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goodbye.

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well, i don't think i'd draw/publish anything in coming months

i'm hella depressed. i'm feeling so bad. i'm living in this condition for months. it's getting a bit better only when i'm spending time with friends, but i'm alone. i can't even catch their attention, some of them just ignores me when i need them so bad

i can't take it. i can't stand for it and pretend i am okay. i can't do anything, especially the things that usually gives me pleasure. and there's also college senior year with a looot of problems caused by my condition. i'm afraid of future and there's nobody to catch me up

so, sorry. no posts anymore until i'll get better. but i don't believe in this future