ❛ do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love? ❜ ❛ i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need. ❜ ❛ will we ever get another chance together? ❜ ❛ you were the best thing that's ever happened to me. ❜ ❛ my biggest regret is ever letting you go. ❜ ❛ i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped. ❜ ❛ when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see. ❜ ❛ every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message. ❜ ❛ i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me. ❜ ❛ it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to. ❜ ❛ i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back. ❜ ❛ i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms. ❜ ❛ hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me. ❜ ❛ there's so much i wish i was able to tell you. ❜ ❛ i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine. ❜ ❛ i miss the way you always made me smile. ❜ ❛ you're the reason i keep holding on. ❜ ❛ maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever. ❜ ❛ if only you knew how i feel about you. ❜ ❛ i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine. ❜ ❛ i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too. ❜ ❛ do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you? ❜ ❛ my heart belongs to you, always and forever. ❜ ❛ my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost. ❜ ❛ i've been thinking about us a lot lately. ❜

#` * 🔪. in character — prompt.#romance !!!!! we love it here

I made jordan an interest tracker! please consider filling it out if you've got a moment!

#` * 🔪. out of character — mun post.

also happy 4/20 jordan will never smoke but she does enjoy a lil fruit snack or special brownie to take the edge off

#TBD.#it's all about options babey!

still have a massive head cold but thinking about how wedding season is starting and Jordan makes a living while trying to break onto Broadway by singing at weddings in addition to bartending.

#there is a PEAK romcom plot here where jordan keeps singing at weddings your muse attends #whether they're in the wedding party or not #i am TELLING YOU

survivall

energy is nonexistent as I deal with a head cold & possible sinus infection but feel free to like this post for Jordan in your inbox 💖

#taking a double dose of nyquil and then passing out buuuut #if you wanna....

energy is nonexistent as I deal with a head cold & possible sinus infection but feel free to like this post for Jordan in your inbox 💖

#tbd.#also hmu if you want to plot on d.iscord

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