Idk What Im Doing Here.

Start from the beginning

[switchblackbook]

I just wanted things to be okay..

[switchblackbook]

It’s a bitter sweet goodbye but shit how’d we even get this far?

[darkermoonnow]

[switchblackbook]

I just need

[switchblackbook]

Yes somedays it is hard to watch, but no one ever made me look

But always

I looked.

[promethean-dread-deactivated201]

As a general rule of thumb. “Fuck.”

- Promethean Dread

[switchblackbook]

It’s not a sad song.

[darkermoonnow]

[switchblackbook]

It’s May.

[switchblackbook]

Haven’t really kept up on here. Let’s recap. Everything’s crazy. I feel like I throw up more than I eat. Maybe it’s just me. But it’s all alright. Like I’m learning. I’m getting better. I think I let new-old people down, and picked up the old not because of a preference, but because fate made me I guess? I didn’t fail any new, which wasn’t hard considering that only two exist so far. They all have the same problem. That May 15th kind of problem. But honestly... I think we can do it. I know I might as well die of heart break before I face anymore goodbyes. So.. I hope everyone makes it. I hope we all watch the sun go down and smile.

[switchblackbook]

I tried so hard

my fault, I should’ve known better by now.

[indies-aesthetics]

I am Sid

[switchblackbook]

O Sid 💔

[grungeaffliction]

[switchblackbook]

🤷🏻‍♀️

[switchblackbook]

Kms sos sB

[switchblackbook]

Let me explain my Instagram bio on Tumblr okay?

“It’s easy to live life like a dream when you never sleep but now all I want to do is wake up.”

I used to think waking up would mean I go to sleep at night and wake up every morning just like a normal person. Like that would be me waking up to reality, striving to live like a normal human.

Now I feel like I took a million steps around the world just to get back to the same exact spot.

I’m not dreaming. It’s not a nightmare. I’m just sleep walking again. Sometimes I day dream and get these hopes and aspirations to do so much better, to be the person I used to be.

The person I never really liked being but at least everyone said I was good.

No one thinks I’m good anymore.

How the fuck do I wake up?

[switchblackbook]

[switchblackbook]

[switchblackbook]

Drip 💧

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