Lost Faith

I only like two kinds of men - domestic and imported ~ Mae West || Switch|| 18 || OUaC closed RP || 21+

[switchingxfaith-blog]

nala-reyna:

Love to keep you company, but I’m under orders.

Ah, well that’s not a problem, dear. When are you free next?

I’m Faith, by the way, a switch.

[nala-reyna-deactivated20160921]

Are you doing that right this second?

 Or at anytime today?

[switchingxfaith-blog]

I was planning to leave soon. Why do you ask? 

[switchingxfaith-blog]

I think I want to go into town, window shop, find something fun and new. Does anyone want to come with me?

[skipping2hell]

[dom-kristoff]

Text: the sub I was going to give aftercare to canceled. I was going to come over if you think Asher was in the mood for company.

text: We just got up from a nap, Miss. I’d be happy to see you, and I’m sure he would be too. 

[switchingxfaith-blog]

text: I just wanted to make sure. I hadn’’t heard what condition he’s in yet.

[dom-kristoff]

text: He’s tired and sore. He’s been in kitten space a lot. 

[switchingxfaith-blog]

Text: I'm sure he is, poor thing. Thank you, Kris. I'll be over soon.

[josiahxxmaster]

It was fine. I got through it just fine. I’ve never had to act as a submissive, but I know with assessments and things, since I’m marked as a Switch, I might have to. It’s a hurdle I’ll deal with when I get to it.

PM: You have to be confident in your role with them as well. If you’re unsure, then they will be too.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

I hadn’t thought of that. I don’t know how well I’ll fare in those. I don’t like going into detail of what I went through. It just sucked. I never want to experience that side of my mark again.

PM: What if I’m not? Even before I left I was starting to feel like a third wheel. Now I feel it more so. I care about them a lot, but I’m beginning to wonder if I should try and fix this or if I need to let them be together and start over. 

[dom-kristoff]

Text: the sub I was going to give aftercare to canceled. I was going to come over if you think Asher was in the mood for company.

text: We just got up from a nap, Miss. I’d be happy to see you, and I’m sure he would be too. 

[switchingxfaith-blog]

text: I just wanted to make sure. I hadn’’t heard what condition he’s in yet.

[dom-kristoff]

text: How are you doing, puppy?

Text: I don’t know.

[dom-kristoff]

He smiled as he watched Faith greet his puppy. “She missed you…” he said softly. “So did I… ‘m sorry for hugging you without asking first… I… I forgot.” he said softly, fidgeting a little with his head still down.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

“I’m surprised she remembers me. It’s been a long time,” She said, the dancing, wriggling puppy lightening her heart a little. 

Faith looked over at Kristoff, her dark brows knitting together before she reached out touched his chin, lifting his dark eyes to hers. “When have I ever asked you to ask permission before touching me, pet? What was there to forget?” She asked gently.

[dom-kristoff]

text: How are you doing, puppy?

Text: I don’t know.

[dom-kristoff]

He pulled back after a few moments, his head bowed. “Sorry Miss…” he whispered. He saw Riley run up just then, yipping lightly at the other switch.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

Faith felt her heart ache as Kristoff shuffled backwards and out of her arms. She wanted to grab him and pull him back. She was so tired of  feeling separated and alone. She was distracted though as there was the sound of paws on the floor and yapping. Faith smiled as the young dog that barked up at her. “Wow, Riley...she got so big,” She said, offering her palm for the puppy to smell.

[shysubmissiveasher-blog]

how are you doing, kitten?

I’m doing all right, Miss. 

switchingxfaith

[switchingxfaith-blog]

Oh,pet, I’m so sorry. You’re doing alright?

[shysubmissiveasher-blog]

I’m fine, Miss. Nothing I can’t handle.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

I know, because your strong, kitten.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

I suppose you’re right. I grew up heavily with the system but under the wrong mark. I have no want to return to being treated like a submissive or rather something worse than that. How were you sort of raised in the system, Augusto?

PM: I was. I had to leave suddenly due to health reasons. I was a threat to myself and was yanked away from the school. I wasn’t allowed social media or any contact. I was gone for months. They thought I had abandoned them…they grew closer together and now we’re all confused. I think sometimes they’d be happier without me. They’ve always been close to another…I’m sorry. I normally don’t just blab everything out the first time I meet someone.

[josiahxxmaster]

I’ve lived in a group home over the last few years and the difference of marks was clearly displayed. I realized my Dominance from watching them and I honestly thought I’d have the Dominant mark. I have respect for all the roles, but I know that I cannot switch roles.

PM: It sounds as though they need to regain the trust they once had in you. Perhaps schedule regular scenes over the next few weeks and see if you can find the basis you once had, otherwise, perhaps it’s time to move on.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

That is interesting. I'm sorry you were in a home. That couldn't have been easy. All I knew was that I didn't want to be a submissive any longer. It was terrible. I have no grudges for those of the mark, but I hate being made to submit.

PM: I have been trying...but my submissive made plans with my switch before they even spoke to me. It just hurt. They talk about me like I left on purpose, that I don't want to be around them. I'm just....I don't know.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

Hi, Miss, I'd like to thank you for agreeing to do my aftercare, but Wendy got back to me, so I'm going to go to her for aftercare I believe.

Thank you for letting me, dear. I hope everything goes well.

sub-tayashlyn

[dom-kristoff]

text: How are you doing, puppy?

Text: I don’t know.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

Faith walked to Kris’s room starting to feel uneasy. She knew this subwide was hard on Kris, it was hard on her too, but right now she needed to be there for them. She knocked on Kris’s door and waited.

[dom-kristoff]

When he heard the knock on the door, Kristoff was there in moments. He opened the door and immediately wrapped his arms around her. “Thank you Miss.”

[switchingxfaith-blog]

She was taken aback by the sudden hug and froze froze for a minute before her arms wrapped around him. 'Youre welcome puppy,' she murmured.

[dom-kristoff]

text: How are you doing, puppy?

Text: I don’t know.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

text: Then I’ll be there, puppy.

[dom-kristoff]

text: Thank you Miss. So much.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

Faith walked to Kris's room starting to feel uneasy. She knew this subwide was hard on Kris, it was hard on her too, but right now she needed to be there for them. She knocked on Kris's door and waited.

[dom-kristoff]

text: How are you doing, puppy?

Text: I don’t know.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

text: Of course I do, Kris. I wouldn’t have offered if I didn’t want to. Even though I came over yesterday to help you…you weren’t expecting me to. 

[dom-kristoff]

text: I’d like to see you Miss.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

text: Then I’ll be there, puppy.

[dom-kristoff]

text: How are you doing, puppy?

Text: I don’t know.

[dom-kristoff]

text: Do you want to?

[switchingxfaith-blog]

text: Of course I do, Kris. I wouldn’t have offered if I didn’t want to. Even though I came over yesterday to help you...you weren’t expecting me to. 

[dom-kristoff]

text: How are you doing, puppy?

Text: I don’t know.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

Text: that wasn’t what I asked, puppy.

[dom-kristoff]

text: I don’t want to make you do things you don’t want to do, Miss. 

text: Yes, I’d like you to. But I’m not expecting it and I’d want you to only if you want to.

[switchingxfaith-blog]

Text: not expecting it...I see