dead of night

sometimes your best just isn't enough- this is a personal blog, please don't follow

[mtnglow]

it’s so many months later and im wine drunk and everything is okay for right now

[sxfehouseee]

I'm not getting drunk because things are bad because they really aren't I'm getting drunk because I don't want to finish this English presentation and I know that drunk me comes up with some pretty good ideas

[sxfehouseee]

I don't know if it was this personal blog or my old one that I complained about bourbon on but it is still just as fucking terrible as it was when I first tried it but I am determined as fuck to get at least slightly drunk

[theglasschild]

And you are finally calm. Filled with a space so wide and dark that the silence in you becomes something soft.

Anis Mojgani, from “Pancakes” in Songs From Under the River  (via theglasschild)

[cuffya-bitch-deactivated2018082]

[sxfehouseee]

things are good now

[love-personal]

[sxfehouseee]

I haven't posted on here in a while but things are better now

[sxfehouseee]

i just want to be loved

[jeliyfish]

(via WHI | Get lost in what you love)

[sxfehouseee]

we fall back into this cycle and i forget all the lies i forget how my stomach hurt for weeks after you broke up with me i forget how you moved on so. fast. but sooner or later they always catch up with me and right now i'm drowning in them

[sxfehouseee]

Why does this hurt so much

[sxfehouseee]

nothing good is ever permanent

[sxfehouseee]

I miss Chris

[sxfehouseee]

I want you to beg me to stay but I know that's never going to happen

[sxfehouseee]

Why do you always get all of me

[sxfehouseee]

I love how you make me feel like you actually want to hang out with me and then you just bail bc your dad is taking too long like?? That's the most bullshit reason I've ever heard??? I offered to drive and you know I would if you asked but whatever.