ventilation.

the world is dark and i am nebulous, i am light and suns and stars in galaxies, i am solar systems all destined to collide with the milky way. i do not reach for the stars because i am what is left of them.

[synapsesboiled]

I'm not even a part of you, you're a part of me Brush me aside as three beautiful kings pushed under, crushed by the sea I'm somewhere below you wishing I was free

[tamper]

[winterfellis]

[atabfi]

its glowing 

[ipartylikeapornstar]

[tvpartyorchestra-deactivated201]

[weloveshortvideos]

[vybratiun]

wanted to be haunted

[synapsesboiled]

the flames are cold, blue. they should burn the hottest yet instead they make my center dry ice and dry eyes, and I see spots when I look about the room. "I created you," I shout "I created this hell. It's mine." nobody is listening "You can't get me out, not if you wanted to. Not if I wanted to." we are alone in a room, you and I. Me, and the mirror me and the winter the winter the winter I shut my eyes and the air explodes and bursts and pops under my eyes and cold black fuzzies catch me when I fall swallow me whole and spit me out, small. bones.

[winterfellis]

[atabfi]

its glowing 

[fohk]

[loopwhole]

 glow for me

[regular-love]

[arcthic]

glow

[synapsesboiled]

lms if I should ruin my life

[synapsesboiled]

I see you everywhere, you know. In other people's voices I hear both your laughter and your cruelty. they are often indistinguishable. in keystrokes a million miles away i hear the same humming, droning comfort. it ties me to my bed and sets me on fire. i see where I've taken you every time I close my eyes, I see where I'm taking you with me every time my heart vomits into the ocean. the pier cannot hold the weight of plum-colored sorrow in my belly. I see you in the mirror. in my thoughts--not always among them. you can hear me. you can hear me. my waistline is going to thank you, and curse you, and tear you to shreds. I hope you're doing fine.

[nyc-subway]

[beautiffied]

[melisica]

[opheliaxx]