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popping in to say that while i’m so sad by mark’s departure, i’m also so incredibly moved by mark’s words in his letter.

there’s a particular courage in walking away from the thing that built and shaped you and in being able to leave something so grand and safe to find something bigger than your current self. most people never do that. i am incredibly moved that he has chosen that journey: to leave the thing that made him, so he can become the person he know’s he was always meant to be.

his departure isn’t him just leaving, but it is him also modeling a kind of self-trust people hardly ever have. people often think courage is that cinematic moment where someone stands up and declares their new path to everyone, but, truthfully, it is often a quiet, fearful, and private decision where you turn it over in your head a million times and have a million conversations over the same topic over and over again with loved ones before you decide you’ll eventually have to loosen the grip on what’s defined you to find what’s waiting for you.

letting go of something big isn’t just courageous either, it’s painful, lonely, and disorienting, and i can only imagine what it feels like when the life you’re letting go of is what’s been the majority of your life AND career.

i don’t mean to sound parasocial. i am, in full honesty, just recognizing the weight of someone making a life changing decision in full view of the world and admiring the courage it takes to do that. as someone who understands the courage it takes to walk away from personal experiences, this has given me the opportunity to watch someone name a truth i’ve been developing for a while now. shout out to mark lee, i truly believe when you choose yourself, you’ll find where you’re meant to be.

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~ remember, it's only us ~ NCT DREAM The Dream Show 4 Encore | Day 6

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“Mark has left NCT”

On Good Friday?

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oscpodium after the two last races sent straight from hell. kimi temporarily freeing us from the british cuntpire regime and amusing me greatly. charles is also there which is always nice we don’t talk about max

beautiful race everybody let’s do it again next year 🌸🥰💕

osc and charles podium let’s gooo