Hi Again!
I'm going to talk about something really really personal.... I know I don't post since a LONG TIME AGO ... well I'm going to tell you why, sooooo past months have been really bad for me ....things are getting better!! Which is nice but for those who don't know, I have been fighting with depression, low self-esteem and anxiety since I was 16 (I'm 22 now) someone hurt me when I was in high school and left a wound... a wound that keeps healing... sadly at the beginning was just to hard to live with it and I thought there wasn't a way out and I tried to kill myself... honestly more times than I can count. The last time I tried to do this was on February 14th... sounds stupid right? On Valentine's day☹. So social media was not a good idea for someone like me.
Thank God I'm so much better now, I don't take pills anymore,I have to go with my psychologist but the point is I'm finally feeling happy again. I remember that when I had really dark days Taylor's music and my family helped me so much to cheered me up and found the strengths to survive and the joy to live when wanted to give up.
To @taylorswift thank you so much, because of you I'm still alive and I'M DOING BETTER THAN I EVER WAS! I love you bee. ♥️
P.S. I'm not sharing this because I want to be "popular" or call Taylor's attention, I want to let everyone know that If you are having a bad day, or you feel like your life sucks, let me tell you that you are not alone, that you are important for someone and If you think life would be better without you...well you are SO wrong!! We are all here for a reason and everyone deserves to be happy!! Remember that even the longest rope has an end. You just have to hold on a little bit longer.♥️
