INTERLUDE

i look into eyes, but i can’t tell if they’re mine. the words coming off my tongue feel like delicately polished, practiced lines. in my head i know my face, but i haven’t shown it for so long now, that i might now know how. every day i’m someone else, someone different, but i swear that you could never tell that i’m hollow. i’m hollow. i fill the emptiness with things that aren’t real, to see if i can feel less hollow, but i know it’s only temporary.

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the moaning leaving gongmin’s lips only seems to spur sunny on further, appreciating the sound for everything that it is, as well as the hands that had slipped into his hair. sunny feels his attention focus as his gaze falls away and his eyes close, practically forgetting the air around them, sinking his mouth down further onto gongmin’s length at the encouraging sounds and his own name leaving their mouth. he can feel the hands in his hair tighten, a groan immediately slipping from the back of his throat as gongmin pulls harder, that deep-set burning in the pit of his stomach boiling over and beginning to wash over him completely in an unabating NEED. a need to please the other more. a need to get him off. a need to make sure gongmin remembers him and this. sunny can feel himself beginning to harden in the confines of his own pants, and he shifts to spread his legs just the slightest, easing the tension between them and pressing in closer towards gongmin’s lower half, hands slipping up to grasp at his thighs, squeeze, and then settle on his hips as he finally sinks down low enough to take the other in completely. it’s slow and teasing, sunny swallowing around the thickness once before dragging his mouth back to the very tip and then repeating the action, until he finally finds a good rhythm to work the other up with.

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ HANEUL ]

haneul: i mean that's also true

haneul: my gay ass would light up like a christmas tree if i stepped foot inside a church

haneul: still less of a sinner than u tho 💖

haneul: also i SAID i believed you

haneul: i can't make the cabbie go faster calm down

sunny: i'd prob just burn if i walked within fifty feet of a church at this point lbr

sunny: i'm the Ult sinner, it's true

sunny: the multiple 👀 counter-acted ur words

sunny: i mean???? u can if u really tried

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ JAE ]

minjae: i meant it in a loving way. if it makes a difference, you're MY cash cow. ❤️

minjae: IT'S EITHER BETWEEN THIS SONG, TWICE'S CHEER UP OR 2 CHAINZ'S BIRTHDAY SONG.

minjae: i'll come and drink with you in a bit, but first let me send you your birthday present.

minjae: SURPRISE!! https://68.media.tumblr.com/44834f539bdc7189aa2335e087e9f2e3/tumblr_ortzm4ZhGQ1tklwiuo1_540.jpg

sunny: i'm too drunk to remmembr how to block someone on here but

sunny: consider urself BLOCKED

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ SIWONNIE WAN KENOBI ]

siwon: i'm just gonna be in everyone's way

siwon: no one wants to party with someone with crutches

siwon: ... well when you put it that way, i guess...

sunny: ur not gonna be in anyones way tf

sunny: i'll fight anyone who tries to say otherwise

sunny: ALSO I DO??? THATS WHY IM TELLIN U TO COME

sunny: yes??? seo?? blowing up the phone?? missing out?? come tf on siwon and comeeeeeee outtt

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ JAE ]

minjae: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SUNNY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FUTURE CASH COW WHO WILL PROVIDE A ROOF OVER MY HEAD. 🎉 🎉 🎉

minjae: seriously happy birthday, bud. ❤️ AND IM HERE PLEASE !!

minjae: you just haven't seen me yet.

minjae: i'm trying to reason with the dj to play vixx's thank you for being born.

minjae: apparently he's saying it's too slow and it's gonna cramp the mood. i think not.

sunny: icb u just called me a cash cow

sunny: why do u exist

sunny: IF THAT SONG FCKIN PLAYS I S2G JAE

sunny: also how dare u be here for this long and not come see me wtf??? forget the song n come drink

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ SIWONNIE WAN KENOBI ]

siwon: but they could get hurt

siwon: why don't we just forget the wheelchair for tonight, hmm? i think that's a good idea

sunny: i'm just tryin to get u here!!

sunny: almost everyone is here and ur not!!

sunny: seo's gonna blow up ur phone w shit like???? u might as well come out nd experience it urself

sunny: boot and all

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ SEO ]

eunseo: would u beat them up if anyone evr 4got me ?

eunseo: yes !! i'm going to send them cute pics of me bc i'm cute rite ?

eunseo: ur always good enough to me sun !!!! 🌞

eunseo: im gna get u one of those .. flaming ones !!

eunseo: we're gna take it 2gether ok? 😜

sunny: i'd kill them??? no one should exist if they r capable of such a fucked up thing

sunny: the actual cutest tbh

sunny: flaming?? FUCK YES

sunny: let it singe my damn mouth idc i'm already gnna be half dead tomorrow anyway

sunny: yes!!! together!! 👍

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ HANEUL ]

haneul: sorry to burst your bubble but i'm no christian grey

haneul: also yeah i totally believe you didn't read it 👀 👀 👀

haneul: t-minus ten minutes btw

sunny: almost didn't see the grey part there

sunny: was gnna be like "no duh"

sunny: but ya no i kno this

sunny: would be pretty funny to see u try to beat my ass regardless

sunny: I DIDN'T READ THEM

sunny: hurry tf up

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ SEO ]

eunseo: it's ok !! i'll send them tons of videos !! and pictures !!!

eunseo: i'm too cute 2 b 4gotten 😤😤

eunseo: thanks bud !! now i'm gna treat u to even MORE drinks !!!!

eunseo: i'll get .. somethin good ok ?

eunseo: 😩😩💦💦💦

sunny: UHHHH NO ONE BETTER 4GET U EVER BYE

sunny: maybe u sending enough stuff will get them to come out

sunny: i'm not good enough but u are 😈

sunny: somethin good??????

sunny: i would hope so

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ SEO ]

eunseo: oh. so .. they're not coming ??

eunseo: that's lame

eunseo: then fuck it !! ig we're going to get SUPER super super wasted then sun !!!

eunseo: whatya want ? i'll get u anything !!

eunseo: yes u r i lov u 🐶

sunny: i rly tried 😢😢

sunny: for u

sunny: YESSSSSSSSS fuck it up!!!

sunny: surprise me??? idk??? i'll drink anything at this point

sunny: 👅👅👅💦💦💦

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ SEO]

eunseo: siwon's not here yet :~(

eunseo: and im not drunk enough !!

eunseo: i think we need more shots sun !!!!

eunseo: stop it yk i only would do this for my bestest best and cutest friend ever right ??

sunny: siwon has a giant stupid boot bc of their ankle

sunny: i've been tryin to get them to come out!!!

sunny: i even offred to find a wheelchair n spin them around so they could dance but NOTHING

sunny: yes!!! MOrE SHOTS

sunny: n i kno???? bc that's me

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ SEO ]

eunseo: happi birthday sun !!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🍾🍾🍾🍾🍻🍻🍻🍻💕💕💕💕💕💕🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶

eunseo: even tho .. i'm right next to u drinking > : (((

eunseo: i even paid for this party and the open bar wtf !!

eunseo: sun pls

sunny: ur next to me but ur not paying attention to me

sunny: so it doesn't count

sunny: but at the same time

sunny: i have the best best friend ever???????

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one, two, three, four-- sunny had lost count on how many shots had been thrown his way throughout the course of the night at this point. there had already been one mass text, and then a  s p e c i a l  text to a specific someone, and by the time everyone started showing up he had successfully gotten himself DRUNK. as in -- ‘floor spinning, slight slur of his speech, body heavy’ drunk. yet he could still see that everyone was here besides one; and sunny hadn’t been able to tear his gaze away from his phone until the text claiming that gongmin was finally here was sent. there is a part buried beneath the drunken haze that feels relieved that the other actually came but it fades quickly at the request to meet him outside -- now that will be a struggle. stubbornly though, sunny still finds himself sliding off the bar stool he had been seated comfortably at, stumbling through the crowds and out the main doors, cool air meeting his face immediately and he probably looks as drunk as he feels. a hand comes up to press against the side of the building for some kind of support, body slumping against it seconds later as he grumbles and looks around for the familiar face, stopping when it finally comes into his line of vision, “you did actually run,” sunny snorts out, smile quirking onto the edge of his lips before he’s reaching out to grab at the gongmin’s shirt and pull him in closer, “took you long enough.”

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ HOTTIE ]

gongmin: thats u, babe

gongmin: is that not what i'm doing??

gongmin: i can take it all back if you'd like 😏

gongmin: oh no. just another excuse for a birthday present 🤗

gongmin: come out the front then, dick

sunny: ur really gonna make my drunk ass WALK outside

sunny: ur the worst

sunny: but fine

sunny: i'll see if i can make it!!

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ MAX ]

max: what sorta present should i bring? you into vibrators?

max: i work at a sex shop, we get those by the boatload.

max: aight, i'm on the way. i'll be the brown boy in the crowd.

sunny: u bring a vibrator to the bar and i'll throw it at u

sunny: should of said buttload

sunny: would of been funnier tbh

sunny: i'll be lookin for the brown boy then

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iMESSAGE 📲  [ HOTTIE ]

gongmin: thats exactly what i'm doing

gongmin: ...prove me wrong

gongmin: i think?? i can see the junction down from you??

gongmin: don't get too excited xoxox

sunny: rude asf

sunny: birthday boy??? remember??? be nice

sunny: i'll gladly prove u wrong

sunny: whenever u finally fuckin get here

sunny: by the time u do i'll be 22