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hello everyone! so sorry I haven’t been posting at all. still kinda figuring out what I want to do with this blog. I’m not gonna delete it because I want people to still be able to read my works, but I also might archive this blog since I have no motivation to write DR anymore T-T this isn’t a final goodbye — my motivation is very finicky !! but for now I thought I’d let yall know where I’m at (৹ᵒ̴̶̷᷄﹏ᵒ̴̶̷᷅৹)
summary. it’s chiaki and chihiro’s birthday! so you both decide to celebrate together.
pairing. chiaki nanami x (gender neutral) reader ; chihiro fujisaki x (gender neutral) reader. i use they/them for chihiro.
genre. comfort (sort of). lots of fluff!
a/n. when I realized what day it was, I was so happy! two of my highest kins having the same birthday! anyways, i went to the movies today so I was in a rush to make this (because they deserve all the love and affection!!) if there are any grammar errors, please forgive me! I got carried away with Chihiro’s, if you can’t tell heh… I’ll try and fix any mistakes later, but for now, please enjoy!
ღ — CHIAKI NANAMI
Chiaki was always alone on her birthday. Eating cake in her room as she watched the sun rise filled the empty void in her heart, though she didn’t realize what exactly she felt. Her excitement came from her video games - some of her games had a login bonus, extra items, and others small cutscenes / special events just for her! In that moment, she felt she was special to someone- she was important
That is, until she met you (and her friends).
You had planned everything - send a cute, romantic text to Chiaki telling her that you have a surprise gift for her birthday, and to meet you at the park at exactly 1 o’clock. Meanwhile, you and the rest of the class decorated a small area near a cluster of trees, bringing gifts (mostly video games), balloons, streamers, and a HUGE pink chocolate and strawberry cake with frosted flowers. To finish the display, you and Hajime tied a banner that read: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIAKI! to two trees in front of the table.
Chiaki was prepared to meet you and had a small smile on her face, clutching her phone tighter in anticipation. However, as she walked further into the park, her eyes widened in surprise. There stood all of you, holding pom-poms and noise makers. She froze as you all yelled out “Surprise!” and “Happy Birthday Chiaki!”
Chiaki felt an intense rush of emotion surge through her, a feeling becoming more familiar. She was used to feeling the monotony of life, the gasp of surprise and surge of happiness only coming from her games. But now, she couldn’t control the warmth that spread through her chest as she saw all of your smiling faces.
To go out of her way for her? It would be a long time before she could comprehend the thought. She wasn’t self-deprecating like Nagito, but it was a mere fleeting thought, perhaps a fact: she wasn’t worth the effort, you had better things to do, after all. Your happiness was the most important.
“Hey, Chiaki! Come over here!”
“W-Wait, is Chiaki okay?”
“H-Hey don’t cry, Chiaki! This is supposed to be a happy moment!”
“Idiot, she’s overwhelmed! Give her some space.”
“O-Oh Chiaki, please don’t cry…!”
Suddenly she felt you at her side, slowly placing your hand on her arm. The warmth reappeared when you were around her, and she smiled
“Sorry if we surprised you, Chiaki. I know you don’t like to be surprised. But since it’s your birthday, we wanted to do something different and special for you…” you said.
For you, Chiaki repeated. Yes, this was for her.
“Of course, we can still chill after the party’s over, or do whatever you’d like. But I know you wanted to see your friends, right? You know, everyone wanted to celebrate your birthday. I mean, you’ve done so much for us… You’re very important to us, Chiaki. Please never forget that.”
Chiaki’s legs moved on its own and jumped into your arms, a few tears slipping from her glistening eyes. After a moment of composing herself, she spoke.
“T-Thank you, [Name]. I can’t… I can’t say how much I… how much I…”
You were about to interrupt her, to reassure her that she didn’t need to say anything - you knew how she felt, until you felt her breath on your skin, her face mere inches away from yours.
“I love you…”
You kissed her forehead.
“Oh you’re too cute. I love you too. Now, let’s enjoy this party, okay Birthday Girl?”
ღ — CHIHIRO FUJISAKI
Chihiro was never one for big parties. The most they ever celebrated was ordering food from fancy restaurants and eating outside with their father. However, Chihiro had no qualms about this. They were so holed up in their room that the refreshing air, the good food, and their beloved father was enough to bring a smile to their face. It was always sunny, never a gloomy day or sad face - their father made sure of it. One of Chihiro’s fondest memories was cloud watching with their father while eating expensive, rich chocolate cake.
The luxury of true happiness was one few people could afford.
Once you started dating, Chihiro extended their home to you! Of course, if you had other plans, they wouldn’t be upset. Just the fact that you remembered their birthday was enough for them! But, as the good partner you are, you insisted that it wasn’t enough- in fact, it was the bare minimum! You were going to gift Chihiro a present, eat pastries you spent all night making, and lay in the grass all day and give them the best birthday they ever had!
Unfortunately, part of that plan was ruined. You were almost at Chihiro’s house when you felt drops of water fall on your face. Immediate panic rushed over you and you took off in a sprint. You hoped that Taichi had taken the food he ordered and any decorations he might’ve set up inside.
The rain seemed to grant you at least one blessing, as it started pouring once you entered the Fujisaki household. You spotted Taichi unfolding all of the decorations and frantically clearing the dining room table. Chihiro watched the rain pour out the window, still as a statue.
“Oh goodness, you’re here [Name]! I’m so sorry if you were drenched in the rain - I could have sworn the forecasts never mentioned any sort of weather like this! Oh, of all the days…” Taichi sighed.
You reassured him that you were only a little wet, but nothing too serious! You were more worried about Chihiro.
“Yes… If I could only remove all the rain clouds in the sky and bring back the sun… Dear, could you - if you wouldn’t mind, of course - could you check on Chihiro? I… I try to be a good father, but-but I have trouble, sometimes, being the support that Chihiro needs. Especially when it comes to words. But I trust you! And- And so does Chihiro...”
You, of course, accept. Chihiro was your partner, after all. You would be mad to ignore them.
“T-Thank you! Truly, I can’t thank you enough. Oh! I just had an idea,” Taichi said, glancing over at Chihiro before leaning closer to you. He spoke softly. “While we can’t have the party outside, that doesn’t mean we can’t have it here. You go entertain Chihiro, and I’ll decorate downstairs. I’ll call you when it’s all done. But- But make sure it stays a secret, okay?”
You nod once more, setting your sights on Chihiro by the window. You had made a promise - you were going to help Chihiro have the best birthday ever, and you weren’t going to fail!
As you approach them, you notice a small frown on their face. You felt your heart break in half - this is the opposite of what you wanted.
“Chihiro…” you said softly. Their eyes widened in surprise as they hesitantly turned towards you.
“O-Oh! Hello, [Name].” Their eyes, however, shifted away from yours. Chihiro was never one to hide their feelings, you thought, as you noticed Chihiro’s frown deepen. They must really be upset about this.
“I’m so sorry…” they said, their eyes glistening with tears. It was now your turn to be shocked.
“What? Oh, Chihiro, you have nothing to apologize for! None of us knew this was going to happen, so none of us should be apologizing - especially you!”
“W-Well, I know. But… But you came all this way, wanting to do something nice for me. And you got wet from the rain… A-And now, we can’t even go outside…”
Before Chihiro could go on, you hugged them from behind. “Chihiro, listen to me. I made a promise to myself that you would have the best birthday party ever. Sure, this may have been unexpected - but I’m not going to let this ruin your special day. Because…!”
The rain seemed to offer you another blessing, because as the rain continued to pour, your eyes landed on a pair of children splashing in puddles. Your heart pounded at the realization.
“Because we can still go outside!”
Chihiro stared at you in confusion. “But - But [Name], it’s still raining!”
Your eyes twinkled with excitement. “And when has something like a bit of rain stopped you from doing what you want, Chihiro?”
Chihiro blushed, now looking at the rain with a determined look in their eyes.
“Let’s walk outside, Chihiro. Let’s look at the sky and dance in the rain until we’re tired! Let’s have the greatest birthday ever, because we’re together, despite everything!”
Chihiro laughed, clutching you tightly. “Yes, you’re right! It doesn’t have to end! I don’t need to feel sorry for myself - because… because I have you! Oh, [Name], let me grab my raincoat, I think I have an extra for you. I’ll be right back!”
You waited as Chihiro ran upstairs, Taichi sending you a questioning glance. Yet, he smiled, knowing that they were in good hands. Surely, you made hundreds- no millions of stupid decisions, yet you knew this was not one of them. You and Chihiro would dance in the rain, until you finally grew warm in the cold air, and enter the house full of colorful decorations and a cake waiting to be eaten.
“Okay, I’m ready!” Chihiro said, handing you a raincoat. “Here, I’ll help you put it on!”
You kissed Chihiro’s head as they helped you put on the coat and a rain hat. Their frown was nowhere to be seen, any trace of sadness completely gone. Your heart rested easy now.
“Happy birthday, Chihiro. Let’s go have some fun!”
a/n. remember when I said I would write during the summer lol anyways srry I haven’t posted the good ole serotonin ran out ;-; but here I am! decided to write something self-indulgent lol as always, apologies if there are any mistakes. hope you enjoy!
You and Nagito were friends for quite some time before entering a relationship. The man has a difficult time understanding his own emotions, especially negative ones, and you were afraid that you would make him uncomfortable if you confessed your feelings.
Nagito was closer to you than anyone else. He would always defend you if someone was rude or disrespectful, he always gave you his lunch (even if you had yours, in which case you tried to persuade him that you didn’t need his lunch and he should eat instead. You end up compromising and share lunches), and you always made sure to involve him in activities with your class.
“[Name], I understand if you would rather attend alone than with me. After all, I’m probably making everyone uncomfortable…”
You grip his hands. “Nagito, if I didn’t want you to come, I would have never mentioned the party in the first place. And you know, everyone cares about you. You’re important, and you deserve to have a good time like anyone else. Where I go, I take you! … I-If you’re okay with it, obviously.”
He lightly laughs and your heart pounds a bit harder. “Of course. Anywhere with you is always pleasant.”
Your classmates tease you when you come to the party still flustered. Nonetheless, they knew the special bond you and Nagito shared, and while some may have had reservations, they truly did care for the both of you. Things were going well!
… Until one day, Nagito began avoiding you.
“I’m sorry [Name], but it’s for the best we don’t speak to each other...”
Since then, every time you entered into his vicinity, he quickly left in the opposite direction. He looked away whenever you glanced at him. When you waited for him to walk home, he quickly and quietly ignored your presence. No acknowledgment, no greeting, and no walk home.
This came as a shock to everyone, of course. You and Nagito were always glued to the hip. So what happened? You went to Hajime for help, which led to a heavy conversation about him.
“I don’t think you did anything wrong, [Name],” Hajime said.
“But… why would he avoid me, then? Oh, Hajime, what if I accidentally hurt him?”
He shook his head. “I doubt you could do anything severe that would cause him to avoid you entirely. Maybe…” Hajime stood deep in thought. “… He realized that… You never left him…”
You frowned. “I mean, of course not. Why would that…?”
After a moment, you and Hajime looked at each other. Of course.
Nagito, the self-deprecating man, never imagined himself to find someone to love or someone to love him back. His upbringing was a cold one, and with his luck, it was no surprise that the thought of emotional attachment pushed him into a state of confusion, panic, and avoidance. You were suddenly a pillar in his life, and if you were to leave, his spirit would collapse. He was afraid, and you didn’t deserve to feel hurt by these new, unexplored emotions of his. So he left before you could say anything. Perhaps, you would forget about him. Doesn’t everyone in the end?
Of course, you had no intentions of leaving. If he didn’t want to be your friend, then so be it. But you were not leaving without having your feelings known. You told Hajime your goodbyes, and aimed to set things straight.
You finally got Nagito alone after multiple attempts of trying. His eyes were pained at your presence, expecting a scolding for leaving you. Maybe you were going to insult him. Maybe you realized what bad of a person he was all along. But you merely held his hands. He didn’t shy away.
“I think… I know why you suddenly left me, Nagito. And I respect whatever you want to do. But… But I want you to know that I never found you a burden. I want to keep spending time with you, and I don’t want you to go through things alone. You’re… someone special to me, Nagito.” You looked at him in the eyes. His eyes shined with tears. “And I want to be with you.”
For the first time, you witnessed Nagito cry in front of you. The man never let this side of him show with his normally calm and relaxed demeanor. But you knew it was because he never let himself feel and understand these unpleasant and scary emotions.
“You deserve to feel love, Nagito. I want you to be happy. If you’re happy without me, please tell me- "
“N-No! [Name], how could I be happy without you? That’s …. No. Rather, you would be happy without me.”
“That’s not true!”
“But it will. Don’t you see? Every moment you’re around me, your hope dwindles because of my luck — aha. How despairing. The longer you’re with me, the more despair corrupts your incredible hope. And you deserve someone who will uplift that hope… Not worthless scum like me.”
You hug him. “You’re not scum! If I wanted to leave you, Nagito, I wouldn’t be here. I want… want you - I don’t want… anyone else.”
You felt Nagito’s body shake in your arms. You didn’t know how, or when, you both collapsed onto the floor, but it didn’t matter. All you remembered was the sound of his heart beating, and his hair tickling your face. His face was tinted red, and you slowly caressed his cheek. At that moment, you vowed that you would never leave him, as long as he wanted you by his side. His luck would not stop you from loving him, and so he allowed your lips to press against his, despite the hammering of his heart.
The beginning of your relationship was rocky, full of push and pulls. Nagito was a lingering presence near you, hyper-alert of your proximity. This was new to him, after all. Every hug, every kiss, and every touch always started with a was this touch okay? Please let me know if I’m making you uncomfortable. Do you still love me? Am I doing something wrong -
“Nagito, love,” you say, pressing a slight kiss to his cheek. “I’m still here. It’s okay.”
His body tenses, but instead of pulling away, he gently hugs you from the waist. “… O-Okay. Only if you’re sure.”
However, once Nagito eased at your touch, and the both of you understood each other a bit more, Nagito’s true feelings finally blossomed - especially his affection for you.
He respects your boundaries, of course, and always makes sure you’re comfortable with his touches. But he cannot help feel his heart burst for your touch at random times. With a quick “is this okay?” he’ll wrap his arms around you and lean into your body. You laugh at his sudden affection, which causes him to become flustered.
“Hehe, I didn’t know you wanted to hug me this badly, Nagito.”
His cheeks burn. “Y-You said this was alright…” You feel him grow nervous.
To calm him, you place a small kiss on his nose. “Of course, I’m just teasing. I never want you to leave.”
You notice when he’s tired, he often forgets his usual rational and calm demeanor, and will flop onto your stomach and cling to your body without realizing what he’s doing. You like playing with his hair and massaging his shoulders as he slowly falls asleep on top of you. It isn’t until he wakes up that he profusely apologizes.
“I-I’m so sorry, [Name]! D-Did I do something wrong? I didn’t hurt you, did I? I’m such a -"
You quickly cut him off. “Nagito, you only fell asleep on me. It’s alright,” you said soothingly. “You’re very warm, anyway. Like a blanket!”
“[Name]…”
“I mean it! I promise, you did nothing wrong.” You kissed him and pulled him back toward you. “You may sleep on me as many times as you’d like.”
He sighs, but allows your touch and slowly closes his eyes.
You also realize that Nagito never spends a day without spoiling you to some degree. He’s… well, pretty rich.
“Nagito… ? What is this?”
“Oh, it’s just something I found when walking home. I thought it would look nice on you and decided to buy it.”
“… Isn’t this brand expensive?”
“… Hm, I suppose it is.”
“Nagito!”
You lightly scold him and tell him not to spend his money on such expensive gifts, especially material things. But somehow, there’s always brand new, high quality sets of markers and pens on your desk, or a new watch you meant to replace, or a new office chair to replace your old, squeaky one you’ve mentioned to him. He doesn’t stop giving you presents despite your assurances, as you were the ultimate hope of his life, and he wants to treasure you.
Nagito realizes a new world of hope just from being with you. You invite him to all sorts of places he’s never been to or things he’s never done…
… Like going to the theater! He loves to see you happy, so he has no opinions on the movie. As long as he’s with you, you could pick or do just about anything. Of course, with a bit of convincing, he’ll help you pick a movie and add his input, albeit a bit reluctantly.
Though, most of the time, the movie isn’t exactly your highest priority…
“Here, Nagito, try some!” you said, plucking a piece of popcorn and leaning towards him.
Nagito's usually absorbed in the movie and doesn't like to be distracted. However, once he hears your voice, he immediately turns toward you. “U-Um, but [Name], it’s your food…”
“Oh, we used to share food all the time! You know it’s alright.”
“But… isn’t it a bit different now?”
“… Nope! You’re still you, and I love feeding you. Here you go,” you say as you slowly inch the popcorn towards his mouth. He nods and blushes as he opens his mouth. He tries to pay attention to the rest of the movie! But it's difficult when you're around...
You also find out that despite Nagito’s luck causing accidents in the kitchen, his food is… actually pretty good? He tries making all sorts of your favorite meals when he can despite the trouble he has, and you often find him waiting for you to eat lunch together! Or go out if his food is beyond fixing. You try to convince him to eat if he’s hungry, but he can’t imagine himself eating alone anymore. Perhaps because of his feelings of isolation that slowly haunt him when he’s alone? Feelings of his life before you…?
Anyway, because he cares about you so much, and is naturally a very observant person, he’ll make sure you’re eating foods that are not only delicious, but healthy and nutritious! He sincerely doesn’t mind cooking or buying food for you, and will always come up with balanced meals! (Of course, you have to get him to eat. He sometimes forgets he also exists).
And because Nagito is observant, he notices when you forget to take any necessary medication.
Every morning he’ll place your pills on your bedside table, and he’ll ask you once you’ve eaten breakfast, or right before bed, if you’ve taken your medication. If you don’t have a schedule, he essentially creates one for you so you don’t forget to take any important doses. He always encourages you lovingly though - he doesn’t want to push your boundaries, but he also worries about your health, so expect him to be a bit concerned and motherly at times.
Reading is a hobby of Nagito’s, and you often find him reading before midnight. He has trouble sleeping due to nightmares, so reading before bed often calms him down.
Now that you’re here, though, his nights go much smoother! If you’re not embarrassed, you read his book of interest while he lays next to you, his white hair sprawled on your lap. Your voice, regardless of the way it sounds, relaxes him, and you realize after a few chapters that his breaths become slow. Nights without your voice become difficult to bear.
If it becomes a habit of you two, Nagito feels the need to read to you as well! He’s a bit nervous at first, but as he continues reading, you feel him become more confident and immersed into the story. You usually fight a battle between falling asleep to his beautiful voice or staying awake to listen to it, but sleep always overtakes you.
And when you wake up in the morning, Nagito is a koala at your side, never letting go of your body. He apologizes when he awakens, but you only hold him back tighter underneath the covers. Sometimes you pepper kisses all over his face and neck and hug him tightly, leaving a very flustered and weak Nagito. Sometimes, he tears up over the heartfelt affection. You’re intimate with him in a way he’s never experienced. And every morning feels like another miracle.
It is inevitable that Nagito will sometimes revert to his old state, isolating himself and questioning his worth. He’s much more approachable now, but his pain is nevertheless still very prevalent.
You feel him hold back a bit more, keep quiet when he normally says what’s on his mind, and wake up to an empty spot beside you. During these times, you make sure to remind him that you have no plans on leaving him.
“[Name], you shouldn’t touch me. I’m filthy. Disgusting… Don’t you see who I really am?”
You gently guide Nagito to sit on the edge of your bathtub. After turning on the faucet, you slowly remove his shirt.
“How could anyone touch such scum like me? Seeing your hope only proves that you’re too good for me…”
The warm water rushes between your fingers, and you feel a spark when your hands glide against his upper body. You rub small circles into his shoulders and back. His words tumble out slowly.
“Why would… anyone … want to see me… like this? Why…”
You work your way up to his scalp, and he ceases altogether. His eyes close, and he leans his head into your hands that lather his hair with shampoo. You whisper words of assurances.
“You’re beautiful, Nagito. Every day, I’m glad to have met you. You’re so kind, and respectful, and smart…”
You stay like that for some time, making sure he’s comfortable and relaxed as you wash him as gently and lovingly as you can. As you finish washing him, you notice his cheeks are wet. He doesn’t say anything.
“You must be cold, Nagito. Let’s get you warmed up and dry, okay?” You bring him close to you and press a small kiss on his cheek. He lets out a small sigh. “Okay…”
He cries when you shower him with such love. But he never pulls back. Every time you compliment him, he feels that it’s simply not real. But each time, with every touch, he slowly comes back to reality - a reality where you love him, and he’s allowed to love you.
Hello ! In your DNI you said you don’t want dsmp fans interacting, is it okay if they’re a past fan? I’m not into it anymore but I understand if you’re still uncomfortable with it
warnings. each work has content warnings at the top. ask for trigger tags if I missed any. trigger warnings for violence, blood, disorders, death, etc. (in the typical danganronpa fashion).
breaking glass, the unraveling of emotions and trauma (pre-game) - pg!tsumugi, pg! shuichi
relationship headcanons - kokichi, nagito
comforting depressed s/o - chiaki.
needing your attention! - shuichi, nagito, & maki.
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ship minors with adults / incest or think it’s okay to do so. believe fiction doesn’t affect reality or any of that proship shit.
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Hey sweetheart! I know I'm little late, but I heard that your mental health wasn't the best? I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope that you are doing well and taking care. It's important to stay hydrated and eat well, so make sure you do both! And remember to treat yourself and indulge in your favorite hobbies as well. You deserve a safe space and comfort, so please do not be afraid to take all the time you need and get your head together. And also don't hesitate to pamper yourself a bit. You're one of the sweetest people I've met, so I can say with certainty that you, 100%, deserve it
Sending you lots of love and my best wishes, my treasure <3
aaa tysm for sending this >_< !! I’ve been rlly demotivated lately n just feel bad abt my writing, but thank you for the kind words <33 I’m glad you think I’m sweet!! i feel like I come off a bit awkward so it’s reassuring to hear !! i know I haven’t rlly interacted much or sent anons in a while, but I always enjoy seeing you on my dash !! i hope you are doing well too !!
also. sorry i haven’t been very active here. not only is my mental health kinda bad, but I’ve also been doing other things. so writing has been a low priority for me.
I’ve been working on … something, but I have no idea when I’ll finish it. hopefully soon. i tend to be inconsistent so I appreciate those who still follow me.
also also. if u haven’t read my pinned, I’m planning on revamping again (I cannot like anything I make). so I’m gonna be doing some rearranging soon.
